Today is Hari Gawai for the Ibans and Dayaks.. Our whole family went up to Sebuyao, ?Simunjan and Semangan.. The outskirt and the coastal area of Sarawak.. It was a fun day.. We reached home at around 6.. Had maggi mee as our dinner.. lols..
Hmm.. Nothing much today.. Maybe on thursday I'm going to have my cervical cancer injection.. And maybe this coming Saturday I'm going to listen to law.. Hopefully can go together with Karen. Hehe.. Hmm.. I haven manage to plan a date yet.. Can't wait to go out with him to watch movie.. I miss out the chances watching movie with my friends... You know what really upset me or not?? My friends and him already finished watching prince of persia ler.. And I haven't watched yet.. T.T I felt so damn left out de.. When he told me he watched it with his friends, I really cry till my whole pillow wet wet.. Nobody wants to accompany me to go watch ler.. All already watch ler.. :'(
Sigh.. This week wasn't really a happy week for me at all.. But at least my conflicts with parents already solved.. Sigh.. Why am I so small gas lately?? Suddenly had a thoought of being absent on 7th June dinner... Sigh.. Since I miss out so much of the activities ler.. might as well absent for the whole thing.. I really had a thought of rather being locked at home than going out with him or friends.. It's like people are talking about these stuff and then you're left out and cannot blend in.. That's a very very terrible feeling for me which is strong enough to make me cry after that.. I know I'm talking craps here.. Lols..
From this post.. I know I have a lot of bad personality.. That.. I admit..
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