Off~~ Day!

My off day today. My last last last off day in the.Bedroom. Teehee~ Not sure should be happy to leave this job or not. But well, At least I get my Sunday back from them and I can use my Sunday to go church. Miss church a lot.

Today going for mani and pedi later at Nail Me Good. Will update whether it's good or bad later. Hehe.. Then after facebooking I'll have to do some house chores. And have lunch and go pamper myself.. :)

That's what happening currently. Tonight got tuition classes again. Hopefully it's an enjoyable one. Haha..

Oatmeal Challenge

I'm in the process of dieting. This process will end when I can wear my purple cheongsam.

In order to diet, I bought myself something I really got phobia to eat on, which is Quacker's oatmeal. That is something when older people will eat only. The reason I choose this oatmeal is because it can help to reduce your cholesterol and I wanna try to see whether it can reduce my body fat or not.

Oh well, in order for me to overcome this bizarre challenge, I put black raisins so that it'd taste a bit sweet to eat. Oatmeal cannot be eaten when it's cold. If not, one would feel like vomiting. I managed to finish them all while playing computer. It doesn't taste good at all. I eat until my face nearly turn green. *ueck*

Anyway, after the oatmeal, I drank a cup of milo which makes me feel better. Hehe. Mum still hasn't contact us yet when she reached China. Perhaps she's having fun there. I still got 3 more days left in the.Bedroom. Gonna miss Sammy, and perhaps Jocelyn. Lol..

He will be a free man today. And he's mine tonight.. *Wakakaka*. Finally finish his exam today at 12p.m.later. :)

First Day My Mum Left Us

Mum left us all at 4.05 a.m. this morning. She packed her luggage and just left us, leaving me and dad and brother devastated and clueless about our life. We missed her very much. In order not to get hungry for the future, Dad brought us to Boulevard to buy some groceries. Even though today is a sad day, but we're happy to stick together as a family and gonna work things out together.

Nothing serious happened k? haha.. Mum went off to China with her colleagues and will be back on the 8th June. Miss her lots. :)

Emptiness

Feeling empty lately. To tell you a truth, without God, our life is empty no matter how a person you love is always with you to accompany you. Still, you'll still feel lacking of something to breathe in your soul. And that is God. Remember how God create humans in Genesis? He breath into us. That's why without Him, we're actually empty.

I've been absent for church service for two whole weeks. Reason behind, don't feel like going because it's Saturday night and I just want to spend my weekend night time with my family. U see, family and God are equally important. With my current hectic life schedule at the moment, I barely talk to my parents a lot unlike last time when I'm still not bonded with my work. Sometimes when I reach home, mum slept and Dad is busy with his newspaper reading whereas my brother is playing his games and I just headed to my room, change to pajamas and sleep. In the morning, I woke up and they're gone to work. At first, I start to think it's pretty cool to have a schedule like this but it's actually not fun at all.

Hubby, daddy mummy and brother they all can't replace the status of God in my life. God is the only one who can make me whole. One testimony is I can see my life starting to shatter without God in life. With God, He is in control. Sometimes we do not like the outcome of what God will be deciding for us in our life. I'm learning to accept God's perspective of thinking. It's not easy. But God has His own reason and logic.

I had challenged myself on putting God last in my list. Turns out to be a bad outcome. I tried to live my own way of life but it's not working out. God knows the best for us, better than what our parents think for us.

This is my testimony. I've come to terms that do not take grace and God for granted. Going to church will energizes our spiritual life, thus strengthen us in our every aspect of life. God wants to see us grow, not wither. GOD TRULY LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US :)

Nothing much

Well, nothing much really happened lately. I'll be resigning from my job at the.Bedroom at the end of May and planning all over again for my 3 months holiday. Might be working at tuition center and take part time weekend jobs. See how everything goes first then..

Mothers Day is yesterday and we all ate at Bangkok Thai restaurant. Sad to say that all the food are salty. Didn't eat much though. Well, it's just another normal day for me actually.

Lately need to change my habit of relying hubby too much. He's going to have exam soon so will be staying back in school till night. I have to sleep on my own then without having to wait for phone calls. So hard to keep away this old ritual which has last 3 years already. Sigh. Endurance produce perseverance. So, got to practice it. Anyway, the good thing is I can do my own things, such as making my crafty thing. I sold two bookmarks already! Even though each only cost RM2. Hehe.. *happy*

Happy Birthday to an Old Friend

Hi sis, Happy birthday to you. Well, it should be belated already as it has passed though. Not sure if you're going to read this post cause I don't think you'd be knowing that I have a blog and I don't think you know about my blog address also.

Since young, I can easily remember your birthday because you're always ahead of me 3 days. I really want to keep it touch with you but it seems that you have distant yourself from us (me and tzer ern) We tried to reach you and somehow you don't really want to talk to me I guess..

I can't remember what got us into this situation already. Heard that you're at Lim Kok Wing doing well. Glad to know that cause you're always born to be an artistic person. The last time I met you is at Upwell. I wish we can catch up with each other you know. So many things to tell you and so many apologies to be made.

You're a great friend. Always a great friend. :) I remembered how you react when I told you I had a crush on one of our secondary school senior. Lol.. But ever since then I never dare to tell you anymore about guys cause I thought you'd feel gross. :)

How are you doing? I really miss you.

*Specially dedicated to May Lim Keh Hui* just want to let her know that she's always my friend. Always will be.

Sickening

Have been sick on Monday till now. Haven't recover yet.. sien.. Got fever, coughing and now worst of all.. FLU! *adumak* Really tired about getting sick like that.. worst worst worst still, my monthly period choose to visit me at the time I fall sick.. What a nice coincidence indeed.. Goodness sack. I really feel like complaining my colleague though.. I don't think I will get sick if she doesn't get sick for the past one week.. She had been coughing in front of me the whole time while we're working.. Guess my antibodies can't sustain me anymore.. Have been sleeping a lot and losing my appetite.. Great.. A perfect chance for me to lose weight.. Felt happy that I manage to have lunch with grandma yesterday with my teacher and hubby.. Though my purse "bleeds".. Well, my 20th birthday coming.. Have to say that I'm really looking forward for surprises.. I feel this way every year but somehow in the end there is always just a normal day on 6th May.. Lol.. Don't think anyone will treat me like princess de la.. Since I'm not popular or pretty or .. U know la.. XD *sorry, just bla-bla-ing.. no offence* Hubby was right about one thing though.. He said: How come your birthday is you chia people eat not the other way round de? Then I start to realise, ya hor.. Then I told him: Ai ya.. I want party ma.. While wishing for other people to plan for you might as well chia people lo.. What to do.. Your girlfriend not popular de.. XD But in the end we're laughing.. Really touched when he said something after that.. But not going to tell it here.. Cause it's secret.. *wink* Till then.. Happy Early 20th Birthday to myself. Gonna treat myself well and to celebrate for myself for always being an awesome and strong and to cheer for myself for living out a fantastic life. May is the only month I feel special about myself.. So I might be a bit vain.. haha.. No worries, other months I let other people in vain.. XD