Maybe November is full of sorrow and sadness. So I'm gonna start off December posts with happy and encouraging things.
My baby wants to follow me to church! Yes! That's a great news to the kingdom of God! I'm mostly happy as my prayer is answered. Well, I pray that he'll presevere ans stay faithful in the Lord. We'll be going for my church Thanksgiving Night on New Year Eve.
Next, Im looking for a job next year. Hopefully I can get a job in a wedding studio, something I'd like to try out lately to get experience. But overall, I'll let God in charge because my Abba Father knows best on what job is the best for me. *wink*
Lord Lord, here I am. Use me. Mould me. Shape me. Purify me. Strengthened me. Challeneged me. Let me know that all my worries are but a moment only. :)
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Guess So
I guess today was one of those days that I feel extremely down and moody.Please don't tell me that day is repeating again, where memories trailed back 2 years ago that left me bleeding and hurt. Where you cry out and ask for treatment and even the best doctor in the world can't even heal you. Except God.
I get speechless today. Thankfully today's paper is ok for me. Speechless for what has happened to situation around me, personally. Especially the one who is dearest to my hear.
Nobody knows what has got into me emotions lately. Not even me myself. I feel like lying on bed all night. Waiting for you. But no. I can't let myself down and get defeated like that. I'm not a loser. I want to be a winner.
If you happened to read this and do not understand what I say, that's ok. Cause it's not meant to be understood.
Where have you been? Sigh. That's the questions I've asked all the time when I'm waiting alone for your reply.
What happened to me too?
I get speechless today. Thankfully today's paper is ok for me. Speechless for what has happened to situation around me, personally. Especially the one who is dearest to my hear.
Nobody knows what has got into me emotions lately. Not even me myself. I feel like lying on bed all night. Waiting for you. But no. I can't let myself down and get defeated like that. I'm not a loser. I want to be a winner.
If you happened to read this and do not understand what I say, that's ok. Cause it's not meant to be understood.
Where have you been? Sigh. That's the questions I've asked all the time when I'm waiting alone for your reply.
What happened to me too?
Friday, November 18, 2011
Tomorrow and 2 more days
Tomorrow is Muet. 2 more days is STPM.
Hopefully I can get a result that can enable me to enter local university..
*crossing fingers*
Need all your prayers. It's crucial. :D
Hopefully I can get a result that can enable me to enter local university..
*crossing fingers*
Need all your prayers. It's crucial. :D
Friday, November 11, 2011
Expectations
Parents and other relatives are expecting I'll do well in STPM. Well, hopefully I will.. Though I doubted myself.
Today is a Saturday. Hmm.. Doing revision of course. But now I"m sneaking away to surf internet and play Plants vs. Zombies to relax. Thank goodness my parents are not at home. If not, I'll feel guilty..
Can't wait for my long holidays though. Waiting waiting waiting..
Today is a Saturday. Hmm.. Doing revision of course. But now I"m sneaking away to surf internet and play Plants vs. Zombies to relax. Thank goodness my parents are not at home. If not, I'll feel guilty..
Can't wait for my long holidays though. Waiting waiting waiting..
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Talking about you
We had the best conversation last night. I was so active that I don't want to go to bed and yet you were patient to chat with me. We talk about lame jokes, claiming to revenge on each other whenever we see each other(which is toady) and our future. You spoilt my cold joke, making me feel so speechless. But I'm so reluctant to mad at you cause at that moment you make me laugh so hard and feel like pinching your cheeks(even though they are not chubby). You always give the best advice you can, the best comfort a guy can give i think.
But I wanna say that, thank you. For exchanging the rum and raisin ice-cream with me with your favorite passion fruit yogurt. You knew that I chose the wrong flavour when the rest of the flavors of ice-cream are almost finished but not the rum and raisin. I always wanted to go to that ice-cream shop to eat but I'm happiest when my first time is you and me.
Thank you for sending me home and watching me to open gates until I enter and locked the door. I'm sorry for the doubts and sorry for naughtily accusing you thinking of other gals when you're not responding me on the phone.
Thank you, for making me your special girl.
But I wanna say that, thank you. For exchanging the rum and raisin ice-cream with me with your favorite passion fruit yogurt. You knew that I chose the wrong flavour when the rest of the flavors of ice-cream are almost finished but not the rum and raisin. I always wanted to go to that ice-cream shop to eat but I'm happiest when my first time is you and me.
Thank you for sending me home and watching me to open gates until I enter and locked the door. I'm sorry for the doubts and sorry for naughtily accusing you thinking of other gals when you're not responding me on the phone.
Thank you, for making me your special girl.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Family day
It's a normal saturday. Something happened today but thankfully they are over now.
Got injection today for the cervical cancer prevention. It's my second dose.
I woke up in a blur state and type the wrong pin number of my phone for 3 times. I thought I couldn't sms him or chat with him for the rest of the weekend ler. But luckily I was near hock lee so I manage to go to the digi specialised store to get my PUK code.
Accompany my parents to look for new tv, cabinet and sofa. Happy but xin teng their money at the same time.. :S
Going out to eat later with family. Yay :3
Got injection today for the cervical cancer prevention. It's my second dose.
I woke up in a blur state and type the wrong pin number of my phone for 3 times. I thought I couldn't sms him or chat with him for the rest of the weekend ler. But luckily I was near hock lee so I manage to go to the digi specialised store to get my PUK code.
Accompany my parents to look for new tv, cabinet and sofa. Happy but xin teng their money at the same time.. :S
Going out to eat later with family. Yay :3
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
almost graduating
Well yea.. I'm almost graduating from high school. From Form 6. My pre-Uni course in a government school. So there comes the biggest fear of exam in my life. STPM.
Our form 6 last day is on 4th November. Soon right? Around 2 weeks like that nia.
Have been busy lately because of our homework on past year paper questions.
Our form 6 last day is on 4th November. Soon right? Around 2 weeks like that nia.
Have been busy lately because of our homework on past year paper questions.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Mood swing
My mood have been swinging lately. I mean seriously. Wasted two days for not studying and spend two nights daydreaming and getting upset.
Shit. Hate it. I can do so much in two nights! I dunno why I get so hot-tempered lately. I can almost find faults all the time with hubby and quarrel with him. I don't want to. But it just get on my nerves. :(
That's all. I don't want to blah some more to spoil anyone's mood too.. Sorry for using harsh words here.
Shit. Hate it. I can do so much in two nights! I dunno why I get so hot-tempered lately. I can almost find faults all the time with hubby and quarrel with him. I don't want to. But it just get on my nerves. :(
That's all. I don't want to blah some more to spoil anyone's mood too.. Sorry for using harsh words here.
Thursday, October 13, 2011
For you. Because you are not alone.
You are not alone. You are my hubby's best friend and therefore is my friend too. Even though I'm not same class with you. I'm sorry that I didn't know you had so much to say and sorry that we didn't know that there are so many things going on in your life right now.
I've been there too. Have been in your shoes and understand how difficult it is to survive all alone when your besties are trying to push you away. Maybe I've never been in a situation that someone who might seems to accept my love then push me away therefore I don't understand.
But, I'm here to tell you that take on courage. You are you. Have confidence. Even though the world treats you invisible, so what? Do your part well in STPM. Just like you say. Can don't care de then jiu dun care. Shut the world around you down and just study hard. Left 37 days more. It's now or never. Chiong ar!!!!! :D
I'm not that welcomed by my classmates too. But because my goal is set on STPM, therefore I'm not that hurt. Trust me, my classmates thinks I'm a pain on their neck too cause I'm a class monitor and I always order them around to carry out their duties. True friends will stick with you through thick and thins and only if you tell them what you're going through. Time will prove to you who is your true friends too.
I know she has hurt you deeply. Take time to cry to mourn and to get over. Love is blind. And I can understand love conquers almost you whole heart. But in this situation right now, be SELFISH! She doesn't want you, nevermind. Fall in love with STPM then. Exam is easier to be controlled than a person's heart i guess. Exam if you put in effort and hardwork, you get the results you deserve. But not love, sometimes even you love that person a lot, she might not want you too.
Don't be sad k? Tell yourself, less than a month and you won't see them le. But I need to let you know something cruel in life. What is yours is yours and what is not yours will not belongs to you no matter how hard you work for it. No one can take it if it's destined just for you.
Maybe it'd be a little hard for you to study alone. Maybe you'd want to consider to study together with us? Maybe Si How can help you with your physics? Even though you both are not in the same school. :) Don't ever ever feel that you're troubling us k? True friends won't think that way when their friends need help. That's all. Take care ya. There will always be rainbows and sunshines after heavy rain.
I've been there too. Have been in your shoes and understand how difficult it is to survive all alone when your besties are trying to push you away. Maybe I've never been in a situation that someone who might seems to accept my love then push me away therefore I don't understand.
But, I'm here to tell you that take on courage. You are you. Have confidence. Even though the world treats you invisible, so what? Do your part well in STPM. Just like you say. Can don't care de then jiu dun care. Shut the world around you down and just study hard. Left 37 days more. It's now or never. Chiong ar!!!!! :D
I'm not that welcomed by my classmates too. But because my goal is set on STPM, therefore I'm not that hurt. Trust me, my classmates thinks I'm a pain on their neck too cause I'm a class monitor and I always order them around to carry out their duties. True friends will stick with you through thick and thins and only if you tell them what you're going through. Time will prove to you who is your true friends too.
I know she has hurt you deeply. Take time to cry to mourn and to get over. Love is blind. And I can understand love conquers almost you whole heart. But in this situation right now, be SELFISH! She doesn't want you, nevermind. Fall in love with STPM then. Exam is easier to be controlled than a person's heart i guess. Exam if you put in effort and hardwork, you get the results you deserve. But not love, sometimes even you love that person a lot, she might not want you too.
Don't be sad k? Tell yourself, less than a month and you won't see them le. But I need to let you know something cruel in life. What is yours is yours and what is not yours will not belongs to you no matter how hard you work for it. No one can take it if it's destined just for you.
Maybe it'd be a little hard for you to study alone. Maybe you'd want to consider to study together with us? Maybe Si How can help you with your physics? Even though you both are not in the same school. :) Don't ever ever feel that you're troubling us k? True friends won't think that way when their friends need help. That's all. Take care ya. There will always be rainbows and sunshines after heavy rain.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Hear me out
This is the first time when I blog, I cried. Just read my sisters blog before pouring out what I really wanna say. I realised all of us has stress, depressed about our life at the moment, struggling to fight for our future happiness and to achieve what we're supposed to achieve. Why are we living in such controlled circumstances? Why can't we be happy teenagers? Why? Just tell me cause I demand to know!
Being patient with things going on can only work temporarily. You tried to hide, sweep things under the carpet but that won't work for long. You do things according to what parents wants, instead of letting them to hear you out. You keep on saying: That's ok. That's ok. But the actual fact, it's not ok at all. You're holding your grip so tight to endure those unhappiness, until you couldn't take it anymore and burst into tears. Ya, I'm talking about myself.
I was not feeling well, feel down and pek chek. Mum came home late today from school so I end up to be the one who cook. I forgot to slice off the cucumber skin to cook soup and get complained. Ya, the soup sucks. I don't even want to drink my own soup. I got complained and mum was asking me why didn't I ask. I was feeling so pek chek that didn't even remember to ask. I just want to finish my cooking and take a long nice shower to wash away my burden. She only knows that I did rest in the afternoon and I shouldn't be pek chek. She sees things from the outside only but she never ask what is actually happening inside my inner world. My school and my life, she never bothers. I'm tearing apart. I'm losing my grip. I can't be firm anymore.
I can take it no more. I hate stpm. I don't like to face all these stress that's tearing my life apart. I hate it. Why does this world needs your result cert so that you can be outstanding from other people and in order to survive well? Why? Can I run away from home? Can I do stupid things like hurting myself to forget the pain? Can I?
Tonight I won't be talking to hubby anymore. He's going to be busy with his work and I need to rest due to my fever and for my health concern. Will I be able to sleep tonight without hearing his voice out before sleep? He's the only person that I can rely on right now. God, are you out there?
Being patient with things going on can only work temporarily. You tried to hide, sweep things under the carpet but that won't work for long. You do things according to what parents wants, instead of letting them to hear you out. You keep on saying: That's ok. That's ok. But the actual fact, it's not ok at all. You're holding your grip so tight to endure those unhappiness, until you couldn't take it anymore and burst into tears. Ya, I'm talking about myself.
I was not feeling well, feel down and pek chek. Mum came home late today from school so I end up to be the one who cook. I forgot to slice off the cucumber skin to cook soup and get complained. Ya, the soup sucks. I don't even want to drink my own soup. I got complained and mum was asking me why didn't I ask. I was feeling so pek chek that didn't even remember to ask. I just want to finish my cooking and take a long nice shower to wash away my burden. She only knows that I did rest in the afternoon and I shouldn't be pek chek. She sees things from the outside only but she never ask what is actually happening inside my inner world. My school and my life, she never bothers. I'm tearing apart. I'm losing my grip. I can't be firm anymore.
I can take it no more. I hate stpm. I don't like to face all these stress that's tearing my life apart. I hate it. Why does this world needs your result cert so that you can be outstanding from other people and in order to survive well? Why? Can I run away from home? Can I do stupid things like hurting myself to forget the pain? Can I?
Tonight I won't be talking to hubby anymore. He's going to be busy with his work and I need to rest due to my fever and for my health concern. Will I be able to sleep tonight without hearing his voice out before sleep? He's the only person that I can rely on right now. God, are you out there?
Monday, October 3, 2011
Speak while watches your mouth
Somehow there are people who talks without processing their speech through brain. Sad, to be honest. I wish they'd be considerate while watching their words uttered out to others. It can be hurtful as much as a double-edged sword which penetrates directly into their heart. Take note please, people.
Of course there's reason behind to drive me this to say this. In my class today, CL was asking Tay why his maths results sucks. At first, I think CL is too much for asking Tay such a rude question. I wish I could slap on behalf of Tay. Later, there comes a shocking news about Tay that his father just passed away not long ago during exam time if not wrong. How could CL hurt Tay like that? If I weren't a Christian, I'd back stab you, slap you, and scolding you for being bithcy.
Urgh.. I felt the pain for Tay. Losing someone dearly is deeply hurtful. Hopefully he'd be strong enough to strive for STPM.
Till here. Needa cook now. :)
Of course there's reason behind to drive me this to say this. In my class today, CL was asking Tay why his maths results sucks. At first, I think CL is too much for asking Tay such a rude question. I wish I could slap on behalf of Tay. Later, there comes a shocking news about Tay that his father just passed away not long ago during exam time if not wrong. How could CL hurt Tay like that? If I weren't a Christian, I'd back stab you, slap you, and scolding you for being bithcy.
Urgh.. I felt the pain for Tay. Losing someone dearly is deeply hurtful. Hopefully he'd be strong enough to strive for STPM.
Till here. Needa cook now. :)
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
I wish today is just a day and not another day.
Feel sad today in school. Barely talk to anyone in class and don't feel like talking too. P.A. paper was given back today. I got 55%. Was very disappointed to be honest. Was aiming for an A. I had full confidence in my P.A. and I thought I can get the award for the best subject in P.A. But I was wrong and crushed when I see my results are like this. I almost cried but I hold on my tears. Don't wanna get teased again.
I was very angry at one of my classmates who cheated in the exam. But I said nothing in front her. I just kept quiet but I do realised I have distanced myself away from her lately. She got the answers from our class top student. She cheated almost on every subject. I wonder God see it or not. Why God didn't wanna do anything on her? This question has been swirling in my mind all the time as long as when the test papers are given back. What about others who are righteous in the exam? Shouldn't we get what deserve for working hard?
I was quite devastated lately because of this cheating issue. It's not fair. All I can think about is this. But what can I do? I was praying when nobody realised it. I was asking God can He let me give up in STPM? I'm so demotivated. But God said: No.So long as I didn't give up, so do you.
I secretly believe that STPM I'm going to do better. Yes I will. Lighting this hope is crucial to get me back on my feet to fight a fair fight once more. Last chance. If she is going to cheat again, I don't know what else I can say. Let God handle I guess, will be the wisest choice. I trust you, Lord.
I was happy to see my parents waiting for me when I finish school. I love my home and my family. Seeing them makes me feel warm and I can forget all the other unhappiness that is currently happening.
Glad that today is just a day. :)
I was very angry at one of my classmates who cheated in the exam. But I said nothing in front her. I just kept quiet but I do realised I have distanced myself away from her lately. She got the answers from our class top student. She cheated almost on every subject. I wonder God see it or not. Why God didn't wanna do anything on her? This question has been swirling in my mind all the time as long as when the test papers are given back. What about others who are righteous in the exam? Shouldn't we get what deserve for working hard?
I was quite devastated lately because of this cheating issue. It's not fair. All I can think about is this. But what can I do? I was praying when nobody realised it. I was asking God can He let me give up in STPM? I'm so demotivated. But God said: No.So long as I didn't give up, so do you.
I secretly believe that STPM I'm going to do better. Yes I will. Lighting this hope is crucial to get me back on my feet to fight a fair fight once more. Last chance. If she is going to cheat again, I don't know what else I can say. Let God handle I guess, will be the wisest choice. I trust you, Lord.
I was happy to see my parents waiting for me when I finish school. I love my home and my family. Seeing them makes me feel warm and I can forget all the other unhappiness that is currently happening.
Glad that today is just a day. :)
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Like you.
I mean R&B songs.. Addicted to listening to S.H.E.'s songs lately.. even though I'm very very out-dated of their songs ler.. Love any songs that dance like R&Bs.. :)
One thing I like about S.H.E.'s songs is the lyrics are so artistic and mysterious.. They're touching and yet bringing you unlimited imagination.. Too bad Selina is still recovering and this lovely group of girls can't release their album yet.. I'm trying to collect all the nice songs from their album now and put them in my phone.. :)
Today I'm sitting for my maths Paper 2. Really really hard.. T.T was wondering how will my maths be next week.. will it be a disaster?
I'm having a dilemma today.. shouldn't have said things without thinking of it through.. now i'm causing troubles to myself..
And lastly.. I'm wondering about the title of "best friend". Is that really important? Hmm.. I do get jealous sometimes honestly.. Maybe I shouldn't mind that much though.. I guess it's enough to have him as my best friend? hehe.. anyway, thank you, my guy..
One thing I like about S.H.E.'s songs is the lyrics are so artistic and mysterious.. They're touching and yet bringing you unlimited imagination.. Too bad Selina is still recovering and this lovely group of girls can't release their album yet.. I'm trying to collect all the nice songs from their album now and put them in my phone.. :)
Today I'm sitting for my maths Paper 2. Really really hard.. T.T was wondering how will my maths be next week.. will it be a disaster?
I'm having a dilemma today.. shouldn't have said things without thinking of it through.. now i'm causing troubles to myself..
And lastly.. I'm wondering about the title of "best friend". Is that really important? Hmm.. I do get jealous sometimes honestly.. Maybe I shouldn't mind that much though.. I guess it's enough to have him as my best friend? hehe.. anyway, thank you, my guy..
Friday, September 16, 2011
Sad
Well.. there are few reasons to be sad about.
1. I realised how fat I am whenever I see nice clothes and I thought I can wear but in the end the clothes proved to me that I'm not qualified.
2. For felling down and hurt my knees for the second time of the year. Worst still, the moment you fell down at the road side your classmates are laughing away how clumsy you are. Hurt.
3. My beloved phone sent for repair and till today still no news. Don't like using other people's phone.
4. For missing my dear one very much..
Let's bow head and mourn for this sad day. Sigh.
1. I realised how fat I am whenever I see nice clothes and I thought I can wear but in the end the clothes proved to me that I'm not qualified.
2. For felling down and hurt my knees for the second time of the year. Worst still, the moment you fell down at the road side your classmates are laughing away how clumsy you are. Hurt.
3. My beloved phone sent for repair and till today still no news. Don't like using other people's phone.
4. For missing my dear one very much..
Let's bow head and mourn for this sad day. Sigh.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Raya and Merdeka Holiday
And it's also Sharon's birthday today! She is the merdeka baby 19 yeras ago and now have grown up as a merdeka girl liao.. Happy birthday, Sharon!!
Had a nice time out with friends last night at Secret Recipe, Jalan Song. We laughed a lot and spend time together.. It was a nice gathering :) Felicia went back to KL this morning.. Sad sad.. :')
Anyway, I had a nice holiday this time round. I didn't study much though exam is round the corner.. haha.. Glad that mum's hand is ok now..
I really like what is happening around me now.. Everything is peaceful and close to perfect.. I wish life would be as smooth as now..
Have a nice holiday everybody!
Had a nice time out with friends last night at Secret Recipe, Jalan Song. We laughed a lot and spend time together.. It was a nice gathering :) Felicia went back to KL this morning.. Sad sad.. :')
Anyway, I had a nice holiday this time round. I didn't study much though exam is round the corner.. haha.. Glad that mum's hand is ok now..
I really like what is happening around me now.. Everything is peaceful and close to perfect.. I wish life would be as smooth as now..
Have a nice holiday everybody!
Saturday, August 20, 2011
Saturday
Boring Saturday.. But things get better in the afternoon when I went for badminton with my besties.. :)
Was not feeling well after playing half way though. Got gastric and stomach growling for food. My stamina was low and couldn't play for long.. haha..
Anyway, I'm happy happy happy that I can see tiok Feli, Karen and Mal.. ^^
At night doing little homework and mostly just loitering around.. No mood at all.. Sorry to my books and exam.. :(
That's all.. waiting for hubby to come home from work while chatting with my girls.. :)
Was not feeling well after playing half way though. Got gastric and stomach growling for food. My stamina was low and couldn't play for long.. haha..
Anyway, I'm happy happy happy that I can see tiok Feli, Karen and Mal.. ^^
At night doing little homework and mostly just loitering around.. No mood at all.. Sorry to my books and exam.. :(
That's all.. waiting for hubby to come home from work while chatting with my girls.. :)
Friday, August 19, 2011
Surprise
Surprise surprise surprise!! My darling Felicia is officially back in Kuching!! Going to hang out with my girls for badminton tomorrow afternoon.. with Mal mal, Karen and Feli.. Yesh!!
Karen and Felicia managed to fooled me on Thursday. Karen kept on talking about how she misses feli so much and so on.. Our topic just revolve around feli. And all of a sudden, karen passed to me her house phone, and there comes the familiar voices of felicia.. I thought she called from KL eh.. then she said: I'm back in Kuching!
I was so shocked and surprise cause she never told me she's gonna come back.. I'm so thrilled till me face very funny, according to Karen la.. hahaha.. Luckily she didn't videotaped my face expression.. XD
Well, today is friday.. Gonna study later after resting after dinner for a while. Feel contented today even though my temper went wrong..
This post is specially dedicated to Ms. Prawnie Felicia to welcome her home back to Kuching :) We're so happy to have you back here in Kuching, Feli!!
And for Karen, who complained that I didn't update my blog de, I already update le ya.. hehe...
Karen and Felicia managed to fooled me on Thursday. Karen kept on talking about how she misses feli so much and so on.. Our topic just revolve around feli. And all of a sudden, karen passed to me her house phone, and there comes the familiar voices of felicia.. I thought she called from KL eh.. then she said: I'm back in Kuching!
I was so shocked and surprise cause she never told me she's gonna come back.. I'm so thrilled till me face very funny, according to Karen la.. hahaha.. Luckily she didn't videotaped my face expression.. XD
Well, today is friday.. Gonna study later after resting after dinner for a while. Feel contented today even though my temper went wrong..
This post is specially dedicated to Ms. Prawnie Felicia to welcome her home back to Kuching :) We're so happy to have you back here in Kuching, Feli!!
And for Karen, who complained that I didn't update my blog de, I already update le ya.. hehe...
Sunday, August 7, 2011
it's August!!
August is here! Last night went to kuching festival with my family and had a nice time there buying all the yummy food and drinks.. Saw quite a lot of people too..
Today is first Sunday of August.. Fast enough that one week is almost over already. Didn't have much time to blog now so I just drop by to blog awhile.
Will update soon if I have time.. ^^
Today is first Sunday of August.. Fast enough that one week is almost over already. Didn't have much time to blog now so I just drop by to blog awhile.
Will update soon if I have time.. ^^
Monday, July 18, 2011
A time for me
Tuesday. Glad that today is finally today. :) Finish my two days monthly test. Glad that all the temporary torture is over. The biggest torture is yet to come, sad to say. There's mock exam and the final public exam. Still continue o strive so hopefully I can make it to my target. Hehe..
Well, nothing much to say actually. I'm just happy that now I can do my things without anyone nagging beside me ordering me to leave computer and study. I'm happy now.
By the way, I had an awesome weekend last week. Went out with friends to Tarot Cafe to have a farewell lunch for uncle. Glad to see hubby though (of course la!)
Have a nice day out there everyone!
Well, nothing much to say actually. I'm just happy that now I can do my things without anyone nagging beside me ordering me to leave computer and study. I'm happy now.
By the way, I had an awesome weekend last week. Went out with friends to Tarot Cafe to have a farewell lunch for uncle. Glad to see hubby though (of course la!)
Have a nice day out there everyone!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Thoughts written.
Well, Monday is our school monthly test again.. Nervous and yet lazy.. Today on the way sending my brother to tuition, I saw a motorcyclists got a minor accident by the road side. It happened right in front of my eye. I almost got heart attack! Then there's one kiam pak silver myvi driver, his direction is red light but he drove so fast when I'm u-turning! My land is green light at that time. I got so pissed off and I complained to my parents. Ishh.. no law de.. If he langgar me sure ask him to pay more than it should be.. Teach him a lesson.
Tomorrow gonna go for an early jog with Karen and other friends. Then have St. John meeting and later went out for tea with uncle and other friends. Uncle flying off to KL soon for pursuing in architecture. One more friend gone from Kuching. Sigh.
Today hubby no work. So can chat with him and have him accompanying me. Hehe.. He works a s a waiter at Richmond Place while waiting for his degree course to start. :)miss him. Can't wait till the last day of July..
Anyway, now should be the time to focus in the coming exam.. Jia you oh!!
Tomorrow gonna go for an early jog with Karen and other friends. Then have St. John meeting and later went out for tea with uncle and other friends. Uncle flying off to KL soon for pursuing in architecture. One more friend gone from Kuching. Sigh.
Today hubby no work. So can chat with him and have him accompanying me. Hehe.. He works a s a waiter at Richmond Place while waiting for his degree course to start. :)miss him. Can't wait till the last day of July..
Anyway, now should be the time to focus in the coming exam.. Jia you oh!!
Friday, July 8, 2011
A Random Friday
Listening to sad and emotional songs just now and I had a lot of feelings now for my life and everything around.
This week passes well and meaningful. Tomorrow is our choir club singing competition. Gonna cheer my friends up though :) Got some weekend homework to do and going to a food fair this Sunday with Cerise. Got those free ticket from our economy teacher.
Hate it most when you really really study hard upstairs but your parents accused you for not studying. Sighing sighing.. Disappointed. Just because I'm singing while studying. They must have been nuts. ;)
Anyway, I realize I'm the kind of girl who'd beg a guy to stay if my relationship with any guy doesn't work out.. Especially the one I really love. I discovered this through a song sang by Taylor Swift. Haha..
Happy weekend everyone!
This week passes well and meaningful. Tomorrow is our choir club singing competition. Gonna cheer my friends up though :) Got some weekend homework to do and going to a food fair this Sunday with Cerise. Got those free ticket from our economy teacher.
Hate it most when you really really study hard upstairs but your parents accused you for not studying. Sighing sighing.. Disappointed. Just because I'm singing while studying. They must have been nuts. ;)
Anyway, I realize I'm the kind of girl who'd beg a guy to stay if my relationship with any guy doesn't work out.. Especially the one I really love. I discovered this through a song sang by Taylor Swift. Haha..
Happy weekend everyone!
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Art Therapy
My eyes lighten up when I saw the word art today. My teacher passed to me a paper asking me to tick those who want to attend the art therapy session in the afternoon.
At first, I want to attend the economy class, but the till the end I "bo xim".. hehe.. So I attend the workshop with a few of my classmates.
Well, the lady (therapist) analyse the colours and the things we draw. Haha. I used pink to colour the whole paper when she asked us to pick a colour to colour the paper. She analyse that I'm always lonely.. haha.. Quite true de.. Then I draw a lot of other stuff behind the paper, as we're told to do so too..
Well, quite acurrate de lar about what she said.. Hehe.. Well, this is what is special today. Now searching for the songs for choir.. I feel quite sien de ler.. :(
At first, I want to attend the economy class, but the till the end I "bo xim".. hehe.. So I attend the workshop with a few of my classmates.
Well, the lady (therapist) analyse the colours and the things we draw. Haha. I used pink to colour the whole paper when she asked us to pick a colour to colour the paper. She analyse that I'm always lonely.. haha.. Quite true de.. Then I draw a lot of other stuff behind the paper, as we're told to do so too..
Well, quite acurrate de lar about what she said.. Hehe.. Well, this is what is special today. Now searching for the songs for choir.. I feel quite sien de ler.. :(
Sunday, July 3, 2011
If this was a movie..
Inspired from Taylor Swift. Love this song sang from her.. Emo but it touches my soul somehow :)
If everything was like a movie, I want to be my own director..
If everything was like a movie, I'll let myself get a good life, get 4A in STPM, decide on which university I wanna go, decide what career I want and decide who I want to marry to..
If everything was like a movie, wouldn't it be nice to know that you still can change the script and the story line if things don't turn out what we want?
If everything was like a movie, I'd want to change things that I want to change.
If everythings was like a movie, things would be a lot easier than it ought to be, right?
If.. and only if..
If everything was like a movie, I want to be my own director..
If everything was like a movie, I'll let myself get a good life, get 4A in STPM, decide on which university I wanna go, decide what career I want and decide who I want to marry to..
If everything was like a movie, wouldn't it be nice to know that you still can change the script and the story line if things don't turn out what we want?
If everything was like a movie, I'd want to change things that I want to change.
If everythings was like a movie, things would be a lot easier than it ought to be, right?
If.. and only if..
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Blahs and Complaints
You guessed right if you know that I'm going to complained (a lot) in this blog. Let me just spill out all those little fussy miserable pathetic things out. I'm not going to let you say or judge me. Cause I'm tired of it. That's your mouth and I have my right to choose to take it or not. (Sorry that this blog is making you frustrating)
My dad cut my pocket money. Sad. (Cut RM10 off)
I'm sick of quizzes and the coming exmas. Miserable.
I hate fining songs for choir club and wasting my time waiting for the song to download. Hate that they always seems to "order" me to do this and that. (Perhaps I think too much)
I hate the fact that I always need to save money in hard way in order to buy the things I want. Especially I'm saving hard money now to cure my pimple-acne face. :(
I hate my life all of a sudden. Hate the fact that I"m not rich in
My dad cut my pocket money. Sad. (Cut RM10 off)
I'm sick of quizzes and the coming exmas. Miserable.
I hate fining songs for choir club and wasting my time waiting for the song to download. Hate that they always seems to "order" me to do this and that. (Perhaps I think too much)
I hate the fact that I always need to save money in hard way in order to buy the things I want. Especially I'm saving hard money now to cure my pimple-acne face. :(
I hate my life all of a sudden. Hate the fact that I"m not rich in
Friday, June 24, 2011
the 200th
Haha.. I hit 200th post today. ><
Maybe I'm gonna bla a bit here and there. Today is Friday. My brother's birthday too. Finally it comes to weekend. :) tomorrow is grandma's birthday. My cousin bought me 3 cool pairs of earrings.. hehe.. suitable for dinner only. Still thinking what to wear for tomorrow night's dinner.. hmm.. Tonight gonna do homework liao.. Seriously.. ><
My PA teacher is starting to drill us with extra works in order to pass in STPM. (Grateful and yet lazy when I see the tons of work in front of me.) Left 5 more months liao.. Starting to get nervous too..
WEnt out with mum for shooping just now. School today was fun. Last two period had a nice time with my adorable Business Studies teacher. haha.. Talked about make-up and body language. Each of us need to show one body language in front of the class on Monday.
Now is 5 o'clock. Going to bath soon. You know what, I'm starting to get annoyed with people who constantly change their profile picture on Facebook. Like each week once? I know they like to share with others how they look like or what they're doing or what they have etc. but then.. I'm wondering whether are they actually gaining attention from others to comment. I know they are born to be pretty or handsome and you love to camwhore and etc etc. But it's making me feeling uncomfortable. (Especially those who put on thick make-up or act cute???)Nothing personal. Just wondering. It's a democratic country anyway. I don't like you, and therefore you're off from my friend's list(we're in win-win situation). Not gonna hurt each other right? >_n
Maybe I'm gonna bla a bit here and there. Today is Friday. My brother's birthday too. Finally it comes to weekend. :) tomorrow is grandma's birthday. My cousin bought me 3 cool pairs of earrings.. hehe.. suitable for dinner only. Still thinking what to wear for tomorrow night's dinner.. hmm.. Tonight gonna do homework liao.. Seriously.. ><
My PA teacher is starting to drill us with extra works in order to pass in STPM. (Grateful and yet lazy when I see the tons of work in front of me.) Left 5 more months liao.. Starting to get nervous too..
WEnt out with mum for shooping just now. School today was fun. Last two period had a nice time with my adorable Business Studies teacher. haha.. Talked about make-up and body language. Each of us need to show one body language in front of the class on Monday.
Now is 5 o'clock. Going to bath soon. You know what, I'm starting to get annoyed with people who constantly change their profile picture on Facebook. Like each week once? I know they like to share with others how they look like or what they're doing or what they have etc. but then.. I'm wondering whether are they actually gaining attention from others to comment. I know they are born to be pretty or handsome and you love to camwhore and etc etc. But it's making me feeling uncomfortable. (Especially those who put on thick make-up or act cute???)Nothing personal. Just wondering. It's a democratic country anyway. I don't like you, and therefore you're off from my friend's list(we're in win-win situation). Not gonna hurt each other right? >_n
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Love is here. In your heart :)
A random title. Haha. Nothing much connected with the title above. I just woke up not long ago and then head straight downstaris to online instead of studying.. :S
I just browsed through a lot of fachion shops in facebook. Saw lots of nice dinner dresses. Too bad my body doesn't fit for them. Lol.. So what was currently in my mind right now. White dress. I know I look fat in white dress but somehow I love white dresses. Lol.. Fat arms and legs and tummy. Lol.. Only suitable for black dress. Haven't had a black dress and white dress before. Hopefully next year chinese new year can buy one of each colour. (white should be harder to find i think ><)It sounds like this blog is very boring. Haha.
Then then, today nothing much happened also. My phone hasn't ring with hubby's msg even though now is already 4.20 (He finishes class at 3.30) Still waiting. Going to study soon though. My PA teacher is pushing me to get 4 Principal in STPM. I have potential but I'm lazy. I know I can achieve it if I'm hardworking enough. Sigh.
Pathetic me.
Oh ya. I got my white shirt today. Grandma helped me bought it. A bit longer and thin. I look fat in it. (Seriously) the tummy part. :S Gonna diet first before I wear it to let people see.. If not I'm sure they'd think that I'm pregnant. :S
I just browsed through a lot of fachion shops in facebook. Saw lots of nice dinner dresses. Too bad my body doesn't fit for them. Lol.. So what was currently in my mind right now. White dress. I know I look fat in white dress but somehow I love white dresses. Lol.. Fat arms and legs and tummy. Lol.. Only suitable for black dress. Haven't had a black dress and white dress before. Hopefully next year chinese new year can buy one of each colour. (white should be harder to find i think ><)It sounds like this blog is very boring. Haha.
Then then, today nothing much happened also. My phone hasn't ring with hubby's msg even though now is already 4.20 (He finishes class at 3.30) Still waiting. Going to study soon though. My PA teacher is pushing me to get 4 Principal in STPM. I have potential but I'm lazy. I know I can achieve it if I'm hardworking enough. Sigh.
Pathetic me.
Oh ya. I got my white shirt today. Grandma helped me bought it. A bit longer and thin. I look fat in it. (Seriously) the tummy part. :S Gonna diet first before I wear it to let people see.. If not I'm sure they'd think that I'm pregnant. :S
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Sleepy mimizi..
Today was so sleepy.. MY eyes were so droppy. I hadn't had my nap this afternoon after I came home cause I was busy "playing" with my new netbook given by the government.. Finally got it.. I'm thankful to God because He is the who gave me this present. God is the one who reminded me to bring purse along because I do not have the habit to bring purse to school. But the night before I pack my bag, somehow I'm lucky enough to bring my purse. If not I don't think I can get the laptop :)
Had ekonomi extra class today. Had sandwich for lunch. Nothing much today. This Saturday is Hari Permuafakatan. Dunno how my parents will react when they see me fail 3 subjects.. >< Lol..
These two days I didn't study much. It's either I'm busy with ekonomi correction or I"m tired. I just hop I can continue with my hardwork.. STPM left 152 days.. :S sadly to say.. Gotta go now. Ciao!
Had ekonomi extra class today. Had sandwich for lunch. Nothing much today. This Saturday is Hari Permuafakatan. Dunno how my parents will react when they see me fail 3 subjects.. >< Lol..
These two days I didn't study much. It's either I'm busy with ekonomi correction or I"m tired. I just hop I can continue with my hardwork.. STPM left 152 days.. :S sadly to say.. Gotta go now. Ciao!
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Back here:)
Haha.. I'm blogging again.. It means spilling out what has happened lately on me in this cute little bloggie ><
Exam results are out and only my PA is satisfying enough. :) other subjects mo ngan tai.. hahaha.. But I'm glad that I came back to who I am these days by working hard in my academic ;) Can't wait till year end!!! Hopefully I can do my best for my once-in-a-lifetime STPM.
Next month will be tutoring by Mr. Kho Si How on my integration and differentiation. This handsome man has a big mission ahead to hlep me score in my mock exam in September before his degree course starts.. *muahahaha* Can't wait for it. I will still rejoice even my mum grounded me untuk STPM is over..
I got a lot of advice and motivation from both my mum and my teacher. Weird as she sounds (my *** teacher, I know she meant well to get us to work hard so that we'll have no regrets later in life..
Just got this free time to blog while waiting my turn to use the bathroom.. everyone who is sitting for exam soon, JIA YOU ya!!!
Exam results are out and only my PA is satisfying enough. :) other subjects mo ngan tai.. hahaha.. But I'm glad that I came back to who I am these days by working hard in my academic ;) Can't wait till year end!!! Hopefully I can do my best for my once-in-a-lifetime STPM.
Next month will be tutoring by Mr. Kho Si How on my integration and differentiation. This handsome man has a big mission ahead to hlep me score in my mock exam in September before his degree course starts.. *muahahaha* Can't wait for it. I will still rejoice even my mum grounded me untuk STPM is over..
I got a lot of advice and motivation from both my mum and my teacher. Weird as she sounds (my *** teacher, I know she meant well to get us to work hard so that we'll have no regrets later in life..
Just got this free time to blog while waiting my turn to use the bathroom.. everyone who is sitting for exam soon, JIA YOU ya!!!
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
My road trip
Yesterday had a road trip with family and mum's colleague to Annah Rais Hot Spring. It was a long journey from kuching and don't ask me how to go cause I"m not a driver.. XD
Spent a morning there enjoying ourselves with the refreshing water and hot spring. It was well maintained and clean. Adults have to pay RM5 each and students RM3 each. Nearby there is a Bidayuh village for you to visit but you have to pay RM8 for an adult and RM4 if you're a student.
So, nothing much yesterday and we reached home at 4. Dinner at 3rd Mile market and I had siow be.. (yum yum yum~)
Today wednesday had a road trip again to Siniawan, Bau, Kpg Apar and Kpg. Buso. Had a nice day today and we visited the Paku Hot Spring. Nothing there cause still not yet developed. Annah Rais better. Then we went to a Bamboo Botanical Garden which was so deep inside, got bitten by fire ants and mosquitos. I'm insect-phobia now.
Also we visited a historical memorial park at Jalan Bau Lama, Siniawan, a Chinese hero during the Rajah Brooke's empire in Sarawak, Liu San Bang, who led 600 Chinese to rebel against Brooke. Interesting cause we never learn this before in our Secondary school Sejarah syllabus.
Reach home at around 4. Aunt came over to give us orange. Had dinner then blogging.. Tonight wanna do some homework, read Bible and have a good rest.. :) That's all <3
Spent a morning there enjoying ourselves with the refreshing water and hot spring. It was well maintained and clean. Adults have to pay RM5 each and students RM3 each. Nearby there is a Bidayuh village for you to visit but you have to pay RM8 for an adult and RM4 if you're a student.
So, nothing much yesterday and we reached home at 4. Dinner at 3rd Mile market and I had siow be.. (yum yum yum~)
Today wednesday had a road trip again to Siniawan, Bau, Kpg Apar and Kpg. Buso. Had a nice day today and we visited the Paku Hot Spring. Nothing there cause still not yet developed. Annah Rais better. Then we went to a Bamboo Botanical Garden which was so deep inside, got bitten by fire ants and mosquitos. I'm insect-phobia now.
Also we visited a historical memorial park at Jalan Bau Lama, Siniawan, a Chinese hero during the Rajah Brooke's empire in Sarawak, Liu San Bang, who led 600 Chinese to rebel against Brooke. Interesting cause we never learn this before in our Secondary school Sejarah syllabus.
Reach home at around 4. Aunt came over to give us orange. Had dinner then blogging.. Tonight wanna do some homework, read Bible and have a good rest.. :) That's all <3
Monday, June 6, 2011
Demotivated
Just posting a new blog page on my Mimizi's corner. Today as usual. Feel so lazy and DEMOTIVATED and not in a mood to study at all. Or do my homework. :(
Yesterday went out shopping with Sharon to buy birthday present. Was tiring but fun. Finally bought the anniversary present that I want to give hubby. *Happy*
Saturday was really interesting and tired. Hubby finally pick me up with his car (his mom's car) in the morning to go to school's station games. ^^ You know, the excites feeling that first time in your life your boyfriend pick you up like a gentleman really makes me feel dreamy and happy. So after he got the permission to drive, I can't sleep the whole night because my adrenaline flows with excitement. Ok, you may think I'm silly but I"m like jumping up and down and feel so hyper. Haha.
So he was my driver and drove me around to wheever I want to go. After school event, we to Popular bookfair and later had lunch at McD with our friends. :) then send his friend home and send me home too. I just wish that day hadn't pass so fast because that Saturday is one of the best day I ever had with him.. ^^
Tomorrow will be going to Hot Spring with family at Padawan. Miss Karen and Felicia alot.. :( miss the time when three of us hand out together like sisters. :) I got to find my motivation back. If not, I'm doomed.
Yesterday went out shopping with Sharon to buy birthday present. Was tiring but fun. Finally bought the anniversary present that I want to give hubby. *Happy*
Saturday was really interesting and tired. Hubby finally pick me up with his car (his mom's car) in the morning to go to school's station games. ^^ You know, the excites feeling that first time in your life your boyfriend pick you up like a gentleman really makes me feel dreamy and happy. So after he got the permission to drive, I can't sleep the whole night because my adrenaline flows with excitement. Ok, you may think I'm silly but I"m like jumping up and down and feel so hyper. Haha.
So he was my driver and drove me around to wheever I want to go. After school event, we to Popular bookfair and later had lunch at McD with our friends. :) then send his friend home and send me home too. I just wish that day hadn't pass so fast because that Saturday is one of the best day I ever had with him.. ^^
Tomorrow will be going to Hot Spring with family at Padawan. Miss Karen and Felicia alot.. :( miss the time when three of us hand out together like sisters. :) I got to find my motivation back. If not, I'm doomed.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Gawai first day :)
Today is Wednesday and it's the first day of Gawai. It's a festival for aborigines in Sarawak, Malaysia. As a sarawakian, today is an official holiday for us.
Today went out lim teh with dear sharon and I bring hubby along. Glad we're all well and it's nice to catch up with one another. But.. things turned out not so well though. I left without telling sharon and she got very angry at me. (hopefully she wun be mad for too long) I did called her that me and hubby are going to look for presents so I thought we're going to go on seperate ways. But she didn't get my meaning and therefore misunderstanding arouse. I kept apologizing and remind myself that next time have to call her before I go home.. I thought she want er ren shi jie with ronald and that she'd be thankful that I left them?? haha.. Just kidding.
After I sent hubby home, I was mad at hubby that he made me got jealous and we got into a fight. He refused to let me see who he's smsing with and I got mad. You know girls always think a lot and they're very sensitive and so I suspect that he's smsing a girl. If you have nothing to hide why wouldn't you let your girlfriend see your phone right? Don't tell me you need privacy or what cause I would think that is really selfish. Then later he comfort me and I forgive for making me worried and jealous. He was smsing with his college friend. That's what he told me. Lol..
Then, my family crisis broke up. Mum, dad and brother quarelled after they've done their shopping this afternoon. When they reached home, they are really hot-tempered. Brother insisted that he doesn't want to go to tuition and mum doesn't allowed. She mind about the money she paid and plus she doesn't want my brother to loiter around at home. Dad got furious that mum was constantly nagging and scolding non-stop and they both fight. Then when we had dinner outside at Jalan Song, Mum dragged me into the family argument. I felt so innocent for being scolded unreasonably. :(
So when I reach home, I really wanna pour this thing out because if I didn't, I"m going to burst soon. Not sure what I"m going to do later but I think will be doing some homework. Feel so bored at home. :)
Today went out lim teh with dear sharon and I bring hubby along. Glad we're all well and it's nice to catch up with one another. But.. things turned out not so well though. I left without telling sharon and she got very angry at me. (hopefully she wun be mad for too long) I did called her that me and hubby are going to look for presents so I thought we're going to go on seperate ways. But she didn't get my meaning and therefore misunderstanding arouse. I kept apologizing and remind myself that next time have to call her before I go home.. I thought she want er ren shi jie with ronald and that she'd be thankful that I left them?? haha.. Just kidding.
After I sent hubby home, I was mad at hubby that he made me got jealous and we got into a fight. He refused to let me see who he's smsing with and I got mad. You know girls always think a lot and they're very sensitive and so I suspect that he's smsing a girl. If you have nothing to hide why wouldn't you let your girlfriend see your phone right? Don't tell me you need privacy or what cause I would think that is really selfish. Then later he comfort me and I forgive for making me worried and jealous. He was smsing with his college friend. That's what he told me. Lol..
Then, my family crisis broke up. Mum, dad and brother quarelled after they've done their shopping this afternoon. When they reached home, they are really hot-tempered. Brother insisted that he doesn't want to go to tuition and mum doesn't allowed. She mind about the money she paid and plus she doesn't want my brother to loiter around at home. Dad got furious that mum was constantly nagging and scolding non-stop and they both fight. Then when we had dinner outside at Jalan Song, Mum dragged me into the family argument. I felt so innocent for being scolded unreasonably. :(
So when I reach home, I really wanna pour this thing out because if I didn't, I"m going to burst soon. Not sure what I"m going to do later but I think will be doing some homework. Feel so bored at home. :)
Sunday, May 29, 2011
A moment of grieve and peace
MY aunty's father-in-law just passed away earlt this morning. Was expected that his days are numbered because we're told that he's very sick for the past few months and he no longer can take any food. So me and parents went to their funeral just now after sending brother for tuition.
I like the atmosphere cause it's peaceful and quiet. Flowers with condolences wordings are everywhere. Mum said she liked it because it doesn't scared away people.
I hope mum will receive Christ as Saviour someday. So that I can still meet her up in heaven after we both died. :)
Today I went for church service and sang this old song that I really like very much. It's called: Because He lives. I remembered that when I was younger in my teenage time I used to sing this to comfort myself whenever difficulties striked me. I know Jesus live so shall my fear shall be gone.
Jesus is my all-time hero. :)
I like the atmosphere cause it's peaceful and quiet. Flowers with condolences wordings are everywhere. Mum said she liked it because it doesn't scared away people.
I hope mum will receive Christ as Saviour someday. So that I can still meet her up in heaven after we both died. :)
Today I went for church service and sang this old song that I really like very much. It's called: Because He lives. I remembered that when I was younger in my teenage time I used to sing this to comfort myself whenever difficulties striked me. I know Jesus live so shall my fear shall be gone.
Jesus is my all-time hero. :)
Friday, May 27, 2011
A lovely Saturday..
Karen has gone to KL and Canada.. :( nobody to chat with anymore and nobody to hear me babbling and complaining and gossiping.. I only have God and hubby to rely on.. But hubby is not always free.. Even at night we chat, it's not a chat with a sister.. I can't possibly take my hubby as a sister right? Lol..
But, this afternoon, I'm going to facial treatment alone.. Made an appointment with Herbaline at Jalan Song at 2 p.m. They have this RM38 promotion so I'm ging to try out.. Then I plan to go to look for hubby's present for our coming 2nd anniversary.. :) Haven't been buying him anything since his last birthday.. ^^
Lonely at home now, I'm searching for instrumental music. Parents and brother went out for breakfast and dunno go where after that. So I got to use this computer all alone without having to fight with my brother for it..
Got our telematch tshirt already just now at St. John meeting. Veron wasn't present today so I got to think of our station game alone.. Hopefully hubby can be there next week for our station games. <3 miss him lots..
But, this afternoon, I'm going to facial treatment alone.. Made an appointment with Herbaline at Jalan Song at 2 p.m. They have this RM38 promotion so I'm ging to try out.. Then I plan to go to look for hubby's present for our coming 2nd anniversary.. :) Haven't been buying him anything since his last birthday.. ^^
Lonely at home now, I'm searching for instrumental music. Parents and brother went out for breakfast and dunno go where after that. So I got to use this computer all alone without having to fight with my brother for it..
Got our telematch tshirt already just now at St. John meeting. Veron wasn't present today so I got to think of our station game alone.. Hopefully hubby can be there next week for our station games. <3 miss him lots..
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Off flying~
Happy mode on.. ^^
Guess what, exam finally finished!! I'm so glad and feel so free to have this burden off my shoulders for two weeks.. I don't need to see my school teachers who only makes me stressed about this year end publice exam.. No matter how much I'm reluctant to sit for it, I still have to cause it's an order!!!
Nutty me.. Anywhere, my economic teacher gave us back our mikro paper and i just passed! whew~ But we need to do corrections for the paper during the holiday.. At least not so bad.. teehee~
I wanna use this two weeks time to recharge myself fully before school reopen.. Because once school reopen, there will be no more hlidays available until 31st August.. Sad right?
Anyway, today is friday and it's my grandpa's anniversary.. Gonna visit him later at 3.. miss my grandpa.. Lotsa things to tell him.. ^^
Guess what, exam finally finished!! I'm so glad and feel so free to have this burden off my shoulders for two weeks.. I don't need to see my school teachers who only makes me stressed about this year end publice exam.. No matter how much I'm reluctant to sit for it, I still have to cause it's an order!!!
Nutty me.. Anywhere, my economic teacher gave us back our mikro paper and i just passed! whew~ But we need to do corrections for the paper during the holiday.. At least not so bad.. teehee~
I wanna use this two weeks time to recharge myself fully before school reopen.. Because once school reopen, there will be no more hlidays available until 31st August.. Sad right?
Anyway, today is friday and it's my grandpa's anniversary.. Gonna visit him later at 3.. miss my grandpa.. Lotsa things to tell him.. ^^
Random mood..
Went for a jog today wit karen before she flew off to Canada. Well, sadly to say it rained so we only manage to jog for around 40 minutes. :)
After I reach home, I get frustrated with my dad for smsing me whenever I go out with friends.. It's not the way a person would care for you you know, he's like insulting you with the question: What kind of jogging is this under the rain? I'm so mad about it..
:( sad to say that I"ll be quite lonely today because hubby was not free to accompany me.. I have to fins something else to do in order not to miss him too much.. Tomorrow last paper.. Followed by 2 weeks of school holiday and k-books season with su hui in the library. :)
JIA YOU!!
After I reach home, I get frustrated with my dad for smsing me whenever I go out with friends.. It's not the way a person would care for you you know, he's like insulting you with the question: What kind of jogging is this under the rain? I'm so mad about it..
:( sad to say that I"ll be quite lonely today because hubby was not free to accompany me.. I have to fins something else to do in order not to miss him too much.. Tomorrow last paper.. Followed by 2 weeks of school holiday and k-books season with su hui in the library. :)
JIA YOU!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Continue with yesterday..
Me new blog will probably starts end of the year.. or the latest is after my exam.. Will be posting random stuff and opinions on certain things and issues.. :)
Today P.A. luckily quite easy de.. except bahagian E :( well, no else looking back so might as well look forward to tomorrow.. Going off to study business liao.. Friday's here.. hehe.. can't wait to finish my exam and after that I"m free!!!!
Today P.A. luckily quite easy de.. except bahagian E :( well, no else looking back so might as well look forward to tomorrow.. Going off to study business liao.. Friday's here.. hehe.. can't wait to finish my exam and after that I"m free!!!!
I'm startinng new..
well, I create a new blog for myself.. :) It's all about my interests and hobbies and I might learn something new and post in there to share with everyone.. :) photos will be uploaded too..
This blog my diary my life and my story will be more to my daily life stories.. you guys can continue to read on if you want to or visit my new websites also can.. hehe..
Tomorrow is my exam liao.. and I'm still blogging here.. LOL.. :D
This blog my diary my life and my story will be more to my daily life stories.. you guys can continue to read on if you want to or visit my new websites also can.. hehe..
Tomorrow is my exam liao.. and I'm still blogging here.. LOL.. :D
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Just a day i suppose..
My uncle pass away yesterday and today is his funeral.. He's a Christian so we had a simple funeral at a Kenyalang church near Kuching Town.. the sevice was very creepy. *U'd know if you attend their service* well, was really tired after coming back from the funeral.. I didn't go to the family dinner tonight.. Lazy to go..
Now, I want to sleep.. so sleepy and lazy and tired.. Lol.. I'll be away for home for 3 days 2 nights cause my grandma need company so I'll be going over to sleep with her.. :) gonna miss my bed badly de..
Anyway, I got my leg hurt and injured.. probably because of the hot weather and my sweat.. haha.. friction between my legs and ended up with red patches and bruises.. so painful.. T.T but thank goodness they're all gone now..
I don't like going to school anymore.. My ekon teacher say I can't pass.. She mentioned all the girls name that will pass except me.. I don't care anymore whether I'm petulent or not but it intrigued me just because I didn't draw a graph for her.. :( sweat.. whatever.. I know I don't like ekonomi anymore..
That's all for now, mum's oven spoilt ki.. She's sad about it.. Now mum wants to use ler.. gotta go.. bye!
Now, I want to sleep.. so sleepy and lazy and tired.. Lol.. I'll be away for home for 3 days 2 nights cause my grandma need company so I'll be going over to sleep with her.. :) gonna miss my bed badly de..
Anyway, I got my leg hurt and injured.. probably because of the hot weather and my sweat.. haha.. friction between my legs and ended up with red patches and bruises.. so painful.. T.T but thank goodness they're all gone now..
I don't like going to school anymore.. My ekon teacher say I can't pass.. She mentioned all the girls name that will pass except me.. I don't care anymore whether I'm petulent or not but it intrigued me just because I didn't draw a graph for her.. :( sweat.. whatever.. I know I don't like ekonomi anymore..
That's all for now, mum's oven spoilt ki.. She's sad about it.. Now mum wants to use ler.. gotta go.. bye!
Thursday, May 5, 2011
the night before my day :)
I'm always anxious to know what's in store for my birhtday every year.. hehe.. and finally tonight is the last night I live up as an 18 year-old teenage girl.. XD quite reluctant to say goodbye though.. >< I'm gonna turn 19 officailly when the clock stikes 12 a.m. later.. :(
Well well.. thanks to all my cute close buddies who are heering up and making my days more meaningful than usual.. teehee.. parents were asking what I want for my birthday.. was thinking wheher to get the big dolphin which only costs rm 21.90 nia.. >< (as big as my upper part body.. hehe.. )
C'mon!! I got to smile for myself and for everybody who loves me.. I want them to see me happy then they wouldn't be worry.. Tomorrow I wanna smile.. I know hubby want me to laugh.. hehe..
Raining now.. Hopefully tomorrow won't rain ler.. hehe.. I love everyone in my life!!! Especially those who always stand by my side whenever I need you guys.. *MUACKSSSS*
Well well.. thanks to all my cute close buddies who are heering up and making my days more meaningful than usual.. teehee.. parents were asking what I want for my birthday.. was thinking wheher to get the big dolphin which only costs rm 21.90 nia.. >< (as big as my upper part body.. hehe.. )
C'mon!! I got to smile for myself and for everybody who loves me.. I want them to see me happy then they wouldn't be worry.. Tomorrow I wanna smile.. I know hubby want me to laugh.. hehe..
Raining now.. Hopefully tomorrow won't rain ler.. hehe.. I love everyone in my life!!! Especially those who always stand by my side whenever I need you guys.. *MUACKSSSS*
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Happiest day ever~
I had a blast with my dear sister today the Spring.. Watch "Red Riding Hood" after sports day and enjoying Secret Recipe's oreo cheese cake and and and.. Starbucks Green Tea frapuccino!!! And it's half price!! Teehee~ Luxurious indulgence today..
Hmm.. Today is my school sports day.. Glad that Kaen cheered for me today but she hardly see me run.. Cause after I ran, she always told me that she didn't manage to see on the track.. hahaha.. Got 100 plus in school.. I manage to go into the final but I still get last.. haha.. I'm really not an athelete eh.. hehehe..
Next next, my lunch is provided by my sports house so lunch time went to Hock Lee with karen and kevin.. Shop and drool around looking at clothes and accessories.. hehe.. I wanna buy a new wallet liao.. Cause Karen has been complaining my fat wallet.. >< hiak hiak hiak..
Chat with hubby during lunch time and I felt so happy.. Being able to listen to his voice always delights me.. hehe.. But throughout the day, I still miss him a lot.. :)
Tomorrrow one more day to go.. hmm.. think tmr should be able to finish early gua.. hehe.. I still have 4 x 100m to go.. kinda sad I got cough lately.. :( I dun wnat to be sick..
After all, I really enjoyed myself today.. hehe.. Though i didn't manage to get a medal, I'm still very happy that I had such a nice day today.. ^^ Thank you, Lord!! Love ya~ Lastly, here's a big thanks to Karen.. :) I felt touched today by all the fun we had together.. hehe..
Hmm.. Today is my school sports day.. Glad that Kaen cheered for me today but she hardly see me run.. Cause after I ran, she always told me that she didn't manage to see on the track.. hahaha.. Got 100 plus in school.. I manage to go into the final but I still get last.. haha.. I'm really not an athelete eh.. hehehe..
Next next, my lunch is provided by my sports house so lunch time went to Hock Lee with karen and kevin.. Shop and drool around looking at clothes and accessories.. hehe.. I wanna buy a new wallet liao.. Cause Karen has been complaining my fat wallet.. >< hiak hiak hiak..
Chat with hubby during lunch time and I felt so happy.. Being able to listen to his voice always delights me.. hehe.. But throughout the day, I still miss him a lot.. :)
Tomorrrow one more day to go.. hmm.. think tmr should be able to finish early gua.. hehe.. I still have 4 x 100m to go.. kinda sad I got cough lately.. :( I dun wnat to be sick..
After all, I really enjoyed myself today.. hehe.. Though i didn't manage to get a medal, I'm still very happy that I had such a nice day today.. ^^ Thank you, Lord!! Love ya~ Lastly, here's a big thanks to Karen.. :) I felt touched today by all the fun we had together.. hehe..
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
A patient..
I'm so sick.. :( tomorrow is sports day and I'm sick at this very moment.. Sick sick sick.. So disappointed to cancel my jogging wiht karen due to raining.. or was it God's plan to advice me to rest more rather than being active? LOL..
There are so many things I want to say but I dunno how to express somehow.. hmm.. Last night din get to chat with hubby cause he need to rush his projects.. But we manage to send each other voice mail.. My voice sounds so different after recorded! I'm so scared that he can't recognised that it's my voice.. haha.. :D after suffering for a night tonight I must chat with hime ler.. I don't care! ><
What else hor? May is coming soon.. >< I'm always looking forward to May cause I always wondering whether will there be anyone out there who care for me enough to give me surprise.. Like a kid :)doesn't matter they are friends or family or hubby.. But I guess somehow no gua.. Sometimes I admire my friends who are so welcomed by others that their presents are always so interesting.. haha.. and.. I don't know.. I always feel like I'm forgotten by everyone.. Seeing all my friends always have fun together makes me feel quite left out de.. Maybe that's the reason that I always stick to him cause I know he would always there for me:) maybe lar..
I better learn not to have too much hope in getting a surprise this year.. I just hope that I don't have to quarrel with anybody this year on my birthday. It's the only day I wanna be truly happy and treat myself good on 365 days a year.. Grant me that wish k, angel? ;)
There are so many things I want to say but I dunno how to express somehow.. hmm.. Last night din get to chat with hubby cause he need to rush his projects.. But we manage to send each other voice mail.. My voice sounds so different after recorded! I'm so scared that he can't recognised that it's my voice.. haha.. :D after suffering for a night tonight I must chat with hime ler.. I don't care! ><
What else hor? May is coming soon.. >< I'm always looking forward to May cause I always wondering whether will there be anyone out there who care for me enough to give me surprise.. Like a kid :)doesn't matter they are friends or family or hubby.. But I guess somehow no gua.. Sometimes I admire my friends who are so welcomed by others that their presents are always so interesting.. haha.. and.. I don't know.. I always feel like I'm forgotten by everyone.. Seeing all my friends always have fun together makes me feel quite left out de.. Maybe that's the reason that I always stick to him cause I know he would always there for me:) maybe lar..
I better learn not to have too much hope in getting a surprise this year.. I just hope that I don't have to quarrel with anybody this year on my birthday. It's the only day I wanna be truly happy and treat myself good on 365 days a year.. Grant me that wish k, angel? ;)
Sunday, April 24, 2011
TENSION!
I'm so tense lately.. :( help! My hand constantly shaking with no reason.. can't write properly anymore.. :(
I dunno why I'm so kiasu lately that I wanna study hard to get no.1 in this coming exam.. T.T I wish I can't relax a while..
Maybe.. I thoguht it would be a good motivation.. Yea.. I like it cause I'm worried and I'll study.. but it's driving me a little bit too over because I'm stressed.. LOL!
My birthday coming soon.. wonder what I'll get this year.. haha.. hopefully it'd be a sweet 19 birthday this year.. ^^
I dunno why I'm so kiasu lately that I wanna study hard to get no.1 in this coming exam.. T.T I wish I can't relax a while..
Maybe.. I thoguht it would be a good motivation.. Yea.. I like it cause I'm worried and I'll study.. but it's driving me a little bit too over because I'm stressed.. LOL!
My birthday coming soon.. wonder what I'll get this year.. haha.. hopefully it'd be a sweet 19 birthday this year.. ^^
Sunday, April 10, 2011
A Sunday..
I got a new phone today.. Nokia X3.. cost me RM365 after I trade in my old phone and two old phones.. :)
Last night I got into a huge quarrel with my mum.. cry for the whole night and wake up with swollen eyes.. That wasn't a nice thing.. I won't go into details cause it causes me heartache to fight with my closest family.. Same goes with friends..
I don't know what Ern wants.. I cannot figure out what was she thinking.. She was just giving me excuse that she won't find me just because she doesn't want to distub me and hubby.. It's not like that at all.. I'm disappointed.. How could she not understand why does she have such an ignorant temper without trying to understand my situation? Both friends and hubby are important.. How do i choose?
I went out with old classmates last night and it was fun.. :) Sadly I can't join the movie and the karaoke.. Went home after sending hubby home.. I wonder if I call up Ern, will she pick up my phone and have a small chat? Not worth losing a best friend like that.. Not at all..
Last night I got into a huge quarrel with my mum.. cry for the whole night and wake up with swollen eyes.. That wasn't a nice thing.. I won't go into details cause it causes me heartache to fight with my closest family.. Same goes with friends..
I don't know what Ern wants.. I cannot figure out what was she thinking.. She was just giving me excuse that she won't find me just because she doesn't want to distub me and hubby.. It's not like that at all.. I'm disappointed.. How could she not understand why does she have such an ignorant temper without trying to understand my situation? Both friends and hubby are important.. How do i choose?
I went out with old classmates last night and it was fun.. :) Sadly I can't join the movie and the karaoke.. Went home after sending hubby home.. I wonder if I call up Ern, will she pick up my phone and have a small chat? Not worth losing a best friend like that.. Not at all..
Friday, April 8, 2011
April smile..
I had a fight with my choldhood best friend, Ern lately.. Just because of the matter of bringing hubby along for swimming.. Wasn't happy at all.. Fianlly exam is over, and I guess my ekonomi's result is going to be bad.. cause it's quite hard de.. either that or I didn't study well enough.. :)
I hope tomorrow is going to be a good day.. ^^ and I can't wait to see my hubby tomorrow.. :) miss him miss him miss himm.. :')
I hope tomorrow is going to be a good day.. ^^ and I can't wait to see my hubby tomorrow.. :) miss him miss him miss himm.. :')
Saturday, March 19, 2011
A random drop-by..
People who read my blog probably just wanna "kepo-kepo" my personal life or thoughts, or so I thought.. Well, my blog super plain whcih I haven't change the background and layout for a century, sarcastically.. Others are so pretty and interesting.. haha..
Well, tomorrow will be back to school and I DON'T LIKE IT!!! *you hear me? !@#$%^&* means there'll be lots of exams and quizzes and homeworks and assignments and endless of meditation on our STPM till December arrives.. well, what to do as a candidate for STPM this year? Afterall, after I finish my final exam, I can do anything I want.. *earning big bucks* muahahaha..
Sometimes you think you can do things that you like without considering people how people would think about you, although that's your choice and that's your life, but you got to know that your reputation will be spoilt if you did not handle your doings with care.. *I saw something happened out there which is not beyond my control so I comment*
My wisdom tooth is torturing me by the way. Drives me insane. Enough. I'm happy that I still get to go out on Saturday with hubby before school reopens. Glad that He can be my source of strength whenever I'm weak.. :)
Well, tomorrow will be back to school and I DON'T LIKE IT!!! *you hear me? !@#$%^&* means there'll be lots of exams and quizzes and homeworks and assignments and endless of meditation on our STPM till December arrives.. well, what to do as a candidate for STPM this year? Afterall, after I finish my final exam, I can do anything I want.. *earning big bucks* muahahaha..
Sometimes you think you can do things that you like without considering people how people would think about you, although that's your choice and that's your life, but you got to know that your reputation will be spoilt if you did not handle your doings with care.. *I saw something happened out there which is not beyond my control so I comment*
My wisdom tooth is torturing me by the way. Drives me insane. Enough. I'm happy that I still get to go out on Saturday with hubby before school reopens. Glad that He can be my source of strength whenever I'm weak.. :)
Friday, March 18, 2011
There goes a smile on my face..
Lately my life is peaceful and quiet.. Not sure whether it's a good thing or not though.. Everyday surfing facebook to see whether i have notifications or not.. A kind of feeling to wish someone out there to notice me.. lol..
Wishing that something special would happen each day drives me looking forward for each brand new day.. I'm just a normal girl living perfectly in a normal world.. No ups and downs except challenges that comes from within myself.. :)
Sometimes I admired people and friends around me that they got so many interesting things happening in their life.. :) I admire people being successful in whatever they want to do.. And they always seems to go in such a perfect flaw.. :)
It was just a normal day for me today.. :) 2 more days and I'm heading back to school life again.. So.. Was I not good enough or I did a lot of mistakes that makes me have no friends? Or was I hard to be understood or was it my temper? I wonder why.. But I guess God creates everybody to be special.. ;) So am I right?
Wishing that something special would happen each day drives me looking forward for each brand new day.. I'm just a normal girl living perfectly in a normal world.. No ups and downs except challenges that comes from within myself.. :)
Sometimes I admired people and friends around me that they got so many interesting things happening in their life.. :) I admire people being successful in whatever they want to do.. And they always seems to go in such a perfect flaw.. :)
It was just a normal day for me today.. :) 2 more days and I'm heading back to school life again.. So.. Was I not good enough or I did a lot of mistakes that makes me have no friends? Or was I hard to be understood or was it my temper? I wonder why.. But I guess God creates everybody to be special.. ;) So am I right?
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Hey hai.. ^^
Today was quite tiring.. :) have been spending my goliday at MBKS library studying and doing homework.. :) I'm satisfied though.. At least I know I'm not doing nothing.. hehe..
Today is an usual Thursday.. But happy that I can spend half an hour with hubby.. Seeing me hungry and weak, he offered to chia me eat wedges and ice-cream.. *thankiew, honey!* actually I skipped lunch today.. so yea.. padan muka that I'm weak.. hahaha..
I hope I got the permission to go for movie with hubby this Saturday before school reopen next Monday.. Time flies and my holiday left 3 more days only.. Haha.. March gonna end soon, without realising.. April coming soon and it means STPM is getting nearer.. I really wanna get 4 flat if can.. :) I wanna get the laptop that my Dad has been promising me.. There are so many things tyhat I want.. Greedy eh? ;)
Today is an usual Thursday.. But happy that I can spend half an hour with hubby.. Seeing me hungry and weak, he offered to chia me eat wedges and ice-cream.. *thankiew, honey!* actually I skipped lunch today.. so yea.. padan muka that I'm weak.. hahaha..
I hope I got the permission to go for movie with hubby this Saturday before school reopen next Monday.. Time flies and my holiday left 3 more days only.. Haha.. March gonna end soon, without realising.. April coming soon and it means STPM is getting nearer.. I really wanna get 4 flat if can.. :) I wanna get the laptop that my Dad has been promising me.. There are so many things tyhat I want.. Greedy eh? ;)
Friday, March 11, 2011
Blog, for you..
I guess blogging can allows anyone to spill on anything that a blogger wants to say.. Especially even when others can't seem to understand or things we can't manage to express, typing them out is a way of relief.. It somehow felt like a burden is lifted up.. :)
Just today I found out about Fabian has his own blog.. A bit unbelievable.. And I haven't been exploring Felicia's blog for quite a long time.. Still surprise that she has the heart to continue blogging.. :)
Life seems to get busier.. Upper Six life is not easy to handle at all.. Art side needs a lot of memorising and certain intelligence to score well.. Our sweet and lovely teachers had given us tons of homework, demanding us to finish all of them.. Coloccium (was it spelled like this?) starts in April and R&D project has to be handed in on 25th March.. This week holiday I'm gonna spend them in a library.. with my brother tagging along too..
I wish this year would end faster.. Headache keep on haunting me all the time.. :) Tonight will be going for barbecue.. Hubby's surprise birthday celebration from his close friends.. Might get some sleep soon.. ;)
Just today I found out about Fabian has his own blog.. A bit unbelievable.. And I haven't been exploring Felicia's blog for quite a long time.. Still surprise that she has the heart to continue blogging.. :)
Life seems to get busier.. Upper Six life is not easy to handle at all.. Art side needs a lot of memorising and certain intelligence to score well.. Our sweet and lovely teachers had given us tons of homework, demanding us to finish all of them.. Coloccium (was it spelled like this?) starts in April and R&D project has to be handed in on 25th March.. This week holiday I'm gonna spend them in a library.. with my brother tagging along too..
I wish this year would end faster.. Headache keep on haunting me all the time.. :) Tonight will be going for barbecue.. Hubby's surprise birthday celebration from his close friends.. Might get some sleep soon.. ;)
Saturday, February 19, 2011
A Sunday here.
Tomorrow will be having my first exam in 2011.. I have a mustard seed of faith.. I pray that God will strengthen me to have more faith in Him.. :)
Today started off with crying, when I wanna followed my prents to have breakfast, I was a bit late ler and they got mad at me.. So I cried because I can't follow.. Cause later I"m gonna pick my cousin up and will be going to church together..
I miss hubby a lot.. Apart from God, hubby is my source opf strength.. But I have to wait for 3 more weeks before I can see him.. Somehow that's torturous for me.. :'(
I miss hubby..
Today started off with crying, when I wanna followed my prents to have breakfast, I was a bit late ler and they got mad at me.. So I cried because I can't follow.. Cause later I"m gonna pick my cousin up and will be going to church together..
I miss hubby a lot.. Apart from God, hubby is my source opf strength.. But I have to wait for 3 more weeks before I can see him.. Somehow that's torturous for me.. :'(
I miss hubby..
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
So back to school..
Well, drop by to kiss my blog a while.. >.< which means to drop some stories of my daily life.. I decided not to change my blog or shut this blog down liao.. Pity this blog.. hehe..
Back to school is so good.. 2 more days and I'm off for Chinese New Year holidays liao!! My brother teased me that I've already enjoyed 19 years of Chinese New Year dy, but I still claimed that they are not enough!!! haha.. Finish all the new year shopping dy, except for the little touch up at home.. :)
I enjoy my life well lately.. I'm so so so thankful that my face is so healthy lately.. Maybe because I ate things that are not oily and I'm picky about things I ate.. Like I want oil-free on my food.. So there goes my pretty skin.. ^^
Then, I finally got back to my old class liao.. I feel so motivated to study hard again.. Hey! What spell has that class cast on me to study hard yea?? haha.. And lately I think I'm quite badly polluted.. Cause I learn a lot of things I shouldn't learn.. I hope I don't turn up as a bad girl.. hahaha..
Need to scratch my head for ideas to decorate St. Jogn noticeboard liao.. The thing is I've run out of idea liao.. sob sob.. Oh well, deadline is on 11 February.. sob sob..
Lastly not forgetting about my lovely hubby.. I miss him badly.. He's gonna have his exam coming soon on this weekend.. So.. GOOD LUCK, honey!! hahaha.. I know he can do well.. ^^
Back to school is so good.. 2 more days and I'm off for Chinese New Year holidays liao!! My brother teased me that I've already enjoyed 19 years of Chinese New Year dy, but I still claimed that they are not enough!!! haha.. Finish all the new year shopping dy, except for the little touch up at home.. :)
I enjoy my life well lately.. I'm so so so thankful that my face is so healthy lately.. Maybe because I ate things that are not oily and I'm picky about things I ate.. Like I want oil-free on my food.. So there goes my pretty skin.. ^^
Then, I finally got back to my old class liao.. I feel so motivated to study hard again.. Hey! What spell has that class cast on me to study hard yea?? haha.. And lately I think I'm quite badly polluted.. Cause I learn a lot of things I shouldn't learn.. I hope I don't turn up as a bad girl.. hahaha..
Need to scratch my head for ideas to decorate St. Jogn noticeboard liao.. The thing is I've run out of idea liao.. sob sob.. Oh well, deadline is on 11 February.. sob sob..
Lastly not forgetting about my lovely hubby.. I miss him badly.. He's gonna have his exam coming soon on this weekend.. So.. GOOD LUCK, honey!! hahaha.. I know he can do well.. ^^
Monday, January 24, 2011
The story continues..
I'm surprised when my childhood close friend message me today to ask how am i today and advicing me not to get addicted to facebook anymore.. Ya.. true enough cause I'm really addicted to the games.. lols..
I got food poisoning this weekend and I didn't attend school today.. Kinda miss school a lot.. So I spend my day resting at grnadma house, do some stuff and homework at night.. Tomorrow will have my activity going on.. :)
Luckily today not much homework.. hehe.. Yeah! Chinese new year coming soon! I baked my cookies already and quite successful de.. haha.. My body quite drained out lately due to vomitting ang excessive diarrheoa.. Thank God they are over now.. hehe..
Anyway, got to type my letter dy.. I can't wait to see my hubby soon!! >.< whee~~!! haha.. that's all for now.. hopefully I can update my life as soon as possible.. ^^
I got food poisoning this weekend and I didn't attend school today.. Kinda miss school a lot.. So I spend my day resting at grnadma house, do some stuff and homework at night.. Tomorrow will have my activity going on.. :)
Luckily today not much homework.. hehe.. Yeah! Chinese new year coming soon! I baked my cookies already and quite successful de.. haha.. My body quite drained out lately due to vomitting ang excessive diarrheoa.. Thank God they are over now.. hehe..
Anyway, got to type my letter dy.. I can't wait to see my hubby soon!! >.< whee~~!! haha.. that's all for now.. hopefully I can update my life as soon as possible.. ^^
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
A sad starting..
This year begin its story with quite pathetic stories going on and on.. hubby and I got our first fight on 00.00 a.m. first day of January 2011.. Lol.. it's just a small fight cause he left me alone during the new year eve barbecue.. Silly reason o fight eh? haha.. Hmm.. First week started off ok.. So does second week.. But mummy got sick on last thursday.. She can't discharge urine and have to rely on retubation, which means she always has a urination bag with her all the time..
Seeing my mum in and out from the hospital makes me heartache so much.. Looking at mum carrying her urination bag makes me feel how painful she suffer from that particular sickness.. Taking medicine non-stop with different antibiotics can really sense how much she dislike it..
And.. I lose my motivation to work hard.. Like losing the mood to study and doing revision and now I'm back to facebook addiction.. Tha's not a good thing at all.. Saying that chinese new year mood is around also not a good excuse.. Doesn't mean you have to put off your studies so soon right?? Lol..
Can;t type anymnore.. My uncle is here to repair computer.. Go off now.. :)
Seeing my mum in and out from the hospital makes me heartache so much.. Looking at mum carrying her urination bag makes me feel how painful she suffer from that particular sickness.. Taking medicine non-stop with different antibiotics can really sense how much she dislike it..
And.. I lose my motivation to work hard.. Like losing the mood to study and doing revision and now I'm back to facebook addiction.. Tha's not a good thing at all.. Saying that chinese new year mood is around also not a good excuse.. Doesn't mean you have to put off your studies so soon right?? Lol..
Can;t type anymnore.. My uncle is here to repair computer.. Go off now.. :)
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