I wish today is just a day and not another day.

Feel sad today in school. Barely talk to anyone in class and don't feel like talking too. P.A. paper was given back today. I got 55%. Was very disappointed to be honest. Was aiming for an A. I had full confidence in my P.A. and I thought I can get the award for the best subject in P.A. But I was wrong and crushed when I see my results are like this. I almost cried but I hold on my tears. Don't wanna get teased again.

I was very angry at one of my classmates who cheated in the exam. But I said nothing in front her. I just kept quiet but I do realised I have distanced myself away from her lately. She got the answers from our class top student. She cheated almost on every subject. I wonder God see it or not. Why God didn't wanna do anything on her? This question has been swirling in my mind all the time as long as when the test papers are given back. What about others who are righteous in the exam? Shouldn't we get what deserve for working hard?

I was quite devastated lately because of this cheating issue. It's not fair. All I can think about is this. But what can I do? I was praying when nobody realised it. I was asking God can He let me give up in STPM? I'm so demotivated. But God said: No.So long as I didn't give up, so do you.

I secretly believe that STPM I'm going to do better. Yes I will. Lighting this hope is crucial to get me back on my feet to fight a fair fight once more. Last chance. If she is going to cheat again, I don't know what else I can say. Let God handle I guess, will be the wisest choice. I trust you, Lord.

I was happy to see my parents waiting for me when I finish school. I love my home and my family. Seeing them makes me feel warm and I can forget all the other unhappiness that is currently happening.

Glad that today is just a day. :)

Like you.

I mean R&B songs.. Addicted to listening to S.H.E.'s songs lately.. even though I'm very very out-dated of their songs ler.. Love any songs that dance like R&Bs.. :)

One thing I like about S.H.E.'s songs is the lyrics are so artistic and mysterious.. They're touching and yet bringing you unlimited imagination.. Too bad Selina is still recovering and this lovely group of girls can't release their album yet.. I'm trying to collect all the nice songs from their album now and put them in my phone.. :)

Today I'm sitting for my maths Paper 2. Really really hard.. T.T was wondering how will my maths be next week.. will it be a disaster?

I'm having a dilemma today.. shouldn't have said things without thinking of it through.. now i'm causing troubles to myself..

And lastly.. I'm wondering about the title of "best friend". Is that really important? Hmm.. I do get jealous sometimes honestly.. Maybe I shouldn't mind that much though.. I guess it's enough to have him as my best friend? hehe.. anyway, thank you, my guy..

Sad

Well.. there are few reasons to be sad about.

1. I realised how fat I am whenever I see nice clothes and I thought I can wear but in the end the clothes proved to me that I'm not qualified.

2. For felling down and hurt my knees for the second time of the year. Worst still, the moment you fell down at the road side your classmates are laughing away how clumsy you are. Hurt.

3. My beloved phone sent for repair and till today still no news. Don't like using other people's phone.

4. For missing my dear one very much..

Let's bow head and mourn for this sad day. Sigh.