Blahs and Complaints

You guessed right if you know that I'm going to complained (a lot) in this blog. Let me just spill out all those little fussy miserable pathetic things out. I'm not going to let you say or judge me. Cause I'm tired of it. That's your mouth and I have my right to choose to take it or not. (Sorry that this blog is making you frustrating)

My dad cut my pocket money. Sad. (Cut RM10 off)

I'm sick of quizzes and the coming exmas. Miserable.

I hate fining songs for choir club and wasting my time waiting for the song to download. Hate that they always seems to "order" me to do this and that. (Perhaps I think too much)

I hate the fact that I always need to save money in hard way in order to buy the things I want. Especially I'm saving hard money now to cure my pimple-acne face. :(

I hate my life all of a sudden. Hate the fact that I"m not rich in

the 200th

Haha.. I hit 200th post today. ><

Maybe I'm gonna bla a bit here and there. Today is Friday. My brother's birthday too. Finally it comes to weekend. :) tomorrow is grandma's birthday. My cousin bought me 3 cool pairs of earrings.. hehe.. suitable for dinner only. Still thinking what to wear for tomorrow night's dinner.. hmm.. Tonight gonna do homework liao.. Seriously.. ><

My PA teacher is starting to drill us with extra works in order to pass in STPM. (Grateful and yet lazy when I see the tons of work in front of me.) Left 5 more months liao.. Starting to get nervous too..

WEnt out with mum for shooping just now. School today was fun. Last two period had a nice time with my adorable Business Studies teacher. haha.. Talked about make-up and body language. Each of us need to show one body language in front of the class on Monday.

Now is 5 o'clock. Going to bath soon. You know what, I'm starting to get annoyed with people who constantly change their profile picture on Facebook. Like each week once? I know they like to share with others how they look like or what they're doing or what they have etc. but then.. I'm wondering whether are they actually gaining attention from others to comment. I know they are born to be pretty or handsome and you love to camwhore and etc etc. But it's making me feeling uncomfortable. (Especially those who put on thick make-up or act cute???)Nothing personal. Just wondering. It's a democratic country anyway. I don't like you, and therefore you're off from my friend's list(we're in win-win situation). Not gonna hurt each other right? >_n

Love is here. In your heart :)

A random title. Haha. Nothing much connected with the title above. I just woke up not long ago and then head straight downstaris to online instead of studying.. :S

I just browsed through a lot of fachion shops in facebook. Saw lots of nice dinner dresses. Too bad my body doesn't fit for them. Lol.. So what was currently in my mind right now. White dress. I know I look fat in white dress but somehow I love white dresses. Lol.. Fat arms and legs and tummy. Lol.. Only suitable for black dress. Haven't had a black dress and white dress before. Hopefully next year chinese new year can buy one of each colour. (white should be harder to find i think ><)It sounds like this blog is very boring. Haha.

Then then, today nothing much happened also. My phone hasn't ring with hubby's msg even though now is already 4.20 (He finishes class at 3.30) Still waiting. Going to study soon though. My PA teacher is pushing me to get 4 Principal in STPM. I have potential but I'm lazy. I know I can achieve it if I'm hardworking enough. Sigh.

Pathetic me.

Oh ya. I got my white shirt today. Grandma helped me bought it. A bit longer and thin. I look fat in it. (Seriously) the tummy part. :S Gonna diet first before I wear it to let people see.. If not I'm sure they'd think that I'm pregnant. :S

Sleepy mimizi..

Today was so sleepy.. MY eyes were so droppy. I hadn't had my nap this afternoon after I came home cause I was busy "playing" with my new netbook given by the government.. Finally got it.. I'm thankful to God because He is the who gave me this present. God is the one who reminded me to bring purse along because I do not have the habit to bring purse to school. But the night before I pack my bag, somehow I'm lucky enough to bring my purse. If not I don't think I can get the laptop :)

Had ekonomi extra class today. Had sandwich for lunch. Nothing much today. This Saturday is Hari Permuafakatan. Dunno how my parents will react when they see me fail 3 subjects.. >< Lol..

These two days I didn't study much. It's either I'm busy with ekonomi correction or I"m tired. I just hop I can continue with my hardwork.. STPM left 152 days.. :S sadly to say.. Gotta go now. Ciao!

Back here:)

Haha.. I'm blogging again.. It means spilling out what has happened lately on me in this cute little bloggie ><

Exam results are out and only my PA is satisfying enough. :) other subjects mo ngan tai.. hahaha.. But I'm glad that I came back to who I am these days by working hard in my academic ;) Can't wait till year end!!! Hopefully I can do my best for my once-in-a-lifetime STPM.

Next month will be tutoring by Mr. Kho Si How on my integration and differentiation. This handsome man has a big mission ahead to hlep me score in my mock exam in September before his degree course starts.. *muahahaha* Can't wait for it. I will still rejoice even my mum grounded me untuk STPM is over..

I got a lot of advice and motivation from both my mum and my teacher. Weird as she sounds (my *** teacher, I know she meant well to get us to work hard so that we'll have no regrets later in life..

Just got this free time to blog while waiting my turn to use the bathroom.. everyone who is sitting for exam soon, JIA YOU ya!!!

My road trip

Yesterday had a road trip with family and mum's colleague to Annah Rais Hot Spring. It was a long journey from kuching and don't ask me how to go cause I"m not a driver.. XD

Spent a morning there enjoying ourselves with the refreshing water and hot spring. It was well maintained and clean. Adults have to pay RM5 each and students RM3 each. Nearby there is a Bidayuh village for you to visit but you have to pay RM8 for an adult and RM4 if you're a student.

So, nothing much yesterday and we reached home at 4. Dinner at 3rd Mile market and I had siow be.. (yum yum yum~)

Today wednesday had a road trip again to Siniawan, Bau, Kpg Apar and Kpg. Buso. Had a nice day today and we visited the Paku Hot Spring. Nothing there cause still not yet developed. Annah Rais better. Then we went to a Bamboo Botanical Garden which was so deep inside, got bitten by fire ants and mosquitos. I'm insect-phobia now.

Also we visited a historical memorial park at Jalan Bau Lama, Siniawan, a Chinese hero during the Rajah Brooke's empire in Sarawak, Liu San Bang, who led 600 Chinese to rebel against Brooke. Interesting cause we never learn this before in our Secondary school Sejarah syllabus.

Reach home at around 4. Aunt came over to give us orange. Had dinner then blogging.. Tonight wanna do some homework, read Bible and have a good rest.. :) That's all <3

Demotivated

Just posting a new blog page on my Mimizi's corner. Today as usual. Feel so lazy and DEMOTIVATED and not in a mood to study at all. Or do my homework. :(

Yesterday went out shopping with Sharon to buy birthday present. Was tiring but fun. Finally bought the anniversary present that I want to give hubby. *Happy*

Saturday was really interesting and tired. Hubby finally pick me up with his car (his mom's car) in the morning to go to school's station games. ^^ You know, the excites feeling that first time in your life your boyfriend pick you up like a gentleman really makes me feel dreamy and happy. So after he got the permission to drive, I can't sleep the whole night because my adrenaline flows with excitement. Ok, you may think I'm silly but I"m like jumping up and down and feel so hyper. Haha.

So he was my driver and drove me around to wheever I want to go. After school event, we to Popular bookfair and later had lunch at McD with our friends. :) then send his friend home and send me home too. I just wish that day hadn't pass so fast because that Saturday is one of the best day I ever had with him.. ^^

Tomorrow will be going to Hot Spring with family at Padawan. Miss Karen and Felicia alot.. :( miss the time when three of us hand out together like sisters. :) I got to find my motivation back. If not, I'm doomed.

Gawai first day :)

Today is Wednesday and it's the first day of Gawai. It's a festival for aborigines in Sarawak, Malaysia. As a sarawakian, today is an official holiday for us.

Today went out lim teh with dear sharon and I bring hubby along. Glad we're all well and it's nice to catch up with one another. But.. things turned out not so well though. I left without telling sharon and she got very angry at me. (hopefully she wun be mad for too long) I did called her that me and hubby are going to look for presents so I thought we're going to go on seperate ways. But she didn't get my meaning and therefore misunderstanding arouse. I kept apologizing and remind myself that next time have to call her before I go home.. I thought she want er ren shi jie with ronald and that she'd be thankful that I left them?? haha.. Just kidding.

After I sent hubby home, I was mad at hubby that he made me got jealous and we got into a fight. He refused to let me see who he's smsing with and I got mad. You know girls always think a lot and they're very sensitive and so I suspect that he's smsing a girl. If you have nothing to hide why wouldn't you let your girlfriend see your phone right? Don't tell me you need privacy or what cause I would think that is really selfish. Then later he comfort me and I forgive for making me worried and jealous. He was smsing with his college friend. That's what he told me. Lol..

Then, my family crisis broke up. Mum, dad and brother quarelled after they've done their shopping this afternoon. When they reached home, they are really hot-tempered. Brother insisted that he doesn't want to go to tuition and mum doesn't allowed. She mind about the money she paid and plus she doesn't want my brother to loiter around at home. Dad got furious that mum was constantly nagging and scolding non-stop and they both fight. Then when we had dinner outside at Jalan Song, Mum dragged me into the family argument. I felt so innocent for being scolded unreasonably. :(

So when I reach home, I really wanna pour this thing out because if I didn't, I"m going to burst soon. Not sure what I"m going to do later but I think will be doing some homework. Feel so bored at home. :)