Saturday's here..

Going to Taekwondo training soon.. Afternoon have one more art tuition.. So excited that I'm going to start my project with my art teacher's help.. hehehe.. have to go and buy materials later..

Yesterday, my group of friends were presenting a sketch.. Guess what?? Me and Felicia tied two ponytails to school just for the sketch.. and we got teased by others.. haha.. cool experience and fun too.. lol..

Felicia played piano, me as a drawer, Karen as Juana, Mal, Fabian and Jason are narrators.. Hong Lan the singer and Kian Pei as Kino.. Mal's winnie the pooh as Coyotito.. Yesterday 27 of Feb is also Kelly Chang's birthday.. We planned a surprise for him.. he was kinda touched and stunned.. hmm.. first time seeing his very "blur" reaction.. wahaha.. Luckily everything went well and organized..

Si En was sick yesterday nad was absent, so she didn't turn up for ISCF and duty, Abi don't know where.. Angie doing her braces.. ISCF went well without my presence.. (a big thanks to GOD that He helped me to take over and be in charge of it.. and thanks to everyone for coming..) Muakzz..

After my turn of reciting the poem, I straight away run to ISCF, cause I couln't stand my nervousness inside the room.. Once I entered ISCF meeting, I can feel that God's in there.. that feeling of peace flows through me to sooth my feeling.. I felt safe for the first time and sitting with my friends... (Me in between of Ms. Sharon and Karen..) wow.. I really love it.. ^^

Recently seldom to talk to God le, and spending less than a minute with God and our quiet time.. haiz.. sometimes I get mad of myself for doing that.. =(

This is ridiculous..

Before I went up to the stage for the Chinese Poem Recital Competition, I kept saying to myself: This is ridiculous!! I don't have a single experience about that sort of competition, plus I'm SOLO!! Lol.. can't believe it.. End up, I really embarrased myself cause I forgot part of the script.. I was like, umm.. repeting some of the sentences.. I could consider this is the worst experience I haev ever had for a competition.. I think I'm the only one doing badly.. cause the juniors are seriously G.O.O.D.!!! I think they really go through trainings by the teachers in charge..

Well, apart from the sad moments... thanks a bunch for my teachers and friends who wished me good luck before the competition.. (felt touched..) Umm.. well, after that I stayed back in school cause I got no transport until 4:30p.m. when my mum picked me up.. =)

A very normal day.. I got two interior design magazines from my teacher.. yeah!! cause I' choosing to do a model of a home theatre room for my SPM seni.. lol.. kinda excited about the project..

Everyone's talking about scholarships and Form 6 lately, even though SPM exam is not over yet.. I'm so get one and fly to Milan to chase after my dream!!! Wonder what would happen to me after 10 years?? hmm.. so.. as for my class, I can see that everyone is like "berebut-rebut" for scholarships in order to continue our studies.. wow.. good class, huh?? lol..

Anyway, weekend's here.. same old routine goes again.. gonna do something.. I'm so glad that my friend has put some nice songs into my pendrive.. so that I can indulge myself within these melodious songs.. hehe..

Titleless

Well, a very normal day today.. I get very emotional recently.. haha.. I'm really praying hard for a friend I respect a lot.. I hope he gets better.. =)

Happy day, everyone!!!

Usual..

School as usual.. good news for today.. we don't have to sit for Science paper.. haha.. Great..

Just got the art question paper today.. I nearly fainted when I read through the questions.. so hard.. but I ended up choosing to do a model of an audio-visual room a.k.a. home theatre room..

Biology period.. teacher keep on asking me, Karen, Malvina, Felicia and Fabian questions.. always either one of us.. Teacher always wanted to know whether we pay attention or not.. sienz.. even whispering also cannot..

Exams coming up.. i thought today got Sejarah short test.. end up no.. cause I learn until very pek chek.. haiz.. all the new prefects start their duty today.. Hmm.. I think I made my Senior Prefect, Edmund get frustrated and angry... cause I'm worried about no one looks after Group 2 after I went to see the principal.. and our group's duty list is different than others.. so I'm very nervous that Alex will get mad too.. then end up I myself get very worried about everything and jump up and down.. haiz..

Buy gastric pills at pharmacy.. hate the fact that I have gastric.. sienz..

Reflection

Well, a very tiring Saturday indeed.. Huh.. Tomorrow two tuitions in a day.. kinda exhausting. but what to do??

Anyway.. I saw someone dropping comments in my blog.. surprisingly.. I didnt know who they are.. Haha..

One drop a comment like this: I'm surprised, I thought you've already found your true friend..

Answer: Well, umm.. There are lots of good friends and true friends and loyal friends around me in my life.. I really thank God for them.. there are also times of disapointments in my life when they sometimes fail you or something.. Things like that happen in life, sometimes you also started to doubt about it and ponder about having true friends or not.. Friendship between human and human needs time to nurture.. and therefore it's complex and complicated... lol.. so my concept is.. just appreciate the time you have fun with your friends as much as possible without thinking the bad side.. haha.. there are always laughter behind cries.. and cries behind laughter.. weird.. haha..

A blogger also invited me to read his religious blog.. very interesting... haha.. thanks.. um.. You know what, viewing through my own blog posts make s me feel very guilty and ashamed of myself before God.. I realised that I really have a low EQ, very emotional and doing things without thinking the consequences... I post a lot of Christian theme songs and talk about how much God had done in my life and praise God in many certain ways.. but I felt guilty the most is that sometimes I forget about my identity as a God's child.. I act like as if I am not.. But God never deny about me.. It's really indeed a big reflection on myself.. Sighing..

Many days..

Well, just came back from my Grandma's house.. This week has been a tough week for me.. Yet I'm glad I manage to get through.. (Yea!!) Today sign up for Postal Bible Quiz.. Karen joined too!! Haha.. Today play games until like.. so hysterical.. but definitely fun..

What happen to me the whole day then?? We are seeing the new prefects coming in.. briefing by principal and teacher advisors.. Mr. Andrew was suggesting to me that whether can Mr. Lim can be ISCF's patron or not.. and today I had a wild day.. very very fun!! hehe.. take a group photo.. grab Ling Tchii's and Edmund's french fries.. Grab Edmund's drink.. Grab David's chocolate cheese cake.. talk a lot of crazy things.. singing those kiddy songs.. haha.. Tell the new prefects what should they do on Monday.. etc.. today even though it's tiring and exhausting.. but it's definitely one of the best days I have in Prefectorial Board.. with good friends and team members around.. and God's songs and voices ringing near my ear..

How busy I am then? Tired, gastric, headache and a bit fever these days.. Wednesday stay back in school cause one of my Senior Prefect kindly gave me tution on Physics Chapter 5, Form 4.. thank God for him!! I finally get a picture out of the Chapter 5.. haha.. Tomorrow still got another session of tuition.. have to sacrifice my time cause have to get good results in SPM mah.. hehe.. cannot go out with Karen and Felicia too... (sob sob..)

Anyway.. count down to Ringkas exam.. 9 days left.. have to hit the book le..

Pss* Cry out if you're tired.. It always makes you feel much much better.. *bluek*

Book-Worm Me..

Me.. obsessed with this book.. --> A Thousand Splendid Suns.. a very nice book indeed.. Popular bookstore is having book sales.. I'm actually planning to buy Cecillia Adhern's books.. and there's in a package with rebate of 25% for members.. From RM60++ discount till RM40!! For three books... each only costs around RM10++.. My dad insist on buying a thousand splendid suns becuase the ones that I want are teenage and love story.. I even told Dad I'm still a tenager.. Mum bought a recipe book.. (full of cheese cakes!!!) now I can't wait to New Year liao.. cause Im so anxious to bake and let me freinds try them out.. lol.. My brother bought one Mr. Mystery authored by James Lee.. I join the New South Wales English test.. haha.. for first time in my life.. wahaha.. still got lotsa books that I want to buy.. The Devil wears Prada.. (OMG!! It's about fashion!!), The Secret Shoppper's Revenge (about shopping..) Meg Cabot's new book.. The Kite Runner.. Where Rainbow Ends, PS I Love You, Slumdog Millionaire and A LOT MORE!!! Haiz... I just love them all.. lol...

When the going gets tough, the tough go shopping.. (From The Secret Shopper's Revenge)

At The Cross..

Oh Lord You've searched me..
You know my way..
Even when I fail you..
I know You love me

Your holy presence surrounding me
In every seson
I know You love me
I know You love me

Chorus:
At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this

You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can seperate me now

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know You love me

And when the earth fades
Falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know you love me
I know you love me

Bridge:
You tore the veil
You make a way
When You said that it is done

Happy Valentine, Jesus!!

Today school was way more romantic than previous year, I myself received sweets and chocolate from my good buddies (although I thought a rose will at least appear once in my school life for me.. haha..) one rose at least cost RM15 to RM 20.. lol.. I gave my mum a teddy bear.. she was so happy.. I love to see my mum smile.. I kinda regret that I din buy anything for my dad.. My budget was actually RM5 for one rose.. (me.. a "sua ba lao", never buy rose during Valentine, i was thinking a rose would at least cost RM5.. then I can buy two le mah.. I bring ten only today..) well, I guess I'm a santa lady today.. distributing sweets to everyone I saw today.. haha.. Valentine's Day.. though I'm lonely.. I'm glad there's Jesus voice singing for me again... so.. I am not lonely actually.. muahahaha.. (wah.. red eye man!!! My friends all receive roses and chocolates.. never mind, I know how to make a paper rose.. make one for myself.. even bettter.. it won't wilt.. kekeke.. just kidding..)

A Tiring Day..

Friday.. Tomorrow Valentine's Day!! Well, I giving out sweets tomorrow.. But I'm sure the cupids will be very busy on Valentine.. haha.. busy shooting arrows..

I was scolded by my Dad cause I came out late.. I'm very very tired today... and still, I have to make sure that my moral finish today and hand in tomorrow.. if not, Puan Jessica could be killing me after owing her my homework two weeks...

Happy Valentine's Day!!! Hope that you guys will receive chocolates and roses by your loved ones.. Jesus Loves You!!

Whoa whoa whoa!!!

You definitely feel free when you listen to Jesus's singing and His voice.. I feel so released!!!! Thanks a lot for taking away my heavy burdens, Lord!! I felt so so so free!!! It feels like home when we sing for Jesus!! Whoa!! Shout for Our Sovereign God (It's a kind of Praise too.. kekeke..)

Wow.. finally I'm grinning wide.. who cares whether I do so much about the photo studio thing?? God's with me, so I won't feel tired!! I feel like dancing now!! Just because of Jesus!!

My Saviour
He's living in me,
Redeemer
JESUS He set me free!!

(Redeemer - Planetshakers)

I feel like collapsing..

Today.. not really a good day.. cause umm... I can't play badminton as long as I like and I have to go duty (lame excuse?) lol.. anyway.. I have talk to Edmund and he agreed to help me jaga first.. Bought a chinese magazine today.. got chinese test today.. Formal letter.. Kenak marah today cause ponteng to get my PMR cert. (honestly, I hate being scolded and my mood can really change very fast once I get scolded, I could be very angry..) Although I know I was the wrong one.. Haiz.. Call the photo studio, they said it's not "hua suan" cause.. I dunno how to explain.. I scream in class cause I just want to release my tension.. I spelt wrongly for a word.. very embarassing.. I laugh very loud and talk very loud nowadays.. cause I just want to get relax and be myself.. I just wanted to get out from my stressed life and pathetic days.. BIG HUH..

Let's talk about happy things.. I got presents from my friend in Kuching Town.. few biscuits and a lovely keychain.. Thanks a lot!! My friends ate three biscuits.. (I shouldn't tell them I got biscuits.. should have save it all for myself hor??) my cookies are vanishing soon cause everyday coming back keep on eating.. I "couragely" joined the Deklamasi Sajak.. I think I got teased.. and people started asking me, "Amy, you join Si Ge Lang Song har?? " "Yea, yea, yea.. come and support me lah.. lol.."

Overall, I got a bad mood today.. don't ask me why.. I just feel safe to be at home than to be in school.. School is just so freaky.. I hate school. Me parents are still the best ones... they support me a lot... yeah.. big MUAKZ!!

(*If I did write anything offensive, I apologized.. I just feel "ARGHH" and I want to release that anger out.. maybe you think that I am childish and act like a brat.. sorry, this is just ME!! For once in a while I just want to be selfish ok!!! )

Boo-hoo-hoo..

Tonight my family has a "grand" reunion dinner.. I so hate it that I'm gonna miss it... cause my uncle and aunties and cousins and grandma come.. sure gonna be very meriah.. lol..

Last night watched Bedtime Stories.. well, very "fairytale" but it sure nice because it potrays the main character can get anything as long as he told the children a story and they get to continue or change the story line. The next day, whatever that the chidren had put in the story line will happen to the main character.. so nice hor??? If I get to control the story, I would ask for straight As in my SPM, get PhD, go to Milan, Italy to study Fashion Design, meet Leehom, Wilber, And the cast of HSM3, Prince William, Queen Elizabeth, Prince Harry... and sing in the concert of Hillsongs or Planetshakers.. and make a wish that people that I love and cares would know God... =)

Anyway, tomorrow Chap Go Meh lor.. fast leh.. time passes very past.. gotta study hard.. (oops, miss out one more wish --> adopt a dolphin!!!)

Count Your Blessings..

That's the titile for my sharing in my club today.. Well, it's kinda fun.. Let's see what I have..
- I am thankful for a great God..
- I am thankful for a good family
- I am thankful for what God had created me to be..
- I am thankful God had given me artistic talent..
- I am thankful that I have good parents...
- I am thankful that this year I'm having SPM exam and God had provided me lots of good teachers...
- I am thankful for my school
- I am thankful for so many good friends... (walao eh.. )

Hmm.. today's Ms. Law's birthday.. Si En, karen, zeph. and me sprang teacher a surprise outside the toilet.. haha.. kinda cute.. When we have Praise and Worship, we also sang one Happy Birthday song for Mr. Andrew.. He's birthday is coming soon.. lol..

Today Ms. Lim was asking us to take part of the Chinese Deklamasi Sajak.. I'm planning to take part..well, since it's last year in Kuching High... maybe I should give it a try hor??? Still got one more Chinese Essay competition.. (x.x) Tomorrow Gerko.. yeah!! cause I'm going shopping with my good friend and my brother.. wahaha..

Yesterday was Mr. Lau's ceremony... and welcoming Mr. Ivor Lim.. (shh.. revival's coming!! and I'm so major excited!!!!) I was one of the Emcees for the ceremony.. I couldn't help but laugh through the mic (thankfully that noboby heard me laugh) when I announce who's giving gift to Mr. Lau when I saw somebody giving Mr. Lau a teddy bear... so CUTE!! My class is giving a bouquet of flowers.. pity the flowers lah.. everyone wants to hug it and almost squize the flower till die lor..

The day before was kinda unlucky when my school back gate did not open and I was standing under the rain.. my bag, shoes and socks are so wet!! and that night I was having gastric in tuition in Chenistry!! Aduh..

Next Saturday is Valentine's day and hari gantian for my school.. Can't wait to see the vendors selling flowers at the back of my school.. Hmm.. love the decoration.. lol..

The Big Tycoon Comes!!

This thursday our school is going to have a special assembly. A farewell to Mr. Mario a.k.a. Mr Thomas Lau and welcome our very new principle, Mr Ivor Emmanuel Lim. For your information, he is a part-time pastor.. hehe.. I hope he supports ISCF.. (and YCS..)

Today is the first day for school reopen after the one-week Chinese New Year holiday.. I wrote a poem for God in my notebook, haha.. and sleep during Bio class.. lately has been feeling reckless.. dunno why.. I don't feel like doing anything but sleep and play.. (die liao lorh..)

Hmm.. my prefect group was arranged to duty for four days!! Oh dear.. I'm so tired.. Anyway, luckily today I'm free from tuition.. I've been so obsessed with Twillight's song ~ Bella's lullaby ~ River flows in You.. so so so nice.. My cheese cake finish liao.. haha..

Yesterday after tuition, my two good friends came to my house for visiting.. haha.. One of them finished the seaweed crackers (almost.. haha..) and the other help to finish my yam stick.. lol... big thanks to them..

I'm gaining weight after the long holiday.. the last time I check my weight is 56 kg.. but I had no idea how much I weight after the Long new year holiday.. (I'm closing my eyes!!) well, let's just wish everyone all the best in the new year ahead.. and wish myself that I'd smile all the way throughout this year no matter what happens.. in times of sorrow or depression or tired or pressured.. (smile wide wide, laugh loud loud, like you've never done that before..)