I feel like collapsing..

Today.. not really a good day.. cause umm... I can't play badminton as long as I like and I have to go duty (lame excuse?) lol.. anyway.. I have talk to Edmund and he agreed to help me jaga first.. Bought a chinese magazine today.. got chinese test today.. Formal letter.. Kenak marah today cause ponteng to get my PMR cert. (honestly, I hate being scolded and my mood can really change very fast once I get scolded, I could be very angry..) Although I know I was the wrong one.. Haiz.. Call the photo studio, they said it's not "hua suan" cause.. I dunno how to explain.. I scream in class cause I just want to release my tension.. I spelt wrongly for a word.. very embarassing.. I laugh very loud and talk very loud nowadays.. cause I just want to get relax and be myself.. I just wanted to get out from my stressed life and pathetic days.. BIG HUH..

Let's talk about happy things.. I got presents from my friend in Kuching Town.. few biscuits and a lovely keychain.. Thanks a lot!! My friends ate three biscuits.. (I shouldn't tell them I got biscuits.. should have save it all for myself hor??) my cookies are vanishing soon cause everyday coming back keep on eating.. I "couragely" joined the Deklamasi Sajak.. I think I got teased.. and people started asking me, "Amy, you join Si Ge Lang Song har?? " "Yea, yea, yea.. come and support me lah.. lol.."

Overall, I got a bad mood today.. don't ask me why.. I just feel safe to be at home than to be in school.. School is just so freaky.. I hate school. Me parents are still the best ones... they support me a lot... yeah.. big MUAKZ!!

(*If I did write anything offensive, I apologized.. I just feel "ARGHH" and I want to release that anger out.. maybe you think that I am childish and act like a brat.. sorry, this is just ME!! For once in a while I just want to be selfish ok!!! )