Friday, September 17, 2010

*yawning*

Haha.. Today was another usual day for Princess Amy.. haha.. (please let me feel a bit vain about myself for once in a while.. >.<) haha.. muacks..

Well, it's so good to be back in God's arms!!! woohoo~~~!!! haha.. Have a close relationship with God lately.. Raya break is fun for me and at the same time tiring but.. Meaningful!! hehe.. School reopen soon.. So reluctant to go back to shcool.. >.< My Lower Six left one and a half month liao.. Fast eh?? haha.. SO excited..

Hmm.. I've been working part time during this raya break.. earning some pocket money to make myself a new pair of glasses.. hehe.. with my dear cousin.. ^^ My phone spoilt liao.. My heart itchy itchy wanna change new one but hubby want change together with me so have to wait for him.. hahaha.. >.< oh gosh.. having period lately.. it's exhausting though.. but with God, I shall rejoice and not complain!!! hehe..

See this Princess so hyper de.. haha.. well.. *yawning* I wanna enjoy some more gok before my next year arrive.. My deadly year which decides my future.. teehee~~

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Whatever turmoil..

Sigh.. Holiday is here.. But still.. Everyday seems dragging and I don't have the mood to enjoy.. Can't seem to have the holiday mood I used to long for when I was young.. :) I Basically spent my holiday earning money by doing part-time job.. :) I find myself hard to laugh.. but can smile only.. Well, only me can define that smile is a fake one.. Just.. you know.. Don't want anyone else to worry.. :) Except God.. He knows what my heart is thinking.. And only Him, can know what's wrong with me.. :)

Raya is coming.. :) This afternoon I'm going to work again.. Almost these days I didn't really study.. Don't know how to face my exam this year end though.. This holiday seems so packed.. Sigh.. Busy with St. John and my part-time job.. And also my studies of course.. :)

Lately I've been working till very late.. Sleep till 7 or 8 something the next day.. Sometimes I get to catch up with hubby before he went to college.. Other time, I'll blog or eat or study or cook.. :) Mum need to attend her seminar so I'm the one taking over her responsibilities at home.. :)

Life as usual, as I have always said to anyone who asked me.. :) I need to figure out what's wrong with me and what's that little thing bugging my soul and my heart that makes me have serious emotional turmoil.. Lols..

Lately have been going to a camp with my two besties.. And had a fun St. John Night with the rest of the committees.. :) those still manage to put a sincere smile on my face.. But.. now i need to figure out, again, how to put that sincere smile back on my face again.. :)