A moment of grieve and peace

MY aunty's father-in-law just passed away earlt this morning. Was expected that his days are numbered because we're told that he's very sick for the past few months and he no longer can take any food. So me and parents went to their funeral just now after sending brother for tuition.

I like the atmosphere cause it's peaceful and quiet. Flowers with condolences wordings are everywhere. Mum said she liked it because it doesn't scared away people.
I hope mum will receive Christ as Saviour someday. So that I can still meet her up in heaven after we both died. :)

Today I went for church service and sang this old song that I really like very much. It's called: Because He lives. I remembered that when I was younger in my teenage time I used to sing this to comfort myself whenever difficulties striked me. I know Jesus live so shall my fear shall be gone.

Jesus is my all-time hero. :)

A lovely Saturday..

Karen has gone to KL and Canada.. :( nobody to chat with anymore and nobody to hear me babbling and complaining and gossiping.. I only have God and hubby to rely on.. But hubby is not always free.. Even at night we chat, it's not a chat with a sister.. I can't possibly take my hubby as a sister right? Lol..

But, this afternoon, I'm going to facial treatment alone.. Made an appointment with Herbaline at Jalan Song at 2 p.m. They have this RM38 promotion so I'm ging to try out.. Then I plan to go to look for hubby's present for our coming 2nd anniversary.. :) Haven't been buying him anything since his last birthday.. ^^

Lonely at home now, I'm searching for instrumental music. Parents and brother went out for breakfast and dunno go where after that. So I got to use this computer all alone without having to fight with my brother for it..

Got our telematch tshirt already just now at St. John meeting. Veron wasn't present today so I got to think of our station game alone.. Hopefully hubby can be there next week for our station games. <3 miss him lots..

Off flying~

Happy mode on.. ^^

Guess what, exam finally finished!! I'm so glad and feel so free to have this burden off my shoulders for two weeks.. I don't need to see my school teachers who only makes me stressed about this year end publice exam.. No matter how much I'm reluctant to sit for it, I still have to cause it's an order!!!

Nutty me.. Anywhere, my economic teacher gave us back our mikro paper and i just passed! whew~ But we need to do corrections for the paper during the holiday.. At least not so bad.. teehee~

I wanna use this two weeks time to recharge myself fully before school reopen.. Because once school reopen, there will be no more hlidays available until 31st August.. Sad right?

Anyway, today is friday and it's my grandpa's anniversary.. Gonna visit him later at 3.. miss my grandpa.. Lotsa things to tell him.. ^^

Random mood..

Went for a jog today wit karen before she flew off to Canada. Well, sadly to say it rained so we only manage to jog for around 40 minutes. :)

After I reach home, I get frustrated with my dad for smsing me whenever I go out with friends.. It's not the way a person would care for you you know, he's like insulting you with the question: What kind of jogging is this under the rain? I'm so mad about it..

:( sad to say that I"ll be quite lonely today because hubby was not free to accompany me.. I have to fins something else to do in order not to miss him too much.. Tomorrow last paper.. Followed by 2 weeks of school holiday and k-books season with su hui in the library. :)

JIA YOU!!

Continue with yesterday..

Me new blog will probably starts end of the year.. or the latest is after my exam.. Will be posting random stuff and opinions on certain things and issues.. :)

Today P.A. luckily quite easy de.. except bahagian E :( well, no else looking back so might as well look forward to tomorrow.. Going off to study business liao.. Friday's here.. hehe.. can't wait to finish my exam and after that I"m free!!!!

I'm startinng new..

well, I create a new blog for myself.. :) It's all about my interests and hobbies and I might learn something new and post in there to share with everyone.. :) photos will be uploaded too..

This blog my diary my life and my story will be more to my daily life stories.. you guys can continue to read on if you want to or visit my new websites also can.. hehe..

Tomorrow is my exam liao.. and I'm still blogging here.. LOL.. :D

Just a day i suppose..

My uncle pass away yesterday and today is his funeral.. He's a Christian so we had a simple funeral at a Kenyalang church near Kuching Town.. the sevice was very creepy. *U'd know if you attend their service* well, was really tired after coming back from the funeral.. I didn't go to the family dinner tonight.. Lazy to go..

Now, I want to sleep.. so sleepy and lazy and tired.. Lol.. I'll be away for home for 3 days 2 nights cause my grandma need company so I'll be going over to sleep with her.. :) gonna miss my bed badly de..

Anyway, I got my leg hurt and injured.. probably because of the hot weather and my sweat.. haha.. friction between my legs and ended up with red patches and bruises.. so painful.. T.T but thank goodness they're all gone now..

I don't like going to school anymore.. My ekon teacher say I can't pass.. She mentioned all the girls name that will pass except me.. I don't care anymore whether I'm petulent or not but it intrigued me just because I didn't draw a graph for her.. :( sweat.. whatever.. I know I don't like ekonomi anymore..

That's all for now, mum's oven spoilt ki.. She's sad about it.. Now mum wants to use ler.. gotta go.. bye!

the night before my day :)

I'm always anxious to know what's in store for my birhtday every year.. hehe.. and finally tonight is the last night I live up as an 18 year-old teenage girl.. XD quite reluctant to say goodbye though.. >< I'm gonna turn 19 officailly when the clock stikes 12 a.m. later.. :(

Well well.. thanks to all my cute close buddies who are heering up and making my days more meaningful than usual.. teehee.. parents were asking what I want for my birthday.. was thinking wheher to get the big dolphin which only costs rm 21.90 nia.. >< (as big as my upper part body.. hehe.. )

C'mon!! I got to smile for myself and for everybody who loves me.. I want them to see me happy then they wouldn't be worry.. Tomorrow I wanna smile.. I know hubby want me to laugh.. hehe..

Raining now.. Hopefully tomorrow won't rain ler.. hehe.. I love everyone in my life!!! Especially those who always stand by my side whenever I need you guys.. *MUACKSSSS*