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It's officially less than 100 days down to SPM.. x.x Haiz.. I'm still fooling around doing nothing except attending seminars and tuitions.. Lol..

Anyway.. It's Friday.. Two more weeks down to Mock.. x.x Teachers are drilling us all with past year papers questions and questions from other states.. Lol.. Reminds me when I was sitting for my PMR.. hehe..

Nothing much to say actually.. My gastric pain come back again.. T.T I don't want to go back to school yet.. One week holiday is too short for me. (Hey, don't get too comfortable for too long!!) Okies.. I'd try to change.. Lord.. I'm praying for your mercy and forgiveness.. I hope You would give me guidance to lead me through my complicated life.. Haiz.. I need not fear where I am going when God is going with me is it? Ok.. I trust you Lord.. I believe in You.. ^^

An. Other. Day.

Today is Monday. Went to Sri Sarjana seminar for physics and chemistry. Boring.. End up chit-chating with my friends. Lol..

Talk about something that I'm hooked about then.. SHOPPING!! Yeah! Went to The Spring to visit the new MBO cinema. Nice.. So much better than the Star Cineplex and the Riverside de.. Plus, for couples, they're lucky!! There are a lot of shops selling couple stuff like couple bears with expensive choxolates and flowers and etc. I love the LOLLIPOP shop cause they sell Hello Kitty stuffs!! Whee... so darn cute.. T.T I want to buy the hairdryer.. sob sob.. anyway, went there with my family and aunt.. The outside cinema is a bit awkward for us cause they were all couples around.. hardly can see any family.. (Yea, we're the odd one out..) My aunt and I went to The Face Shop to try out the nail polish.. I had this pink coulour on my littlest nail and I adore it!! Went to Padini and shop for shoes.. Well, I fall in love with a RM 100+ stylish, trendy high heels.. but end up..haiz. there's a 70% offer for sandals. RM17+ per pair and they're actually quite nice.. But still, after spm only shop ba.. haha..

I love my Saturday night.. It's so carefree.. But last night was a very tiring Sunday night.. cause I half headache and then chat till I sleep.. haha..

T.T I still got 3 more days to go for the seminar.. Don't feel like going anymore ler.. Not fun at all.. I still have 3 more weeks down to my Mock.. I'm dying.. But wait, I need not fear where I am going when Gd is going with me.. If I do my part, God will do his part.. ^^

Aloha..

It's been a long long time that I have not type my blog ler.. and Finally today I got the chance to dance my dingers on the keyboard to write my daily life story..

Last night went to Borneo Convention Centre to join the Destiny '09 Conference by Pastor Kevin from K.L. from City Harvest Church. It was a fun night.. The EBC even invite The Generation Band to perform.. It was a sign of revival.. My teacher keep on reminding me that last year i had choosen revival for our ISCF theme.. So, I really felt God has spoken to me vividly. Leading ISCG is not easy, but by God's grace, I rated myself that God has helped me through to do a good job.. All the glory goes to God.

P. Kevin spoke on Isaiah 60:1 - Arise, shine, for the glory is upon you. God's glory is all over the place. I sang one very nice hymn that has the power enough to make the Holy Spirit flow through me and make me cry. I kept my heart peace and prepare this heart for a time of worship with God. This hymn is How Great Thou Art. I listened to Carrie Underwood's version. Her voice is very poerwful. Last night, one of the performers told us that the greatest instrument that God has made, is not the guitar, not the violin, not the drum or anything.. is our voice.. We are given voice to live to give him praise.

I realised all these days I have made myself in busy-ness.. I never calm down myself and give myself peace.. I lost something down inside my soul.. I'm thirst for something that can't be explained with words.. Then till last night I joined the conference, I finally join a worship service. It felt safe to serve this Almighty God. It felt like home. It's the feeling I've lost. Now I've found it.

It's true that Pastor said that no matter what we want to do for God, STUDY hard first!!! cause to make our dream comes true, we need faith, wisdom and integrity. And every dream starts small, every dream needs one person to be crazy enough to do those unthinkable things. God has told me so much last night through pastor. God is so near to my heart. When I look around, I know something great is going to happen.. soon.. in future.. but we need to keep being faithful. What we sow is what we reap. And don't stay too comfortable for too long..=)

Be tough, k?

If a soul is afraid of dying,
Then it will never learn to survive..

If we are afraid of breaking,
Then we will never learn to dance..

If we are afraid of getting hurt,
Then we will never learn to be strong..

If we are afraid of falling,
Then we will never learn to fly..

If we are afraid of losing,
Then we will never learn to appreciate..

If we are afraid of crying,
Then we will never learn to be happy..

If we are afraid of stormy rain,
Then we will never get to see the sunshine behind..

Lol..

Today is Friday.. Haha.. Anyway, today as usual.. Nothing much to say.. Uncle.. Get well soon oh..

Oh ya, my friends are forming a gang to go down to canteen everyday and chit-chat.. That 15 minutes are so precious.. haha.. Graduating soon.. I feel like I'm so old ler.. lol..

That's all.. Bye bye.. Hehe..

Shopaholic's diary

The shoe paradise is driving me mad.. haha.. Few days back, I was shooping with my friends at Sarawak Plaza.. So there we went into Lea Centre.. WoW!!! High heels everywhere.. and I just felt like screaming.. haha.. too bad.. all are expensive and high class shoes.. =D no money, no talk..

Anyway, Saturday was fun.. It's a nice day for shopping.. And we have Taekwondo annual general meeting.. and other club AGM in the morning.. It's the time when we finally pass the post to the juniors and let them lead.. ^^ Lol.. Hopefully they will do well..

Oopsy.. got to go now.. Haha..