Happy "Niu" Year

This year it's the ox turn to rule the year.. My zodiac sign is Taurus.. but for the Chinese I'm the monkey... haha.. anyway.. talking about my CNY celebration.. I hung out more with my parents... Everyone was asking me how old am I and when I told them I'm Form 5 already, they're like: "Aiyo., so fast liao ah?" and blah blah blah... going on asking me what I want to be next time, and what I want to pursue next time, and etc. Wow.. I guess I'm considered a young adult.. hehe.. kinda exciting... cause that means I'm given permission soon to wear high heels ..

Besides, I ate a lot this year.. I only visited Dr. Lau's house on the 2nd day with my fellow classmates and Tzer Ern's house on the 4th day.. there're only two friends who came to visit me this year.. Tzer Ern and Yun Yi.. (thanks a lot!!) I got quite a lot of angpau, and oh gosh, everyone is praising my cheese cake... I'm so on cloud nine.. wahaha.. erhem... I'm so happy..

I haven't done any of my homework yet.. haiz.. got two dinners these both days.. I'm so going to gain weight liao.. die die.. I'm scared I can't wear my prefect uniform when school reopens... (praying hard to control my appetite) hehe...

Anyway... all the best in this "Niu Nian". Smile always..!!!

It's Tomorrow!!

Oh, I just drop by to type something out.. I baking cheese cake today!!! Ah.. yummy... tonight got reunion dinner.. at my Grandma's house.. tonight go shopping at The Spring and Everise.. haha.. shopaholic.. I haven't buy any nail polish for myself yet.. That has become a tradition for me every year to buy nail polish before Chinese New Year.. might be buying magenta or purplish red or marron?? See first..

Umm.. busy decorating my house this morning.. almost finish... Oh, by the way, I'm so so so so happy that my parents granted my wish.. they bought "mei hua" to decorate the living room.. Thanks mum and dad... (Ok, I'm nuts.. lol...) whatever.. Got to go soon... have to do the last chore.. mop the floor!! haha.. bye..

Excitement.. =)

Hmm.. so early in the morning I was sitting right in front of my computer typing this blog out.. Guess what? I'm learning guitar!! and I lern with the help of my senior and from my friend ans classmate.. Yesterday was quite fun for me to go to Reservoir Park with a gang of friends to do moral projects and to play... Ah... those unforgettable childhood memories again! Lol.. Anyway, even playing with my friends.. I felt a bit silly... I felt like crying.. (what's wrong with me, huh?) I won't have much time till the first day of Chinese New Year, only then I'll update my blog again cause there are so many things left to do.. haiz.. very busy indeed.. Oh btw, I have one week holiday for enjoying.. wakaka.. and doing my homework.. lalala.. I'm glad CNY is on the way coming.. and most of all, one day left!! I can't wait to try out my new shoes and clothes.. My friend has bought a lot of cool stuff and she kept on telling me about that.. (eee.. a bit jealous) Anyway, we should be thankful for what we have, isn't it?? haha..

Oh, and best of all.. Xin Nian Kuai Le, Wan Shi Ru Yi... Say cheese!!! God bless!!

Missing memories

These few days have been very sentimental for me.. Especially today.. Wah... I went back to my primary school to give my two beloved teachers "orange" and new year cards.. I miss them.. Oh.. my English teacher has become so slim... wow.. but my class teacher is still the same.. forever the pretty one... haha... I miss them a lot.. well, the part that make me feel like crying is when they gave me wishes to work hard and strive for what I want to achieve in life.. Haiz... I hope I have the chance to visit them again on Teacher's Day.. hopefully I can.. Well, these few days I went shopping a lot with my parents at night, especially after my tuition.. I really appreciate those moments.. it's such a long time that I haven't stick to them without my brother following.. so, it's just three of us.. nice.. but sometimes my brother follows also can lah.. Anyway, it's a family moment... (grinning wide..) Just for your information, I won't be going out much with my friends or classmates during Chinese New Year.. cause I wanna stick to my family, especially my parents.. it's the bond lying in among your family members anyway.. But, I'm really happy that a lot of friends are coming to my house during New Year.. I hope they keep their words.. haha.. cause I'm making dishes for them.. see, I'm so sentimental.. lol.. By the way, I feel really thankful for what I have today, and all this while... Thanks Lord!!

I miss God.. (He's got all my hearts.. wahaha..)
I love my family..
I love mum...
I love dad..
I love Ah Khai (my bro...)
I love myself.. for the way I am..
I love my teachers..
I love my friends..

And.. best of all... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Somewhere nearby...

Hola.. well, it's a sunday again.. today I vowed to complete my add. maths homework in the afternoon.. which I'll start soon after typing this blog. Lol.. I have change my computer recently, so I'll be able to use MSN messenger.. anyway.. It's near CNY and I'm so excited.. It might be the last new year over here.. I'm weirdo lately... seems to be so sentimental about small things happening around me.. Oh, yesterday was really fun when I hang out with a bunch of friends at Parkson after Gerko... There's a friend of mine coming back to Kuching for holiday from Australia.. Another friend of mine, Jeanne has migrating to Aussie too.. (Why is Australia so famous??? Everyone went there to study?? I wonder..) First time playing bowling, and it turned out that first time I striked!! Woah.. but towards the end.. all went into the "longkang".. haha.. And today my right hand becomes painful... Sighing.. well, that the price i have to pay after being wild to release my depression lately.. I've been so tired.. and I'm going to catch up my homework soon... Ever since school reopen until today.. I almost didn't do my homework.. well, part of them actually.. whatever..

I feel very happy and contented recently.. and found some nice and touching Christian songs.. ^^ Yeah!! God Reigns overall...

Oh No!!!

Tons and tons of homework are coming in.. I need oxygen!! I can't breathe.. haiz... I get so fed up already le.. lol.. this week is my club very first official meeting. and this Saturday is First Gerko.. wah... busy busy busy.. and yet I still got time for typing out this blog.. lol.. this is what you call curi tulang after getting very pek chek.. wakaka..

Anyway, busy for almost everything.. I can't finish my add. maths.. I just don't understand why I can't do fast.. I need a lot of time to think it is logic or not to use this formula.. or spending every micro minute wondering why is this like that and etc.. and keep scrathing my head and gets very fed up because most of the time I'm careless for my stupid mistake.. How do I score A for add maths.. wah.. crying liao..

Wish me luck ya.. I really don't have time for doing extra add maths other than doing school add. maths homework and tuition one's.. still need time for other subjects too!!!! Wailing here!!

I wish.. I wish..

I wish my soar throat would get better.. by Friday???

I wish I'm still young.. to enjoy my childhood.. especially when I see my brother so free and senang.. sob sob..

I wish I'm taller.. which seems quite impossible.. lol...

I wish I'm still in Form 4, cause I haven't master my add maths, physics and chemistry yet...

I wish I 'm a carefree, happy-go-lucky type of person... but I have abundant of homework to be completed, and that worries me and makes me to have more wrinkles on my face.. waa..(wailing!!)

I wish.. I wish.. I wish... I wish everything can turn out what I have hope for.. I wish everything would still be the same, and not a single thing changes... I wish that God can help me to grant one of my wish (*wink wink)...

Raining Blues..

It has been raining a lot lately, and the most irritating things is that my clothes are wet.. But the best thing about raining is if you're sleeping, that's the most comfortable environment without air-con.. haha.. Any way, I'm getting better now.. but still, my tranchea is blocked with mucus.. very very uncomfortable..

My school has this orientation for two days. The first day I was sick, so I didn't go.. the second day was fun too, but it's always the first day better.. Well, good news, my club has more and more people coming in.. Yeah!! Praise the Lord!! But, I'm going to get pretty busy soon.. Lol..
Oh, by the way, my cookies are sold.. keke..

Meeting with the other committees on Friday.. Basically, we planned the whole year activities already.. haha.. Going to have station games and one day comp this year.. T-shirt has to be done by the end of this month.. Lotsa homework gok.. sob sob.. any way, I'm very looking forward for my club's first official metting next week.. Gee.. I'm excited..

I can't write more.. since I haven't finished my other things too.. Might not be able to blog that frequently this year.. Busy for SPM.. My class is getting tense.. so.. gotta work hard for my straight As... =) Good Luck everyone.. God Bless..

So sick..

The second day of school reopen.. Lol.. everything's the same.. It's just that I'm very unlucky that I fall sick lately.. Sighing.. Flu, headache, and fever.. Today I'm feeling extra terrible.. I can't go for orientation tomorrow.. sob sob.. I hope they can handle it.. *crossing fingers..

Hmm.. today I'm suppose to attend my first BM tuition.. and since that I'm so sick.. My mum gave me permission to skip the tuition class.. yipee... I need to sleep earlier too..

Today Moral teacher gave us pop quiz.. sienz.. BC teacher already gave us homework.. still need to check our file next coming period.. today stay back for prefect committee meeting.. tired.. but we finished earlier and we end up gossiping for half an hour.. lolz.. so bored..

I'm starting to like my seat in class.. centre and clear.. even though previously I'm complaining a lot about being "left out" by my frineds.. I guess it's a blessing.. except that my classmate in front of me is a bit taller than me.. hehe.. Mostly guys sitting around me.. they all told lame jokes and "sensored" jokes.. haiz.. thank you Lord.. for that special seat.. ( I can concentrate more this year..)

Today teacher asked us to write resolutions for 2009.. here are a few things that I wrote in my exercise book..
1) reach for my dream.. become a fashion designer (Fashion design, here I come..!!)
2) get closer to my family... keke..
3) hope to find one true friend / best friend
4) score straight A's for SPM
5) Live life to the fullest
6) Smile and be happy everyday..
7) Spend less money
8) Complain less about my life
9) Laugh more, live longer, hate less, love more, smile wider, do more, enjoy more, work
harder, be friendlier, be crazier, more creative, praise more!!

A day I call the DOOM day

Sunday.. last day holiday before school reopen.. sighing again.. lotsa things going on lately.. I'm cracking my head to think of how to carry out my ISCF orientation.. I hope I don't disappoint God.. I'm nervous.. again.. I don't know what else to do other than worrying about my upcoming Form 5 hectic miserable life.. I'm breathless.. I need oxygen..

Worst of all, I'm going to wear full prefect uniform tomorrow to school, well, good thing.. umm.. I'm going to sit at the very back of the class tomorrow.. and NO one sits with me... Because Karen and Felicia had spot a very good seats for themselves.. well, I'm that unlucky.. so.. alone in Form 5, I guess.. even I'm worrying about my seats in the Physics lab and Chemistry lab.. I'm worry about my homework, my assignment, my family (Dad got depression lately..), my friendship (I'm afraid to be alone..) my everything.. my clubs... my performance... my scholarship, my university.. my future.. blah blah blah..

I hope I can smile more this year, despite everything already started badly.. I'll try to be optimist.. lol.. (wink wink)

Even though everything turns out bad, but still, I have a lovely family and a GOOD Father behind me.. to support all the way in my life..

THANK YOU!!!

Crabby Crab Crab..

Today, 3rd of January.. Tired. I just came back form dinner.. Guess what? I ate crab.. I ordered 6 crabs, and at the end, we all can't finish them.. lol.. Today went to school for cleaning and coolecting text books.. Late for school and end up, sit at a very not-nice seat.. Haiz.. went for shopping.. buy one necklace and a shirt.. So, I guess my new year clothes are enough le.. now only count down to Chinesse New Year.. and helping out doing house chores.. ^.^ School reopen soon... nervous breakdown.. I'm so so very very nervous... especially about going to school and school reopen... SPM EXAM year!!!
Sighing.. lately has been busy shopping and making cookies... so kinda tired... but I'm very satisfied with my cookie product.. hehehe..
Actually even my parents brought me to eat crab tonight, I was a bit emotional.. I won't have that much chance to eat like that anymore, since school is reopen soon... and we'll get very busy... and I'll get very stressful.. and I'll be busy for my SPM.. and ...
I guess tonight will be the sweetest dinner with my family, and also the sweetest crab I've ever eaten in my entire life ... among the dinner that we have in the past few years... =) Lol.. I feel like crying...
Lord.. guide me in this brand new year.. and be my shepherd to lead me through the tough times I'm going to face this year.. I'm so nervous..