Sunday.. last day holiday before school reopen.. sighing again.. lotsa things going on lately.. I'm cracking my head to think of how to carry out my ISCF orientation.. I hope I don't disappoint God.. I'm nervous.. again.. I don't know what else to do other than worrying about my upcoming Form 5 hectic miserable life.. I'm breathless.. I need oxygen..
Worst of all, I'm going to wear full prefect uniform tomorrow to school, well, good thing.. umm.. I'm going to sit at the very back of the class tomorrow.. and NO one sits with me... Because Karen and Felicia had spot a very good seats for themselves.. well, I'm that unlucky.. so.. alone in Form 5, I guess.. even I'm worrying about my seats in the Physics lab and Chemistry lab.. I'm worry about my homework, my assignment, my family (Dad got depression lately..), my friendship (I'm afraid to be alone..) my everything.. my clubs... my performance... my scholarship, my university.. my future.. blah blah blah..
I hope I can smile more this year, despite everything already started badly.. I'll try to be optimist.. lol.. (wink wink)
Even though everything turns out bad, but still, I have a lovely family and a GOOD Father behind me.. to support all the way in my life..
THANK YOU!!!
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