Hi bloggy..

Hi my dear bloggy... long time didn't drop by to tell my life stories ler.. hehe.. miss my blog.. =D

I'm happy and tired at the same time.. (anyone understand this feeling?) lol.. Guess what?? WE WON the debate!!!! Yahooo!!! Felicia, Karen and me WON the debate!!! wahahaha... next round would be against 5S2 ler.. scared of Kim Chern, Cheryl and Seth.. T.T I'm so tired at the same time.. cause lotsa things haven't finish doing.. (any yet I still got time to type this..) lol... First, my brother has serious food poisoning these two days.. so he was absent for school for two days.. kolian.. pity him.. wake up twice last night to vomit.. haiz.. Khai.. get well soon wor..

Felicia is sick, Uncle also sick, Karen also sick.. my brother also sick.. everyone so pity.. guess I have to take care of so many people around me lor.. haha.. I got headache recently.. dunno why.. since last Friday.. and it's on and off.. lol.. Today I also accidentally cut my finger.. end up Mal got scared and turn pale.. (a bit sarcastic.. haha..) But it did bleed a lot.. Fiona Sie helped me to bandage.. thanks Fiona.. go home change plaster.. haiz.. still painful.. T.T why so careless??

What else hor? oh ya.. dunno what happen to my class.. recently very meriah.. talk a lot of future things.. karen, felicia and me were volunteering to be bridesmaid of anybody's wedding.. and talk about crazy stuffs.. Karen very naughty and she drew tattoo on my arm.. haha.. mine better than hers.. end up when i drew one dot on her arm.. Hoong Yeee was teasing how come the mole de hair so long?? and today we kept on laughing and laughing until we nearly lost breath and voice for debate.. luckily we didn't..

Today was fun.. Tomorrow still got Spelling Bee competition.. x.x i want to pengsan ler.. today decorate noticeboard till I nearly fell off from a table.. T.T now really headache.. (why you have to come back and make me suffer.. go away lar, headache..) haiz..

By thw way, those who are sick.. Get well soon wor.. Will pray for you guys..=D

Lunch Gathering

Buffet at Four Points Sheraton.. My cousin Linda 'chia' us eat cause she's going to KL to work.. T.T I was so full already... cause I already eat at the carnival liao.. but I was greedy.. anyway RM30 buffet per person and my 2nd uncle already pay for me.. how could I not take any food? Besides, I can't resist the delicious temptations.. so I go for the second round again.. There's my youngest uncle (from S'pore).. my uncle (Gu Zhang) um.. my aunt's husband, my dad's side.. and my dad cutting something.. oh yeah.. it's the chocolate cake .. dad looked so happy when he ate chocolate cake.. hahaha...

My Grandma.. she loves taking photo.. so take one picture of her lor... haha.. She just loves camera... =D so cute..

These are the things that I took.. all are desserts and I finish them.. I'm so going to gain weight.. T.T umm.. comments about the food.. ok lar.. average... they are puddings, cakes, rich chocolate desserts.. (very sweet.. eww..) but the chocolate cake is definitely nice.. I want to go back and eat the chocolate cake again..

Felicia and Karen.. I'm so sorry.. the two plates of spaghetti is the reason I skipped Taekwondo... My cousin ordered for me two plates with different taste.. T.T the white one is the mushroom and the red one is the tomato salsa.. i think.. I have to finish both of them cause my brother can't help with his big bowl of laksa and one plate of chicken rice.. I eat till I nearly burst.. T.T

Sob sob.. the ais kacang that my cousin took for my brother.. I can't eat.. cause I haven't finish my spaghetti at that time.. i eat one mouth already kenak scolded by my brother.. then my brother took honeystar and coco-crunch with milk again.. I want to eat!! My brother so mean don't allow me to eat.. cause I haven't finish my spaghetti yet.. It's my favourite flavour.. blueberry with sea coconut and longan etc.. T.T

That's the cousin who is going to KL for work.. her name is Linda.. haha.. taking picture with our beloved Grandma.. Dad was at the side.. my brother took the picture.. not me.. hehe..

My 2nd uncle.. the one who always tickles me.. he's been very naughty.. haha.. he told Linda that it's the Last Supper (inside Bible).. very cute.. like prize-giving ceremony.. lol.. My dad said since he took the bread (which is actually a handkerchief) who else dare to eat?? haha.. Overall, Saturday was really an enjoyable day.. I skipped Taekwondo meeting and training.. so I didn't learn the coming-up upgrading pattern..

At night was Earth hour.. I was outside eating at Batu Lintang.. My dinner started at 9 p.m. till 10 p.m... so late.. whatever.. mum was out too cause she got gathering with her secondary sch. classmates.. my house was dark so I considerd myself joining the Earh hour lar.. hehe.. Kuching city also took part in the Earth hour campaign..

Whenever my youngest uncle coming back from S'pore, we'll always eat and eat and eat.. like today Sunday, lunch eat again at "The Heritage".. eat till so full.. I think I can puasa ler.. tonight no tuition.. teacher was away for Ching Ming.. soon.. I'm going to have a nap.. later do homework.. =D hehe.. This morning went to visit Grandpa's cemetry.. wake up so early.. kinda tired liao.. =)

My Saturday

Here we are in the Carnival Pengajian Tinggi.. We arrived there at around 10 sth.. then end up we skip the ceramah.. haha.. we scroll throught every booth.. having lotsa fun.. haha..

Our Teachers and Kian Pei and Kelly chit-chating.. after we've visited every booth.. overall the pameran is ok.. just that it's abit unfair that some of the universities rejected Chinese to study in their campus.. lol.. so.. u kinda know what universities are they lar if they reject you because you're a Chinese..

Brochures.. after we finishing visiting every booth.. we're so restless and tired.. Teacher even asked: "Finish shopping already?" haha.. You haven't see what the teachers are taking with them only.. they have big and small bags with them.. I was teasing Mal that if we really go shopping like this, we could spend more than RM100 ++.. for the teachers would be around RM1000++... haha..

Haiya that Kelly.. always sms.. want to take a picture for him also cannot look over here.. still grinning like that and busy typing.. hahaha... we're actually in Stadium Perpaduan.. quite far from school..

That's Joyce and Doris.. can you see the shoe? It belongs to Jorim.. the one behind Doris is Catherine.. we're on the way back to school.. the Carnival offers a lot of delicacy.. which make us so full and save our lunch fee.. haha.. muffins.. rojak.. cakes.. cheese cakes.. karipap.. fried dumplings.. mee.. etc.. we're having lotsa fun there.. =D It's a great trip..

Recent Updates..

Hmm.. Karen was busy finding points from her documents and form internet.. Karen looked so serious..

Felicia is very busy with.. phone.. see? so many phones in front of her.. the one that Karen holding one is fake de.. she's only busy with the one that she's listening and in her hand de...

Me busy recording my points.. while listening to Felicia's idea and rebutal.. I'm the third speaker.. T.T

Twisties for supper break.. Everyone loves twisties.. =D hahaha.. wish us luck for the debate.. =)

Perfectly Beautiful

This is my new year shoes.. lol.. I always wanted to post photos up into my blog.. but I finally succeeded doing it yesterday but not enough time to type things out.. haha.. so I only manage to type them out today (Sunday).. these photos in this post are very meaningful to me.. cause they are part of my life's memories.. =D

This photo is taken when we're in Dr. Lau's house during Chinese New Year.. Everyone is watching Disney Channel... lol..

Did you see Dr. Lau inside the photo? The one wearing the red t-shirt de... Joyce was making a sign of "peace".. Kok Ann making a monkey look... Kian Pei standing up dunno what he's looking and doing.. Kim siang and Fabian taking food prepared by teacher.. Aaron Chia dunno doing what.. hahaha.. everyone was cute.. =D

The Girl's Group.. Everyone was adorable in their outfit... hehe..

Oh.. this one is my last year Christmas celebration dinner.. Home-made steamboat by mummy.. yummy yum yum.. It's actually during Christmas Eve.. I forgot to take picture of my Christmas tree.. haiz.. wait till this year's Christmas lar... lol...

My brother being a Spiderman or Batman.. I forgot which.. we were inside my dad's car when Daddy drove the family to Serian.. i think.. lol.. forgot liao.. we were playing my camera.. nothing to do mar after woke up inside the car..

Me and mum.. nah.. that is my original haircut (last year) before cut my hair.. mum was so cute when she did the "peace" sign.. haha... we were actually waiting for the steamboat to get boiled.. sorry... my photos are in a mess and i didn't arranged them in a proper way.. hehe.. that was also during Christmas Eve dinner.. same as the steamboat above.. lol..

Oh.. there we are... Form left, Felicia, Karen and I.. we were playing with the camera and took some pictures cause last year le mar.. for memories.. haha.. Friendship Forever... We were in Karen's house.. eating and visiting.. haha..

As life goes by..

Today is Friday.. Tomorrow we are going to have our Gerko activities.. and tomorrow I'm going to the Carnival Pengajian Tinggi.. after Ms. Chai came to our class and threatened us.. lol.. anyway.. tomorrow.. feels like I'm going to be very busy.. Before Taekwondo training starts, we still have a short meeting to discuss about the trip..

I'm a bit down lately.. lol.. tired.. restless.. results overall are ok.. =D (Did I mention it earlier? ) ISCF newsletter is coming out.. Yipee!! The title is "The Cross" .. I'm so thrilled.. Oh, forget to mention.. I'm joining the debate.. last year in Kuching High liao.. then our topic is "Single-sex school is better than Co-ed schools" (Die Die..) Our team consists of the famous three.. Karen, Felicia and me.. lol.. We're against 5S3.. 5S1 is against 5S2..
Next wednesday (1st April )is our debate competition.. T.T We're going to meet at Karen's house tonight to discuss about it and rehearse...

Today Mr. Principal gave each of the AJK a form to fill in our personal details and achievements.. dunno why.. Even the teachers were given that too.. Pn. Loo said that maybe he wants to know us more?? lol.. I'm going to stay back in school for the extra Biology lesson starting from next Tuesday.. Good.. cause since the teacher wants to help me to get A1, why not.. =D Pn. Loo said that she also wanted to find some time to coach my BM.. lol... Thanks teacher... hopefully my SPM results can get better.. =)

A lot of cholarships offered.. Karen told me there's one about Fashion Marketing and Management programme or was it a Fashio Design thingy.. I forgot which... organised by UCSI.. very interested eh.. Raffles Design by Kuala Lumpur said that they are coming to our school too to give a talk.. I'm so waiting for it!!

Anyway.. Life as usual... I just hope that everything goes back to normal position.. everything's gonna be ok, isn't it?? It will be... haiz.. I'm going to be tough and strong... ^^

Voice . Hear Them

I thought today would be a very disastrious for me.. guessing that my chemistry and add maths might fail... But it turns out... All passed!!! Lol.. Thank you, Lord!! But still my mood went down.. Aren't I supposed to be satisfied with all my results pass? Aren't I grateful that everything turns out unexpectedly good?

Recess, I met up with my fellow club members.. have a short meeting and a prayer.. Alex suddenly appeared beside me.. suddenly feel that he's quite tall.. I feel so short.. Lol.. then go back to class, I showed my friends the class t-shirt design.. Good... everyone loves it... I'm going to send to the shop to manufacture on Saturday.. =D

Something troubled me a lot lately... Makes me feel like crying every night..
This morning, I opened up my "Our Daily Bread". God knows exactly what I'm facing... And Karen has send me a very lovely email last night.. So by God's grace.. I manage to go through every moments.. ^^ hehe.. I realised that when I go through heartaches.. they are the scars that God has left behind when He struggled so much not willing to let me be hurt and not wanting me to go.. He will not take me to the place where there is no grace of God there... I start to treasure the scars.. It is not ugly at all... they are the signs of God's love... when we go through heartbreaks, dont' fret.. don't be sad.. God is on hold... He's always there.. I wasn't ready to go to school this morning.. but God said this to me, " My child, I'm here". So soft, so tender.. I finally have the courage to go to school.. and give my faith to God and told myself all the way.. "God is with me"..

Smile.. =D

School reopen.. first day... very reluctantly wake up to go to school... Guess what.. expected.. Exams papers are given back... well, to summarise the whole thing.. the overall results for today.. not bad lah.. lol.. I don't really want to go into detail about my result.. still not satisfied.. but still, thank God for everything.. =D

I got my haircut last Friday.. that @#$%* hair barber cut my hair till so short.. T.T Origianlly my hair is until my waist.. (I'm very proud of my hair.. lol..) then I just ask him to trim and cut the front.. ten he cut my hair till so short.. until my shoulder.. T.T I didn't expect him to cut till that short eh.. haiz..

I brought my homemade cheese cake to school today.. they said it was nice (grinning wide and proud of my own baking skill.. ) wahahaha... anyway.. only then this mornign I went to school, on the way to school actually.. I suddenly thought many things which are actually not yet DONE!! (x.x)

Sigh... back to school.. time to get the engine started.. time for SPM rehearsal.. =( I wish I can skip SPM and straight away go to college.. then I can study my favourite Fashion Design.. =D

Walk Away

I guess I should've known better,
to believe I'm a lucky chain, Oh.
I lent my heart out forever,
and finally learned each other's names.

I tell myself, "this time it's different."
No goodbyes, cause eyes can't bear to say it."
I'll never survive on one that's coming",
If I stay, Ooh!

Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. Oh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Ooh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk) Away-aye-aye, yeah.

I really wish I could blame you, but I know
That it's no one's fault. No, No. No, No
Cinderella with no shoe,
and the prince that doesn't know he's lost.
He says that her face is so familiar, and
Goodbye with just the same old song.
But this time I will not surrender!
'Cause I'm gone, Ooh, yeah!

Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. Oh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Ooh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk) Away-aye-aye, yeah.

Ooh, I've got to let it go.
Start protecting my heart and soul.
Cause I don't think I'll survive a goodbye again.
Not again!

Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back.
Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad.
You know I'm strong, but I can't take that.
Before It's too late. (Before It's Too Late!)
Oh, just Walk Away!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away) Walk Away, Walk Away, yeah!
(Walk, Walk, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away, All right!
(Walk Away, Walk Away, Yeah, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away.
(Oh, Walk, Walk, Walk Away!) Walk Away, Walk Away, Ooh..Ooh..

Realistic vs. Fairy Tale

I just wayched "Confessions of A Shopaholic" last night.. nice movie.. I'll plan to buy original cd if I can.. cause the pirated one I can't understand the English...

Love the story cause Rebecca is a shopaholic and she quoted that when she shops, life gets better, the world gets better.. Everything is like a fairy tale.. so wowwy.. But in the end, to clear her debts, she sold evrything including her favourite green scarf.. She lied to the man that she likes, let her best friend down by selling the bridesmaid gown that Suze has specially made for her just to get into the television.. But her parents love her the most by standing up with her to face her serious financial problem.. ^^

So, in real life, do you stick to your own life? or would you choose fairy tale life where everything turns out perfect and there will be a prince charming waiting for you or a princess destined to be your queen, instead searching them so hard in real life? If you ask me.. I hope both can blend in together.. lol.. Besides, I also watch the Disney Movie "Twitches Too" yesterday.. nice movie.. Love the twins cause they are both having magic.. haha..

My good friend finally has a new blog.. haha.. Hope everything goes well.. School holiday only left two days for me to enjoy.. time is flying.. sigh.. A lot of people's b'day in March.. I'm kinda broke after spending money on their presents.. lol.. nvm.. last year already.. =)

Amazing Grace

Guess what? A magazine was sent to me today... It was like a key to solve my problems I'm having right now.. God's answer finally arrived... His awesome wisdom... I just admired that He's everywhere to listen to the deepest of my heart..

So.. i finally find the best way to solve my problem.. the key finally unlocks the riddle... to choose the best out from the worst.. well, actually.. not really.. but at least i found the clue to unlock them.. and at least I felt so much better now.. so much lighter...

Oh, btw... my cheese cake... i would rate 80% out of 100%.. love the oreo cheese.. but i considered the crust of the cake a failure.. love the Oreo.. lol..

Today thursday.. kinda tired.. yesterday watched movie with all my close friends... Love Matters... kinda meaningful... but throughout the whole movie I almost like cover my face? lol.. haha..

Anyway, school reopen soon... i have to see all those bloddy red marks on my test papers again... scary...

Dun worry... by God's amazing grace... I think I'll get through.. Trust God.. =D

Passion for Cheesecake..

Well, Im typing this while waiting the crust of my cheese cake to turn firm in the fridge..

I actually created my own version of recipe.. guess what, it's home-made Oreo cheesecake.. wow.. I haven't give it a name... lol..

Holiday as usual.. go for tuitions and do homework and do house chores..

Last Friday I went to school for duty at night... It's a fund-raising activity where the rebuilding committees distributing brochures and DVDs to encourage parents and ex-Highians to donate as much as possible to help to rebuild our school...

School SPM results are out too.. Our new principal is very proud of our school results.. only 3 straight A1s this year.. but 30 straights As.. not bad lah.. I can't bear to see what will our results be next year... haiz..

I'll tell you guys my recipe for my cheesecake at the next post..
Only if the cheesecake is a success..
Wednesday I'm going out with my friends to watch movie.. Yeah..
I love this song --> Wait For You - Elliot Yamin.. lol..

Holiday.. I wish everything's gonna be ok..

Oh, yeah.. oh right!!

There was a girl I knew who always wanted to be the one to stand out from the crowd
Always believed that she was gonna live her dreams
That what went down was gonna come around
For all the doubters, non-believers,
the cynicals that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

[Chorus:]
That girl was a one time teenage drama queen
A hot, tough everyday wannabee
But she'll have changed her destiny
Now she's a somebody
That girl was a wild child dreamer but she found herself'
Cause she believes in nothin' else
And you'll look back and you won't believe
That girl was me

Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use
She's gonna get there any way she can
Now she knows what she wants
No one is gonna stop her
Nothing's ever gonna hold her down
For all the doubters, non-believers
the cynicle that once were dreamers
One of these days you'll know that you were wrong (who would've know)

[Chorus]

[Spoken]
Life is a work of art- you gotta paint it colorful
Can make it anything you want
Don't have to stick to any rules
You don't need a high IQ to succeed in what you doYou just gotta have no doubt just believe in yourself
Doubters, non-believers, once were dreamers
One of these days you'll open up your eyes
And you'll realize

[Chorus 2X]

Love the song for it makes me stand strong...
Thanks Lord.. for bringing me through and be the one who hold my hand all the time... =)

Days passed by...

I'm so (at least) relieved that physics paper is over, science and chemistry and sejarah papers are over.. Phew.. well, not really, I still have add maths tomorrow.. can't write much.. lol.. By the way, I'm joining the essay writing entitled: The Best Things in Life.. I wonder what would be my best things in life.. haha..

I hate the fact that I always don't feel well during exams.. the night before sitting for chemistry and sejarah, I got headache and sleep earlier and end up I didn't study finish.. I also don't know how to answer the sejarah questions too.. the night before physics paper.. hand cramp.. muscle cramp.. haiz..

By the way, I'm so looking forward for holiday.. time for a break.. I want to watch Confessions of A Shopaholic this holiday!!! Yahooo!!!

Exam Week

Hmm.. it has been a long time not dropping somw words in my bloggy.. well, it's exam week.. My Bio is dead!! Haiz.. By the way.. I hate exams.. my forehead sprouts a lot pimples.. due to stress?? lol..

Just watch the movie trailer of the movie --> Confessions of a Shopaholic..
I think it would be a nice movie.. haha.. Love the soundtracks... Cool.

Gotta stop now.. time's up.. hehe..

Slumdog Millionaire

The story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions. Each chapter of Jamal's increasingly layered story reveals where he learned the answers to the show's seemingly impossible quizzes. But one question remains a mystery: what is this young man with no apparent desire for riches really doing on the game show? When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out. At the heart of its storytelling lies the question of how anyone comes to know the things they know about life and love.

Oh my goodness, if you watch this movie, you'll get nervous too when Jamal tries his best to answer every single questions being asked in the game show..

Well, good that Jamal finally meets up with his love, Latika after the game show.. Good ending.. Eh, know what, there are Bollywood dancing behind too at the end of the movie.. cute..

Their English are very good too.. Easily to be understood.. Love the movie so much because it brings out a lot of lessons behind in our daily life and the truth in the city of India..
Congrats them for being the big winner in the Oscar Awards!!!

*By the way, the answer to the question on the poster is --> Destiny..

I like the part when Jamal meets up with Latika and the ending part when Jamal answers the final question. =) An excellent movie..