I thought today would be a very disastrious for me.. guessing that my chemistry and add maths might fail... But it turns out... All passed!!! Lol.. Thank you, Lord!! But still my mood went down.. Aren't I supposed to be satisfied with all my results pass? Aren't I grateful that everything turns out unexpectedly good?
Recess, I met up with my fellow club members.. have a short meeting and a prayer.. Alex suddenly appeared beside me.. suddenly feel that he's quite tall.. I feel so short.. Lol.. then go back to class, I showed my friends the class t-shirt design.. Good... everyone loves it... I'm going to send to the shop to manufacture on Saturday.. =D
Something troubled me a lot lately... Makes me feel like crying every night..
This morning, I opened up my "Our Daily Bread". God knows exactly what I'm facing... And Karen has send me a very lovely email last night.. So by God's grace.. I manage to go through every moments.. ^^ hehe.. I realised that when I go through heartaches.. they are the scars that God has left behind when He struggled so much not willing to let me be hurt and not wanting me to go.. He will not take me to the place where there is no grace of God there... I start to treasure the scars.. It is not ugly at all... they are the signs of God's love... when we go through heartbreaks, dont' fret.. don't be sad.. God is on hold... He's always there.. I wasn't ready to go to school this morning.. but God said this to me, " My child, I'm here". So soft, so tender.. I finally have the courage to go to school.. and give my faith to God and told myself all the way.. "God is with me"..
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