Losing grip in my faith of trust. Don't worry. It doesn't involve God.
A message for You and You. Dear Lord, you know what I mean. :)
I know you're going work soon. So I guess you won't be smsing me when you're driving. Nvm, if I forgot to tell you what happened, that means I have forgotten.
I have been so weak in my faith in others. I don't understand why the walls between me and others keep building up. But I'm thankful yours and mine has always been keeping low.
Told by my cousin that I've been backstabbed in Form 5.
Brother fails to transfer class so she put the blame on me for not helping him to ask about/ask to apply.
So it was my fault?
For being stupid, naive and innocent and ignorant and stubborn.
I feel like weed in a pond where nobody truly cares or notice. I'm just the little weed that doesn't deserve love from others?
Now I'm getting more and more to believe this. It might be true that as long as my world has you and Abba Father, maybe you both are all I need in order to survive.
