First and foremost, PRAISE THE LORD ALMIGHTY! For He is a Sovereign Lord that no other gods can compare with. God has been showered me with lotsa money blessings lately. I can't do anything else other than being thankful. :)
But among the two gifts I received, I rejected one of them because it's really a huge lump sum of money. Can't take it cause I will feel burdened. Chose to receive another one because it's reasonable. They comes from my relatives. :) thank you so much dear Lord. All these comes from your great mercy. :) God will never give too much or too little, it's always enough :D
Today is Malaysia 55th birthday. Proud to be born as a Malaysian.This is the year of Jubilee. Let revival strikes this beautiful land and lets stand up together to bring in the harvest! Hallelujah!
P.S. It takes great love, great courage, great joy to bring in the harvest. (Joy = Attitude)
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Reflection
Just called my university and they told me that my registration date is 3rd September. Which means I only have one more week left! My longest holiday ever in my life is going to end soon.
Today is a Wednesday and I'm not working. I spend a lot of time thinking though. About everything.
I was reflecting how I always let my anger and frustration ruled over me every time things turned upside down. and that might have caused lots of people to dislike me.
I like to deny whatever things people said that are right about me, especially things that I don't like to hear. Not a good attitude at all.
I am not humble and I am not generous. I am calculative. I do make false statements about others :( Stating these weaknesses out really needs courage eh, because I'm egoistic and admitting these are quite hard.
I'm trying to change, but determination plays a huge role. Just like my diet, I need to discipline myself.
Wish me luck. Change change change!!!
Today is a Wednesday and I'm not working. I spend a lot of time thinking though. About everything.
I was reflecting how I always let my anger and frustration ruled over me every time things turned upside down. and that might have caused lots of people to dislike me.
I like to deny whatever things people said that are right about me, especially things that I don't like to hear. Not a good attitude at all.
I am not humble and I am not generous. I am calculative. I do make false statements about others :( Stating these weaknesses out really needs courage eh, because I'm egoistic and admitting these are quite hard.
I'm trying to change, but determination plays a huge role. Just like my diet, I need to discipline myself.
Wish me luck. Change change change!!!
很有意思
今天从星洲日报的副刊看到这么一个有意思的民间语录：
1。想钓到鱼，就要以鱼的角度思考。
2。不要显得比别人聪明，人外有人。
3。让对方作主角，自己演绎配角。
4。 勿目中无人，谦虚是王道。
5。 常与人争辨，你永远难赢。
6。锋芒太露，下场不好。
7。刺猬原则—— 保持适当距离。
8。树一个敌，等于立一堵墙。
9。谦虚不虚为，追求不苛求。
10。失言不如无言。
很贴切，同时也提醒我很多。:)
1。想钓到鱼，就要以鱼的角度思考。
2。不要显得比别人聪明，人外有人。
3。让对方作主角，自己演绎配角。
4。 勿目中无人，谦虚是王道。
5。 常与人争辨，你永远难赢。
6。锋芒太露，下场不好。
7。刺猬原则—— 保持适当距离。
8。树一个敌，等于立一堵墙。
9。谦虚不虚为，追求不苛求。
10。失言不如无言。
很贴切，同时也提醒我很多。:)
Sunday, August 26, 2012
A new week
:) Today kicks start with a bright Monday morning. Going out later with hubby. This would be our final week spending so much time together before we both starts our uni. Glad that at the moment everything is in order now. Has the rainstorm in life stop? or just a short pause? I wish I'd never hear the news again. Let yesterday be the last day I heard about it till the day our family manage to get back our beloved Proton :)
Oh well, guess what? I'm staring my 2012 Christmas shopping. The list goes on just like I'm a Santa Claus. hehe.. Very happy. Time to crack my brain to think about what to buy for hubby, brother, mum and dad.. And some of my good good good friends.. ^^
Lord! Thank you for everything! Especially last night when I was having bad visions and thoughts I manage to cling tight on you to pray in tongues and ta-dah! They are gone from my mind! Thank you Lord for such a wonderful sleep last night. Even though I got saliva on my hand. It means I'm tired enough to sleep so well :) *happy*
Conclusion, having a good sleep gives you a good mood and a good day. hehehe.. (valid until 9.20a.m. only, cause hopefully my students don't make me angry later.. haha.. )
Oh well, guess what? I'm staring my 2012 Christmas shopping. The list goes on just like I'm a Santa Claus. hehe.. Very happy. Time to crack my brain to think about what to buy for hubby, brother, mum and dad.. And some of my good good good friends.. ^^
Lord! Thank you for everything! Especially last night when I was having bad visions and thoughts I manage to cling tight on you to pray in tongues and ta-dah! They are gone from my mind! Thank you Lord for such a wonderful sleep last night. Even though I got saliva on my hand. It means I'm tired enough to sleep so well :) *happy*
Conclusion, having a good sleep gives you a good mood and a good day. hehehe.. (valid until 9.20a.m. only, cause hopefully my students don't make me angry later.. haha.. )
Undecided and random
Undecided whether to claim back my money from friends or not. Cause it seems like I'm very stingy. But I need money! *seriously* :'(
Lately I've been so money-conscious that I finally realised that what makes me couldn't sit still and be peaceful is money issue. People out there might not bee understanding but for someone like me whom my parents only taking care of my food, I have to pay for my daily expenses. I'm not lucky like anybody else who has parents to pay for their school fees or bring their daughters or sons to go shopping and they don't have to pay a cent for the things they wanted. This is my life. Desperately earning for money to support myself. Just a reminder here, I'm not seeking for compassion or sympathy. This is my blog and I own the right to spill my worries and thoughts out. If you find that this blog doesn't suit your taste of knowing anything, better stop following my blog. :)
But I count myself lucky to have hubby who shared the same situation like me. If I have a filthy rich boyfriend, I think I'd be jealous of him and spend all his money and ended breaking up. Lol..
Anyway, *sighing*, I also realised that good friends who used to be able to listen to my thoughts aren't any longer suitable to be my listener. Cause certain things I want them to remain confidential. Really don't like people to invade my thoughts. Yea, you may say that friends who know you well should be kept by our side, but knowing too much about you aren't necessary a good thing. They could be straight forward to you till you aren't even prepared before they hurt you with their words. Sometimes I've been so stupid to do things that caused myself troubles and dismay just to please them, to see them happy. But I don't think I've ever treated in such way before. Warning: I'm not asking anyone to be special to me. Again, it's what I felt.
Now, I don't care whether I've hurt anyone out there or not. Never mind if I have friends or not, real or not real. Cause I'm tiring of concerning this issue. Those who are true and who will stay will stay.
Mind you, I'm a stubborn girl.
Lately I've been so money-conscious that I finally realised that what makes me couldn't sit still and be peaceful is money issue. People out there might not bee understanding but for someone like me whom my parents only taking care of my food, I have to pay for my daily expenses. I'm not lucky like anybody else who has parents to pay for their school fees or bring their daughters or sons to go shopping and they don't have to pay a cent for the things they wanted. This is my life. Desperately earning for money to support myself. Just a reminder here, I'm not seeking for compassion or sympathy. This is my blog and I own the right to spill my worries and thoughts out. If you find that this blog doesn't suit your taste of knowing anything, better stop following my blog. :)
But I count myself lucky to have hubby who shared the same situation like me. If I have a filthy rich boyfriend, I think I'd be jealous of him and spend all his money and ended breaking up. Lol..
Anyway, *sighing*, I also realised that good friends who used to be able to listen to my thoughts aren't any longer suitable to be my listener. Cause certain things I want them to remain confidential. Really don't like people to invade my thoughts. Yea, you may say that friends who know you well should be kept by our side, but knowing too much about you aren't necessary a good thing. They could be straight forward to you till you aren't even prepared before they hurt you with their words. Sometimes I've been so stupid to do things that caused myself troubles and dismay just to please them, to see them happy. But I don't think I've ever treated in such way before. Warning: I'm not asking anyone to be special to me. Again, it's what I felt.
Now, I don't care whether I've hurt anyone out there or not. Never mind if I have friends or not, real or not real. Cause I'm tiring of concerning this issue. Those who are true and who will stay will stay.
Mind you, I'm a stubborn girl.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
In the midst of Glooms
Today is a Saturday. Work full time cause afternoon I replace my colleague. These two days were not really happy. But in the midst of my gloomy days, I'm glad I have my hubby.
Well, glad that he insisted on accompanying me for dinner. At first I'm angry cause he just came and not accompanying me to eat. But my heart can't help but to melt when he appeared.
Was in a very bad mood these two days because of two reasons.
1) involved in a car accident and was told that I've to pay the "wira" driver. And the "kenari" driver will pay
me only. So next year road tax will be very expensive. Plan to pay it on behalf of my mum. *deep sigh*
hopefully everything's ok.
2) I don't like Saturday afternoon's class students. :(
Lately, some people just annoyed me a lot. Perhaps being lucky to have everything can makes a person not being considerate and appreciative. Just couldn't help it but to grumble. Sigh. I hope I can change this bad attitude. Perhaps it was me who was jealous.
That's all. :)
Well, glad that he insisted on accompanying me for dinner. At first I'm angry cause he just came and not accompanying me to eat. But my heart can't help but to melt when he appeared.
Was in a very bad mood these two days because of two reasons.
1) involved in a car accident and was told that I've to pay the "wira" driver. And the "kenari" driver will pay
me only. So next year road tax will be very expensive. Plan to pay it on behalf of my mum. *deep sigh*
hopefully everything's ok.
2) I don't like Saturday afternoon's class students. :(
Lately, some people just annoyed me a lot. Perhaps being lucky to have everything can makes a person not being considerate and appreciative. Just couldn't help it but to grumble. Sigh. I hope I can change this bad attitude. Perhaps it was me who was jealous.
That's all. :)
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
今天
今天过得不顺。
我遇到车祸了。放心吧，是别人撞我的车子。都怪我不听听自己的自觉。
我割伤了我的手指头，很疼，可是我很希望老公能帮我包扎，心疼我一下，可是他去上班了。
我变得很吝啬，不喜欢载朋友了，感觉有点被利用。
我今天看到他，我不知道要跟他说些什么，有一点点的不知所措。他变得蛮好看的。
这就是我今天的心情和想法。希望今晚依然能睡得下。
我遇到车祸了。放心吧，是别人撞我的车子。都怪我不听听自己的自觉。
我割伤了我的手指头，很疼，可是我很希望老公能帮我包扎，心疼我一下，可是他去上班了。
我变得很吝啬，不喜欢载朋友了，感觉有点被利用。
我今天看到他，我不知道要跟他说些什么，有一点点的不知所措。他变得蛮好看的。
这就是我今天的心情和想法。希望今晚依然能睡得下。
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
你回来了。
恭喜你，终于找到女朋友了。当我知道时，我有种说不出的感受。我们曾经很要好过，你也曾是我最要好的朋友，不管有什么事情，我以前总会第一个想到你，但现在，却不能了。
我不知道我是不是花心，还是念旧，我希望我不是，我希望我明天遇到你我不会脸红心跳，我希望我不会紧张。但很明显的，我必须把你给降位了，因为时间已经带着我们走在不同的道路上。你已经不是以前的你了。
你是我曾经暗恋对象中最刻骨铭心的那一位。如今过了三年，还是会有措手不及的感觉。如果我有勇气的话，我一定会告诉你，我喜欢过你。可是该过去的都已经过去了，这个秘密就留在这儿吧，没必要让你知道，呵呵。
未来的日子里，你也要保重，要加油。不要再为了省钱而不吃了，我不希望看到你有事。
谢谢你以前对我的好。祝你幸福。再见。
P.S. 告诉你多一个秘密，我很开心以前我们被误认是一对。:D
我不知道我是不是花心，还是念旧，我希望我不是，我希望我明天遇到你我不会脸红心跳，我希望我不会紧张。但很明显的，我必须把你给降位了，因为时间已经带着我们走在不同的道路上。你已经不是以前的你了。
你是我曾经暗恋对象中最刻骨铭心的那一位。如今过了三年，还是会有措手不及的感觉。如果我有勇气的话，我一定会告诉你，我喜欢过你。可是该过去的都已经过去了，这个秘密就留在这儿吧，没必要让你知道，呵呵。
未来的日子里，你也要保重，要加油。不要再为了省钱而不吃了，我不希望看到你有事。
谢谢你以前对我的好。祝你幸福。再见。
P.S. 告诉你多一个秘密，我很开心以前我们被误认是一对。:D
缘
缘，这个字，给我一种很奇妙的感觉。今天刚看完了前几年当红的台湾偶像剧，那就是 “命中注定我爱你 ”。看完了之后，对缘分这两个字有不一样的想法。
缘，不一定要牵扯到爱情，身边的人事物其实在我们生活上也讲究着缘分。有些事情不管我们多努力，不管我们付出多少心血，若是你的终究会属于你的。
缘，我不知道我对设计是否有缘分，因为它一直是我渴望能攻读的课程。由于家境经济的不许可，我没办法选择接触设计系。但我相信，有朝一日，如果有缘，我一定会有机会攻读的。我曾经失望过，但我想通了以后，就没有那么难过了。
缘，在我感情世界里简单的演绎着。在一起三年了，你问我跟他会天长地久吗，我以前会说：一定会。但世界上没有任何一件事是绝对的，所以，现在我会说：看缘分吧。
缘，让人捉摸不透，总是会给人毫无预告的悲伤，又或者是突如其来的惊喜，好无奈，人也拿它没办法。:)
缘，不一定要牵扯到爱情，身边的人事物其实在我们生活上也讲究着缘分。有些事情不管我们多努力，不管我们付出多少心血，若是你的终究会属于你的。
缘，我不知道我对设计是否有缘分，因为它一直是我渴望能攻读的课程。由于家境经济的不许可，我没办法选择接触设计系。但我相信，有朝一日，如果有缘，我一定会有机会攻读的。我曾经失望过，但我想通了以后，就没有那么难过了。
缘，在我感情世界里简单的演绎着。在一起三年了，你问我跟他会天长地久吗，我以前会说：一定会。但世界上没有任何一件事是绝对的，所以，现在我会说：看缘分吧。
缘，让人捉摸不透，总是会给人毫无预告的悲伤，又或者是突如其来的惊喜，好无奈，人也拿它没办法。:)
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
弱点
本小姐有一个弱点，那就是悲观。我男朋友每次都说我是悲观主义者，连我的好姐妹也说我是。每当一个事情发生的时候，我总会觉得很糟很糟，又哭又闹的（惨过小孩子）。可是事情过了以后，当我回头看的时候，我会笑我自己，啊，原来只不过如此而已。干嘛当初要那么沮丧呢？正所谓：船到桥头自然直啊。Eh, 不对，因该是雨过天晴！
有哪几个读着这篇短文的朋友和我一样呢？（请举脚，哈哈！）
所以呢，不管发生什么事都好，切记，一切都会过去的，该发生的会发生，是你的就是你的。（顺便也提醒我自己，呵呵 ^u^）
有哪几个读着这篇短文的朋友和我一样呢？（请举脚，哈哈！）
所以呢，不管发生什么事都好，切记，一切都会过去的，该发生的会发生，是你的就是你的。（顺便也提醒我自己，呵呵 ^u^）
Saturday, August 11, 2012
A sad one.
Lately, my health is deteriorating like madness. A week fever, and
the next week flu. Currently having flu now. Super tired. But luckily I did
take my medicine and slept for an afternoon.
Rainstorm cause
everything does not seem to be going well, the way i wish. I get frustrated and
really upset.
My relationship
has started to shipwrecked. I lose faith and my confidence has slacked. I'm
starting to re-think things between us all over again. Whether it's worth to
continue on or give up before I'm in deep regrets. Absolutely tiring. Always
get the feeling like how come both of us started no longer understand one
another.
But he does care
to quarrel with me. At least.
I haven't let him
know that I'm in such a bad condition these few days. Though yesterday we met,
he didn't notice anything.
I wish I can be
released from all these storms now. But I haven't learnt enough yet. Not yet to
the extend that I'll be more tolerant and stop being selfish. Or self-centered.
Sigh..
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