Saturday, August 11, 2012

A sad one.


Lately, my health is deteriorating like madness. A week fever, and the next week flu. Currently having flu now. Super tired. But luckily I did take my medicine and slept for an afternoon.

Rainstorm cause everything does not seem to be going well, the way i wish. I get frustrated and really upset.

My relationship has started to shipwrecked. I lose faith and my confidence has slacked. I'm starting to re-think things between us all over again. Whether it's worth to continue on or give up before I'm in deep regrets. Absolutely tiring. Always get the feeling like how come both of us started no longer understand one another.

But he does care to quarrel with me. At least.

I haven't let him know that I'm in such a bad condition these few days. Though yesterday we met, he didn't notice anything.

I wish I can be released from all these storms now. But I haven't learnt enough yet. Not yet to the extend that I'll be more tolerant and stop being selfish. Or self-centered.

Sigh..

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