Reflection

Well, a very tiring Saturday indeed.. Huh.. Tomorrow two tuitions in a day.. kinda exhausting. but what to do??

Anyway.. I saw someone dropping comments in my blog.. surprisingly.. I didnt know who they are.. Haha..

One drop a comment like this: I'm surprised, I thought you've already found your true friend..

Answer: Well, umm.. There are lots of good friends and true friends and loyal friends around me in my life.. I really thank God for them.. there are also times of disapointments in my life when they sometimes fail you or something.. Things like that happen in life, sometimes you also started to doubt about it and ponder about having true friends or not.. Friendship between human and human needs time to nurture.. and therefore it's complex and complicated... lol.. so my concept is.. just appreciate the time you have fun with your friends as much as possible without thinking the bad side.. haha.. there are always laughter behind cries.. and cries behind laughter.. weird.. haha..

A blogger also invited me to read his religious blog.. very interesting... haha.. thanks.. um.. You know what, viewing through my own blog posts make s me feel very guilty and ashamed of myself before God.. I realised that I really have a low EQ, very emotional and doing things without thinking the consequences... I post a lot of Christian theme songs and talk about how much God had done in my life and praise God in many certain ways.. but I felt guilty the most is that sometimes I forget about my identity as a God's child.. I act like as if I am not.. But God never deny about me.. It's really indeed a big reflection on myself.. Sighing..