Gawai first day :)

Today is Wednesday and it's the first day of Gawai. It's a festival for aborigines in Sarawak, Malaysia. As a sarawakian, today is an official holiday for us.

Today went out lim teh with dear sharon and I bring hubby along. Glad we're all well and it's nice to catch up with one another. But.. things turned out not so well though. I left without telling sharon and she got very angry at me. (hopefully she wun be mad for too long) I did called her that me and hubby are going to look for presents so I thought we're going to go on seperate ways. But she didn't get my meaning and therefore misunderstanding arouse. I kept apologizing and remind myself that next time have to call her before I go home.. I thought she want er ren shi jie with ronald and that she'd be thankful that I left them?? haha.. Just kidding.

After I sent hubby home, I was mad at hubby that he made me got jealous and we got into a fight. He refused to let me see who he's smsing with and I got mad. You know girls always think a lot and they're very sensitive and so I suspect that he's smsing a girl. If you have nothing to hide why wouldn't you let your girlfriend see your phone right? Don't tell me you need privacy or what cause I would think that is really selfish. Then later he comfort me and I forgive for making me worried and jealous. He was smsing with his college friend. That's what he told me. Lol..

Then, my family crisis broke up. Mum, dad and brother quarelled after they've done their shopping this afternoon. When they reached home, they are really hot-tempered. Brother insisted that he doesn't want to go to tuition and mum doesn't allowed. She mind about the money she paid and plus she doesn't want my brother to loiter around at home. Dad got furious that mum was constantly nagging and scolding non-stop and they both fight. Then when we had dinner outside at Jalan Song, Mum dragged me into the family argument. I felt so innocent for being scolded unreasonably. :(

So when I reach home, I really wanna pour this thing out because if I didn't, I"m going to burst soon. Not sure what I"m going to do later but I think will be doing some homework. Feel so bored at home. :)