For you. Because you are not alone.

You are not alone. You are my hubby's best friend and therefore is my friend too. Even though I'm not same class with you. I'm sorry that I didn't know you had so much to say and sorry that we didn't know that there are so many things going on in your life right now.

I've been there too. Have been in your shoes and understand how difficult it is to survive all alone when your besties are trying to push you away. Maybe I've never been in a situation that someone who might seems to accept my love then push me away therefore I don't understand.

But, I'm here to tell you that take on courage. You are you. Have confidence. Even though the world treats you invisible, so what? Do your part well in STPM. Just like you say. Can don't care de then jiu dun care. Shut the world around you down and just study hard. Left 37 days more. It's now or never. Chiong ar!!!!! :D

I'm not that welcomed by my classmates too. But because my goal is set on STPM, therefore I'm not that hurt. Trust me, my classmates thinks I'm a pain on their neck too cause I'm a class monitor and I always order them around to carry out their duties. True friends will stick with you through thick and thins and only if you tell them what you're going through. Time will prove to you who is your true friends too.

I know she has hurt you deeply. Take time to cry to mourn and to get over. Love is blind. And I can understand love conquers almost you whole heart. But in this situation right now, be SELFISH! She doesn't want you, nevermind. Fall in love with STPM then. Exam is easier to be controlled than a person's heart i guess. Exam if you put in effort and hardwork, you get the results you deserve. But not love, sometimes even you love that person a lot, she might not want you too.

Don't be sad k? Tell yourself, less than a month and you won't see them le. But I need to let you know something cruel in life. What is yours is yours and what is not yours will not belongs to you no matter how hard you work for it. No one can take it if it's destined just for you.

Maybe it'd be a little hard for you to study alone. Maybe you'd want to consider to study together with us? Maybe Si How can help you with your physics? Even though you both are not in the same school. :) Don't ever ever feel that you're troubling us k? True friends won't think that way when their friends need help. That's all. Take care ya. There will always be rainbows and sunshines after heavy rain.