I guess today was one of those days that I feel extremely down and moody.Please don't tell me that day is repeating again, where memories trailed back 2 years ago that left me bleeding and hurt. Where you cry out and ask for treatment and even the best doctor in the world can't even heal you. Except God.
I get speechless today. Thankfully today's paper is ok for me. Speechless for what has happened to situation around me, personally. Especially the one who is dearest to my hear.
Nobody knows what has got into me emotions lately. Not even me myself. I feel like lying on bed all night. Waiting for you. But no. I can't let myself down and get defeated like that. I'm not a loser. I want to be a winner.
If you happened to read this and do not understand what I say, that's ok. Cause it's not meant to be understood.
Where have you been? Sigh. That's the questions I've asked all the time when I'm waiting alone for your reply.
What happened to me too?
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