Emptiness

Feeling empty lately. To tell you a truth, without God, our life is empty no matter how a person you love is always with you to accompany you. Still, you'll still feel lacking of something to breathe in your soul. And that is God. Remember how God create humans in Genesis? He breath into us. That's why without Him, we're actually empty.

I've been absent for church service for two whole weeks. Reason behind, don't feel like going because it's Saturday night and I just want to spend my weekend night time with my family. U see, family and God are equally important. With my current hectic life schedule at the moment, I barely talk to my parents a lot unlike last time when I'm still not bonded with my work. Sometimes when I reach home, mum slept and Dad is busy with his newspaper reading whereas my brother is playing his games and I just headed to my room, change to pajamas and sleep. In the morning, I woke up and they're gone to work. At first, I start to think it's pretty cool to have a schedule like this but it's actually not fun at all.

Hubby, daddy mummy and brother they all can't replace the status of God in my life. God is the only one who can make me whole. One testimony is I can see my life starting to shatter without God in life. With God, He is in control. Sometimes we do not like the outcome of what God will be deciding for us in our life. I'm learning to accept God's perspective of thinking. It's not easy. But God has His own reason and logic.

I had challenged myself on putting God last in my list. Turns out to be a bad outcome. I tried to live my own way of life but it's not working out. God knows the best for us, better than what our parents think for us.

This is my testimony. I've come to terms that do not take grace and God for granted. Going to church will energizes our spiritual life, thus strengthen us in our every aspect of life. God wants to see us grow, not wither. GOD TRULY LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US :)