Sigh.. Today went to the education department to find out my appeal result.. But it turned out that they haven't got a meeting about it.. And latest I'll only know it on Friday.. This thing keeps dragging.. Feel so frustrated already ler..
Then I talked to my mum what if I don't get to transfer.. I wish I can go to college to take Early Chldhood Education programme.. But mum was like not approve saying that our family can't afford to let me go college and so on.. And giving excuses that just shattered my heart.. I can always get a loan right? With my 8As I'm sure I'll have some loan approved for me.. I wish I can go Segi.. or Unitar.. Either one.. Sigh..
Before that, I wanna take up design.. But parents keep saying that it wasn't a good course and afraid that I'll end up jobless after graduating.. Now I change my mind to take up ECE.. And they're making up excuses not to let me pursue my course.. What do they want then?? It's my future.. Doesn't I have the right to make a choice for myself?? Or they really want me stucked in Science side izit? Don't they see my science subjects sucks so badly? So they're going to push me in again to let me "die" in science side huh?
You know what my mum said when I asked her what if my appeal isn't approved? She said: Continue to stay in Science side then.. *sigh sigh sigh* - badly disappointed..
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