I have serious Monday blue today.. Have one thousand unwillingness to go back to school today.. So since morning I wasn't smiling at all.. Hardly smile..
Then today I received a shocking news from my Form Teacher today.. My appeal to Art Side was rejected by the Education Department.. Was really sad.. When I heard it I was so "extreme" that I shout in clas.. Lols.. very embarassing.. But at that moment I couldn't hold it any longer.. I need to express them out.. My heart was crying but I was holding back my tears until i reached home.. Today Chemistry Quiz sucks... Only know how to do some.. My class has 4 new students.. Was given quite a lot of homework too.. Sigh.. But no heart to touch a bit.. Plan to save it for tonight..
Last night didn't really slept well.. Woke up at 1 a.m. sth and msg him.. Suddenly feel so stressed out about my own life now and feeling lost also.. We messaged each other till almost 2 and he rock me to sleep.. Every night I wish I could hug him for real to go to sleep... He is very nice to hug.. Sigh.. Feel safe and comfortable in his strong arms.. I'm thankful for my guy to be there to comfort me and let me see what I've been missing out.. He taught me how to make life choices and always been patient with me whenever I feel frustrated...
Hubby.. Here's a sincere THANK YOU to you.. And I know you don't have the interest to read my blog and almost never read my blog de.. Just wanna say how much joy you bring to me and thank you for every little thing you did to cheer me up whenever I sad.. and most importantly, HUBBY.. WO AI NI.. =)
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