Today went to sit for law test.. Pass with flying colours with 46/50.. hehe.. Big smile on my face when I kew the result.. Yeah!! Hmm.. But today a bit sad sad de.. His credit finished up and he only managed to send me a message when he woke up then called me using his house phone and told me his credit finished ler.. So till now we both didn't chat at all.. Sigh..
I wish to send him credit but he already told me last time that he'll get angry if I send him.. Actually he can use talktime advance de.. Dunno why he doesn't want.. I was wondering.. Did he miss me? or he likes the life without me to chat with.. Or enjoying the life without my disturbance.. Is he thinking that way? I find it hard to have complete trust towards our relationship after our breakup last month.. Sigh.. Though these few days he did changed a bit and become sweet and tender to me.. Like last night I was having a hard time dealing with my law, he was there to accompany me till I fall asleep.. Really thankful for every little moment he treat me well.. Maybe I was afraid of losing him again.. Afraid to face my own world without him at my side.. Having him to be with me gives me courage to continue to walk on, to know that there's somebody out there to encourage me and be there for me no matter what happens.. But.. I dunno is he thinking the same way too or not.. I used to be negative-minded.. It is he who changed me to always look at the bright side..
Sigh.. A casual day with nothing much.. Chat with Karen online and play some facebook games.. That's all.. Maybe will help mommy wash car later.. Will he go to buy credit to chat with me today? Will this Prince Charming continue to be my Prince Charming in few years time too? Sigh.. Why am I so down suddenly de?? Hmm..
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