Miss him a lot today.. The moment I woke up today I cried non-stop.. Even when I attend church service I cried too.. I try to hold back those painful tears but they just stubbornly wet my eyes.. Drop by drop the fall from my eyes..
I keep praying to God to heal this broken heart.. I tried my best not to think about it.. Trying to minimise the pain I'm going through.. Maybe getting busy with works and studies will make me feel better.. It hurts a lot.. Heart bleeds..
These days mum nagged a lot too.. I'm really tired dealing all the things around.. Feel like escaping.. Sigh.. I hope time can heal my wound.. Now, whenever I pray or sing psalms or hymns I just cried.. Cry out desperatey to God.. And I have to put on a mask when facing the outside world.. It's torturing and suffering.. It's not easy.. It's hard.. Sigh..
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