Hurt..

Well, though I don't like to say it out, but I know it's always much more comforting to say it out.. =) I'm single today on 15th May 2010.. Since morning I've been crying till afternnon.. And after taking bath only then I felt better.. I took out my sim card from my phone, keep my phone in a bag.. put away our monkey baby and the music box in my cupboard, trying to distract myself not to think anything by getting myself busy with homeworks and studies.. I hope I get better soon... I deleted all the sweet messages the I received from him and keep one only.. I did everything I can to heal my broken heart.. It hurts.. I know starting from today there will not be any good night kiss or morning hugs.. or getting "I love You" from him anymore.. It's not easy.. And I have to face his buddies in my class, can I pretend everything's fine? Can I hide the sad truth from everyone? Can I just suffer alone? Can I?

I just know that I love him a lot..