A lot of things happened this few days.. I'm tired and I cried till there's no more tears left.. I wish someone was here with me to cheer me up and give me a hug.. I really needed that, I guess..
The best I've got for myself.. is to be the one I should be.. I was deeply hurt and I dunno how to go on.. Suddenly I felt lost.. and God seems so far away.. All of a sudden.. I was all alone.. Maybe I'm used to it, I tend to be stronger each and every time.. Just like you've consume all the energy left inside your body, I got nothing left to heal this.. not for this time..
I guess I believe in the wrong person.. I shouldn't be that naive all this while.. Things are kept well for 6 months and it's time to just let it fly.. I wish I can do something mean to you but that wasn't right.. I consider every single thing before I do.. and it's so tired.. I don't want history to repeat again.. No more fights.. just cool down.. and we're done..
It's the best I've got.. we should move on to our own life.. I go to my service, you go for your study.. And we should never see each other again.. You have hurt me enough..
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