Friday, July 3, 2009

I dunno how to title this..

Another day comes by.. dark.. with no sunlight.. everything seems so different.. everything changes.. you get hurt, cried.. till once again.. you feel like nothing left to give away.. not even your own tears.. a loser? I'm not sure.. sometimes things happen so suddenly that it ache so much.. Could I bear it any longer.. how long... I had no idea..

I was visualising something.. woke up in a room.. by a countryside.. it's late evening.. sunset is here.. pulling the surtain and saw some cows.. it's almost night.. feels like as if I have escaped to this little town after something major happened.. Sad inside.. Can't use words to describe.. lonely.. no one there.. miserable faces.. On your own surviving in a foreign land.. Everything is so different..

You wanna hold.. but there's nothing for you to hold..You wanna grab something tight.. but you lose it even faster.. At times I'd prefer to be invisible.. like when my friend called me to talk: I felt so hurt... very very very hurt.. Can you describe the hurt feeling using words?

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