Loneliness

Yesterday I went for two Seminar in MBKS, for the physics and chemistry seminar.. Morning one was quite okay, cause still very "bersemangat", but then till afternoon, my brain has shut down and was quite tired already.. After everything, I went for my add maths tuition and had my dinner in the car..

I met a girl from SMK Arang, Form 4 and Joyce sitting beside me, met a new girl from Lodge school, Form 4. We end up four of us sitting together during chemistry. The very sight I saw them, I mean the two strangers, I saw loneliness inside them. They are so lonely that they can't find a friend to sit with, unlike me I still have Joyce sitting with me throughout the whole day..

It was not just lonely.. what I see is they are lonely in heart.. in soul.. they are not having same age of friends to talk to, to share their problems, to pour out things that they want to, to laugh and cry with, and not having friends to walk through teenage lives.. looking back, it's really lucky to have so many friends in class and in school.. to share, to gossip, to talk to.. Sometimes we have to be initiative to reach out for them.. If you've been lonely before, truly lonely, then actually you'll know what they feel inside..

Anyway, my leg gets better and I can walk and run more freely.. hehe.. the wound starts to get scratchy.. trying my best to control.. how I wish I can eat laksa soon.. mum said cannot eat cause will get allergic.. so happy that my friends are going to celebrate my belated birthday at 30th May.. yipee!! I always wanted to have a day with my friends like that.. i guess mum and dad can't say anything eh.. besides it's now or never!!