I should smile..

I just don't have the least idea why am I so left out recently.. Is the problem within me? lol.. I was even disappointed when my two childhood buddies end up couldn't come with me for the camp.. there are only 6 people going to the camp from our school.. and I was one of the lucky ones.. haiz.. I was down all the time when I emcee with Edmund.. unwillingly I agreed to read the "ikrar" this morning..

So.. whatever it is.. life still have to go on.. I should continue to smile along.. I shouldn't fret and strut.. I need to slow down and appreciate everything I have all this while.. shouldn't complain much.. Should try to reach out my both hands for the sunshine in every morning.. and continue to enjoy the greatness and the sweetness of life.. and let the wind continue to blow on my face say "thank you" within.. I shouldn't care much what I am in other's eyes.. I just have to be myself.. ^^ (bluek..)

I learnt a lot of things too today.. Love myself, and use the love to love as many people as possible.. Always believe in myself no matter what happen.. and hang in there instead of giving up.. even though at times it's rough and tough.. life goes around with kinda difficult.. suffocating.. and I thought that would be the last breath of my life and waiting to go back home.. sometimes I really feel like escaping, but i guess if I just give in and give up.. I think I'll be sorry to God and myself.. and I'd lost all my dreams.. =D