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Life without online was actually great. (what am I talking about? lol..) Today was thursday.. life as usual.. so, umm.. things that happened lately.. well.. our class team lost in the debate.. and I really felt guilty for letting down my friends a.k.a. my teammates.. though they don't mind about it and comfort me.. I think I saw my English teacher's expression (a bit shock)on the spot that day when I was delivering my rebuts in front of everyone.. I was messed up with my points.. I was nervous.. but I just thought of giving my best (or more like giving shots and just blah everything out that stopped by in my mind..) But I managed to handle my "emo" emotions after the debate by giving myself a long nap than usual when I reached home..

Mum and Dad were like a bit "disappointed" about my performance.. mum was like: you're not qualified enough to take part, why go up and embarrased yourself? Dad was like: Haiz.. why become like this.. then he went on pointing out my weakness and blah blah blah.. I wasn't in the mood to listen when he talked in the car.. I actualy felt a bit lighter that my parents day something like this.. though it's a bit like spreading salt on the wound..

Anyway.. my friends took part in the public speaking today and tomorrow still got one BM debate in the RTM studio.. have to pray hard for them.. haha.. wish they can win.. My friends went for Folio Kerjaya and they won the first place!! Great!! Wish me luck too for tomorrow's National Postal Bible Quiz.. I only studied halfway.. lol.. Btw, Congratulations to Cheryl, Kim Chern and Seth.. You guys are really good in debating!! Hehe.. especially the technique of showing prove to us by Cheryl.. me, Karen and Felicia were totally speechless.. hehe..