You know why it's called bitterguard emotions for my post today.. Cause I had a bad feeling and I really feel bitter.. Sadly to say that..
You know, it's been torturing me for a whole year.. This thought.. This insane unbelievable outrageous crazy abnormal whatsoever adjective that can describe this awfulness of thought.. It's been stucking in my head for almost 365 days liao..
T.T I feel like crying.. seriously.. I really wanna cry.. I think I'm crazy.. T.T
I open a new facebook account ler.. I had a new email address.. I have a dream that I wish to have my own shop when I grow up.. I want to open a gift shop and sell a lot of stuffs.. I wanna reach the stars which I have always wanted to reach..
I wish hubby is here.. I wish hubby is here at my side.. Cause I need his hug hug so that I will feel safe.. I miss him badly.. :( I wanna be with my hubby forever.. Is that permissible?? Can we get married earlier?? I can't live without him.. :( I felt insecure when I"m alone.. I felt scared.. :( when will this feeling go away?? :( this is so awful and so so.. BITTER.. :(
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