Whining?

I didn't get into local university when the results were out on last Friday. Was truly feeling disappointed though I know I should have prepared for the worst. My parents were disappointed too and claimed that I was a very unlucky girl. It's not what I want though. To be honest, I'm jealous of others who got the offer.

Ms. Lee said I cried because I kiasu. Ya, indeed. It runs in my blood. Even I receive the offer from Kelantan or Terengganu, I might be a little bit happy but after all, whether going there absolutely will be another matter of fact. My parents might not want to release me.

I did re-apply again. But, not gonna put too much hope in it. Chances are I'm going to a semi-government institution. My parents even want me to get a First Class Honour if possible so that I don't have to pay the loan. *sigh*

I'm taking Business Administration if I'm not going to local uni. Right now, I'm still working until probably End of September. Gonna miss my students a lot. But not gonna miss my principal. *crooked smile*

Today is a Monday which I'm really lonely at home though. Hmm.. parents all go out and my brother is in school. I'm blogging here and going to offline soon. Anyway, hope for the best. My faith has slacked. But I know overall, God is still in control :)