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First time blogging at my workplace. Today quite tiring though. And in an extreme bad mood. Not really bad mood, just moody.. Have been very disappointed about my dad. He promised to bring me to the camera shop to buy my dream camera. Then the night before he bring me, I reminded him again about it. He changed his mind. Mum got in and forbid me to buy it and said that I'm wasting money and I still need to pay for my college fee. I got very furious. I've not been talking to dad and mum for two days. I'm using my own money to buy, not theirs. I just don't understand. I want that camera specifically before 5th May because I want to take pictures of my birthday celebration. I want that camera so badly. Have been crying for the past few nights. I'm lucky to have hubby at my side to console me when I cried. I really want that camera. One of my wish when going out to work is to buy a camera for myself. I want to take pictures of beautiful memories of my 20th birthday. 20th birthday means a lot to me. I'm almost an adult. I want it that day to be significant. I just want to live for myself for that only day. Just a simple wish. Is it too hard to ask for? I prayed that May will be a happy month. I really want that camera. :(