There goes a smile on my face..

Lately my life is peaceful and quiet.. Not sure whether it's a good thing or not though.. Everyday surfing facebook to see whether i have notifications or not.. A kind of feeling to wish someone out there to notice me.. lol..

Wishing that something special would happen each day drives me looking forward for each brand new day.. I'm just a normal girl living perfectly in a normal world.. No ups and downs except challenges that comes from within myself.. :)

Sometimes I admired people and friends around me that they got so many interesting things happening in their life.. :) I admire people being successful in whatever they want to do.. And they always seems to go in such a perfect flaw.. :)

It was just a normal day for me today.. :) 2 more days and I'm heading back to school life again.. So.. Was I not good enough or I did a lot of mistakes that makes me have no friends? Or was I hard to be understood or was it my temper? I wonder why.. But I guess God creates everybody to be special.. ;) So am I right?

Hey hai.. ^^

Today was quite tiring.. :) have been spending my goliday at MBKS library studying and doing homework.. :) I'm satisfied though.. At least I know I'm not doing nothing.. hehe..

Today is an usual Thursday.. But happy that I can spend half an hour with hubby.. Seeing me hungry and weak, he offered to chia me eat wedges and ice-cream.. *thankiew, honey!* actually I skipped lunch today.. so yea.. padan muka that I'm weak.. hahaha..

I hope I got the permission to go for movie with hubby this Saturday before school reopen next Monday.. Time flies and my holiday left 3 more days only.. Haha.. March gonna end soon, without realising.. April coming soon and it means STPM is getting nearer.. I really wanna get 4 flat if can.. :) I wanna get the laptop that my Dad has been promising me.. There are so many things tyhat I want.. Greedy eh? ;)

Blog, for you..

I guess blogging can allows anyone to spill on anything that a blogger wants to say.. Especially even when others can't seem to understand or things we can't manage to express, typing them out is a way of relief.. It somehow felt like a burden is lifted up.. :)

Just today I found out about Fabian has his own blog.. A bit unbelievable.. And I haven't been exploring Felicia's blog for quite a long time.. Still surprise that she has the heart to continue blogging.. :)

Life seems to get busier.. Upper Six life is not easy to handle at all.. Art side needs a lot of memorising and certain intelligence to score well.. Our sweet and lovely teachers had given us tons of homework, demanding us to finish all of them.. Coloccium (was it spelled like this?) starts in April and R&D project has to be handed in on 25th March.. This week holiday I'm gonna spend them in a library.. with my brother tagging along too..

I wish this year would end faster.. Headache keep on haunting me all the time.. :) Tonight will be going for barbecue.. Hubby's surprise birthday celebration from his close friends.. Might get some sleep soon.. ;)

A Sunday here.

Tomorrow will be having my first exam in 2011.. I have a mustard seed of faith.. I pray that God will strengthen me to have more faith in Him.. :)

Today started off with crying, when I wanna followed my prents to have breakfast, I was a bit late ler and they got mad at me.. So I cried because I can't follow.. Cause later I"m gonna pick my cousin up and will be going to church together..

I miss hubby a lot.. Apart from God, hubby is my source opf strength.. But I have to wait for 3 more weeks before I can see him.. Somehow that's torturous for me.. :'(
I miss hubby..

So back to school..

Well, drop by to kiss my blog a while.. >.< which means to drop some stories of my daily life.. I decided not to change my blog or shut this blog down liao.. Pity this blog.. hehe..

Back to school is so good.. 2 more days and I'm off for Chinese New Year holidays liao!! My brother teased me that I've already enjoyed 19 years of Chinese New Year dy, but I still claimed that they are not enough!!! haha.. Finish all the new year shopping dy, except for the little touch up at home.. :)

I enjoy my life well lately.. I'm so so so thankful that my face is so healthy lately.. Maybe because I ate things that are not oily and I'm picky about things I ate.. Like I want oil-free on my food.. So there goes my pretty skin.. ^^

Then, I finally got back to my old class liao.. I feel so motivated to study hard again.. Hey! What spell has that class cast on me to study hard yea?? haha.. And lately I think I'm quite badly polluted.. Cause I learn a lot of things I shouldn't learn.. I hope I don't turn up as a bad girl.. hahaha..

Need to scratch my head for ideas to decorate St. Jogn noticeboard liao.. The thing is I've run out of idea liao.. sob sob.. Oh well, deadline is on 11 February.. sob sob..

Lastly not forgetting about my lovely hubby.. I miss him badly.. He's gonna have his exam coming soon on this weekend.. So.. GOOD LUCK, honey!! hahaha.. I know he can do well.. ^^

The story continues..

I'm surprised when my childhood close friend message me today to ask how am i today and advicing me not to get addicted to facebook anymore.. Ya.. true enough cause I'm really addicted to the games.. lols..

I got food poisoning this weekend and I didn't attend school today.. Kinda miss school a lot.. So I spend my day resting at grnadma house, do some stuff and homework at night.. Tomorrow will have my activity going on.. :)

Luckily today not much homework.. hehe.. Yeah! Chinese new year coming soon! I baked my cookies already and quite successful de.. haha.. My body quite drained out lately due to vomitting ang excessive diarrheoa.. Thank God they are over now.. hehe..

Anyway, got to type my letter dy.. I can't wait to see my hubby soon!! >.< whee~~!! haha.. that's all for now.. hopefully I can update my life as soon as possible.. ^^

A sad starting..

This year begin its story with quite pathetic stories going on and on.. hubby and I got our first fight on 00.00 a.m. first day of January 2011.. Lol.. it's just a small fight cause he left me alone during the new year eve barbecue.. Silly reason o fight eh? haha.. Hmm.. First week started off ok.. So does second week.. But mummy got sick on last thursday.. She can't discharge urine and have to rely on retubation, which means she always has a urination bag with her all the time..

Seeing my mum in and out from the hospital makes me heartache so much.. Looking at mum carrying her urination bag makes me feel how painful she suffer from that particular sickness.. Taking medicine non-stop with different antibiotics can really sense how much she dislike it..

And.. I lose my motivation to work hard.. Like losing the mood to study and doing revision and now I'm back to facebook addiction.. Tha's not a good thing at all.. Saying that chinese new year mood is around also not a good excuse.. Doesn't mean you have to put off your studies so soon right?? Lol..

Can;t type anymnore.. My uncle is here to repair computer.. Go off now.. :)