From 5 September 2012, Amy Wee is reborn. Everything shall start all over again. :) Bye bloggie, love you lots. This would be an official goodbye to you.
To all my readers and those who follow my blog, thanks for reading all these while.
To my dear Karen, thanks for reading too. I know you've followed to update on what's happening on me and to know my deepest thoughts. :)
Last, goodbye to my old self. :D Hello new me! ><
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
谢谢。再见。
如果这个部落格从来没有被人发现，或许它会是我的私密日记本。
我要说再见了。再见，我的部落格。原因是，有太多私地下的话，我以为可以籍用它来诉苦，但我也应该知道网络是神通广大的，谁都会查到我的私密。
最近发生了一些事，所以就听了一个好朋友的劝告。对我来说，她虽然每句话听起来刺耳，很伤人，但忠言逆耳，却是为了我好。我决定关闭了这个部落格，一切重新开始。
这个部落格或许很多时候都在伤害认识我的读者，我自己可能也不知道，直到我的一个好朋友提醒了我。这是我的真心话：我不想失去任何一个朋友，尤其是好朋友。我用错的方式来表达我的不满，所以现在开始我想改掉。
我的好朋友提醒了我一句话：“不要以为每个人都要有权利对你好，你或许认为他们跟你好，那是表面上而已，其实他们只是让着你而已。他们哪里敢对你坦白。你会讲的话都不是真话，因为真话你讲不出口。” 确实是很伤我的心，因为招架不住，也没有机会为自己辩解。
（因为有些事我要澄清的啊！）
周围除了爸妈外，只有我这个朋友和老公敢说出伤害我的话。若是别人，我早就生气他们，对他们怀恨在心了。所以，既然世界上有两个在乎我的人，虽然 “伤害” 了我，但出自他们口中的每一句话都是为我好，我怎能不改变呢？
所以，认识我的人，若那一天你碰到我，诚实地告诉我，我是否改变了吗..
再见，我的部落格。谢谢你曾经当过我诉苦的依靠，但是时候停止了。:)
我要说再见了。再见，我的部落格。原因是，有太多私地下的话，我以为可以籍用它来诉苦，但我也应该知道网络是神通广大的，谁都会查到我的私密。
最近发生了一些事，所以就听了一个好朋友的劝告。对我来说，她虽然每句话听起来刺耳，很伤人，但忠言逆耳，却是为了我好。我决定关闭了这个部落格，一切重新开始。
这个部落格或许很多时候都在伤害认识我的读者，我自己可能也不知道，直到我的一个好朋友提醒了我。这是我的真心话：我不想失去任何一个朋友，尤其是好朋友。我用错的方式来表达我的不满，所以现在开始我想改掉。
我的好朋友提醒了我一句话：“不要以为每个人都要有权利对你好，你或许认为他们跟你好，那是表面上而已，其实他们只是让着你而已。他们哪里敢对你坦白。你会讲的话都不是真话，因为真话你讲不出口。” 确实是很伤我的心，因为招架不住，也没有机会为自己辩解。
（因为有些事我要澄清的啊！）
周围除了爸妈外，只有我这个朋友和老公敢说出伤害我的话。若是别人，我早就生气他们，对他们怀恨在心了。所以，既然世界上有两个在乎我的人，虽然 “伤害” 了我，但出自他们口中的每一句话都是为我好，我怎能不改变呢？
所以，认识我的人，若那一天你碰到我，诚实地告诉我，我是否改变了吗..
再见，我的部落格。谢谢你曾经当过我诉苦的依靠，但是时候停止了。:)
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Bleesings
First and foremost, PRAISE THE LORD ALMIGHTY! For He is a Sovereign Lord that no other gods can compare with. God has been showered me with lotsa money blessings lately. I can't do anything else other than being thankful. :)
But among the two gifts I received, I rejected one of them because it's really a huge lump sum of money. Can't take it cause I will feel burdened. Chose to receive another one because it's reasonable. They comes from my relatives. :) thank you so much dear Lord. All these comes from your great mercy. :) God will never give too much or too little, it's always enough :D
Today is Malaysia 55th birthday. Proud to be born as a Malaysian.This is the year of Jubilee. Let revival strikes this beautiful land and lets stand up together to bring in the harvest! Hallelujah!
P.S. It takes great love, great courage, great joy to bring in the harvest. (Joy = Attitude)
But among the two gifts I received, I rejected one of them because it's really a huge lump sum of money. Can't take it cause I will feel burdened. Chose to receive another one because it's reasonable. They comes from my relatives. :) thank you so much dear Lord. All these comes from your great mercy. :) God will never give too much or too little, it's always enough :D
Today is Malaysia 55th birthday. Proud to be born as a Malaysian.This is the year of Jubilee. Let revival strikes this beautiful land and lets stand up together to bring in the harvest! Hallelujah!
P.S. It takes great love, great courage, great joy to bring in the harvest. (Joy = Attitude)
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Reflection
Just called my university and they told me that my registration date is 3rd September. Which means I only have one more week left! My longest holiday ever in my life is going to end soon.
Today is a Wednesday and I'm not working. I spend a lot of time thinking though. About everything.
I was reflecting how I always let my anger and frustration ruled over me every time things turned upside down. and that might have caused lots of people to dislike me.
I like to deny whatever things people said that are right about me, especially things that I don't like to hear. Not a good attitude at all.
I am not humble and I am not generous. I am calculative. I do make false statements about others :( Stating these weaknesses out really needs courage eh, because I'm egoistic and admitting these are quite hard.
I'm trying to change, but determination plays a huge role. Just like my diet, I need to discipline myself.
Wish me luck. Change change change!!!
Today is a Wednesday and I'm not working. I spend a lot of time thinking though. About everything.
I was reflecting how I always let my anger and frustration ruled over me every time things turned upside down. and that might have caused lots of people to dislike me.
I like to deny whatever things people said that are right about me, especially things that I don't like to hear. Not a good attitude at all.
I am not humble and I am not generous. I am calculative. I do make false statements about others :( Stating these weaknesses out really needs courage eh, because I'm egoistic and admitting these are quite hard.
I'm trying to change, but determination plays a huge role. Just like my diet, I need to discipline myself.
Wish me luck. Change change change!!!
很有意思
今天从星洲日报的副刊看到这么一个有意思的民间语录：
1。想钓到鱼，就要以鱼的角度思考。
2。不要显得比别人聪明，人外有人。
3。让对方作主角，自己演绎配角。
4。 勿目中无人，谦虚是王道。
5。 常与人争辨，你永远难赢。
6。锋芒太露，下场不好。
7。刺猬原则—— 保持适当距离。
8。树一个敌，等于立一堵墙。
9。谦虚不虚为，追求不苛求。
10。失言不如无言。
很贴切，同时也提醒我很多。:)
1。想钓到鱼，就要以鱼的角度思考。
2。不要显得比别人聪明，人外有人。
3。让对方作主角，自己演绎配角。
4。 勿目中无人，谦虚是王道。
5。 常与人争辨，你永远难赢。
6。锋芒太露，下场不好。
7。刺猬原则—— 保持适当距离。
8。树一个敌，等于立一堵墙。
9。谦虚不虚为，追求不苛求。
10。失言不如无言。
很贴切，同时也提醒我很多。:)
Sunday, August 26, 2012
A new week
:) Today kicks start with a bright Monday morning. Going out later with hubby. This would be our final week spending so much time together before we both starts our uni. Glad that at the moment everything is in order now. Has the rainstorm in life stop? or just a short pause? I wish I'd never hear the news again. Let yesterday be the last day I heard about it till the day our family manage to get back our beloved Proton :)
Oh well, guess what? I'm staring my 2012 Christmas shopping. The list goes on just like I'm a Santa Claus. hehe.. Very happy. Time to crack my brain to think about what to buy for hubby, brother, mum and dad.. And some of my good good good friends.. ^^
Lord! Thank you for everything! Especially last night when I was having bad visions and thoughts I manage to cling tight on you to pray in tongues and ta-dah! They are gone from my mind! Thank you Lord for such a wonderful sleep last night. Even though I got saliva on my hand. It means I'm tired enough to sleep so well :) *happy*
Conclusion, having a good sleep gives you a good mood and a good day. hehehe.. (valid until 9.20a.m. only, cause hopefully my students don't make me angry later.. haha.. )
Oh well, guess what? I'm staring my 2012 Christmas shopping. The list goes on just like I'm a Santa Claus. hehe.. Very happy. Time to crack my brain to think about what to buy for hubby, brother, mum and dad.. And some of my good good good friends.. ^^
Lord! Thank you for everything! Especially last night when I was having bad visions and thoughts I manage to cling tight on you to pray in tongues and ta-dah! They are gone from my mind! Thank you Lord for such a wonderful sleep last night. Even though I got saliva on my hand. It means I'm tired enough to sleep so well :) *happy*
Conclusion, having a good sleep gives you a good mood and a good day. hehehe.. (valid until 9.20a.m. only, cause hopefully my students don't make me angry later.. haha.. )
Undecided and random
Undecided whether to claim back my money from friends or not. Cause it seems like I'm very stingy. But I need money! *seriously* :'(
Lately I've been so money-conscious that I finally realised that what makes me couldn't sit still and be peaceful is money issue. People out there might not bee understanding but for someone like me whom my parents only taking care of my food, I have to pay for my daily expenses. I'm not lucky like anybody else who has parents to pay for their school fees or bring their daughters or sons to go shopping and they don't have to pay a cent for the things they wanted. This is my life. Desperately earning for money to support myself. Just a reminder here, I'm not seeking for compassion or sympathy. This is my blog and I own the right to spill my worries and thoughts out. If you find that this blog doesn't suit your taste of knowing anything, better stop following my blog. :)
But I count myself lucky to have hubby who shared the same situation like me. If I have a filthy rich boyfriend, I think I'd be jealous of him and spend all his money and ended breaking up. Lol..
Anyway, *sighing*, I also realised that good friends who used to be able to listen to my thoughts aren't any longer suitable to be my listener. Cause certain things I want them to remain confidential. Really don't like people to invade my thoughts. Yea, you may say that friends who know you well should be kept by our side, but knowing too much about you aren't necessary a good thing. They could be straight forward to you till you aren't even prepared before they hurt you with their words. Sometimes I've been so stupid to do things that caused myself troubles and dismay just to please them, to see them happy. But I don't think I've ever treated in such way before. Warning: I'm not asking anyone to be special to me. Again, it's what I felt.
Now, I don't care whether I've hurt anyone out there or not. Never mind if I have friends or not, real or not real. Cause I'm tiring of concerning this issue. Those who are true and who will stay will stay.
Mind you, I'm a stubborn girl.
Lately I've been so money-conscious that I finally realised that what makes me couldn't sit still and be peaceful is money issue. People out there might not bee understanding but for someone like me whom my parents only taking care of my food, I have to pay for my daily expenses. I'm not lucky like anybody else who has parents to pay for their school fees or bring their daughters or sons to go shopping and they don't have to pay a cent for the things they wanted. This is my life. Desperately earning for money to support myself. Just a reminder here, I'm not seeking for compassion or sympathy. This is my blog and I own the right to spill my worries and thoughts out. If you find that this blog doesn't suit your taste of knowing anything, better stop following my blog. :)
But I count myself lucky to have hubby who shared the same situation like me. If I have a filthy rich boyfriend, I think I'd be jealous of him and spend all his money and ended breaking up. Lol..
Anyway, *sighing*, I also realised that good friends who used to be able to listen to my thoughts aren't any longer suitable to be my listener. Cause certain things I want them to remain confidential. Really don't like people to invade my thoughts. Yea, you may say that friends who know you well should be kept by our side, but knowing too much about you aren't necessary a good thing. They could be straight forward to you till you aren't even prepared before they hurt you with their words. Sometimes I've been so stupid to do things that caused myself troubles and dismay just to please them, to see them happy. But I don't think I've ever treated in such way before. Warning: I'm not asking anyone to be special to me. Again, it's what I felt.
Now, I don't care whether I've hurt anyone out there or not. Never mind if I have friends or not, real or not real. Cause I'm tiring of concerning this issue. Those who are true and who will stay will stay.
Mind you, I'm a stubborn girl.
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